updating

these past 2 days, i kept on searching for new layout. duh i don't satisfied the past layout. it just too gloomy, dark and scary. wuhuu! SCARY? hahahaha ;p

oh ya i've nil to be crapped. just have something to crap. haha~ this is crap.

about 1more week, 8 days to be exact, i'll be in bintulu. huwa. sik mok!!!! i need more hols. (statement biak nektok. udah cuti mok skola. dh skola mok cuti gik)

off to miri tomorow. i just don't know why i'm going to miri. i just don't like going there. dush dush.

i need more hangouts! duh. wasting my money is no big deal. meeting those FRIENDS is hardly. erk? hahaha pelik jak bunyi klaka dakya. planning to go to hartz, AGAIN.

hye kawang kawang! sila kumpul duit yang mencukupi sekurang kurangnya RM15 ok. and duit minyak ebo lupak ^^

herm. what i'm talking about? huhahuha.

aha anyone know about KML? please please tell me. why ppl keep on saying.......

"don't go to matrix! such a waste of time!"
- well, it's only for 1 year. is it waste???? musykil!

"KML is HELL! ppl said like this > KM'Hell!"
- even my school, they said this > SMK KID-DO-WRONG where most of the students always do wrong. blehhh blahhh la! if most the students do wrong, how come we still be on top? and always on top. why why why? its the same with KML la nk. if ppl they do wrong, you don't follow and you'll fine. anyone agree? ^^

"there's no enough water! you will end up not having your bath if you go there"
- i don't understand this. i heard that, now they are having this so-called water-pump. so, no problem right? keep yourself update please.

"OMG Labuan is hottie-hottie hot like hell!"

- bah, mmg la. labuan is an island. don't you know that? cali! btw, have you ever been to hell? ^^ i think, limbang is much hotter. gedebush~

OVERALL, tepuk dada, tanya selera.

its not that i don't like matriculation, it's just i'm so so so wanting the pasum thingy. herm. blah la. with my result, they don't want you la. cali. just go to matrix la. struggle hard. get 4flat then decide on what you want to do. erk? look! i still like.........

err ok ok la ya g jak la

tunggu dlk la. upu kuar xlmk gk

yeah confirm aku pegi!

erm tga upa la

bley blah la juju. pa kes tok? waaaa. mok g coz rami geng pegi. hahaha. mesti gempax? kan kan.

warghhhhhh........

i don't want thissss end up like 5 years ago!!! don't want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

erh.

stop.

don't speak.

blah.

till then!^^

I LOVE YOU!

happy 2nd ANNIVERSARY to my beloved boyfriend, ahmad zulfareez jolkipli (:

i lOVE you so much!!!

sorry for all the argument, misunderstanding, keMERAJUKan and all sorts of benda jaik (:

sorry for not meeting you for almost 2 months ):

sorry for not being there when you need me the most ):

ohh but i know you still love me to the max like nothing can describe it (: ngegeh juju.

thank you for everything you gave me which i never can describe it

thank you coz loving me so much

thank you for all the cards you gave me every month (:

thank you for everything!!!

it's all undescribable!

wuhuuu...

i LOVE you no matter what~

**updated

our anniversary was yesterday, 26 APRIL 2008. fyi la kan (:

till then~

movie day

so yesterday we (me, ein, yan, umie) went for a movie, CONGKAK. wohoo. honestly, i think, i only knew the story about 20% since i kept on closing my eyes (; i don't like scary movie, thriller or any others stories, related to ghost, vampire, death bla bla bla. poor me. hahaha. well, fly fly fly my RM7 just to follow my friends. oh nevermind. it had been so long we not going out together. since i'd been busy these past few weeks. oh well, we had so much fun though. we no need to wait for bus anymore. we have KANCIL. hahahaha! we went to parkcity mall. window shopping for sure. then to farley, bought present for noor. wuhuuu (;

i met fareez too. yayyayayay! it had been more than 2 months we had not meet each other. not even call each other. yeah. we bought celcom. oh ya. i'm changing my number soon. akan berkuat kuasa mulai esok. harap maklum. 26 APRIL 2008 (;

erm i'm changing my ticket to labuan. not confirmed yet. i think, MAS is playing with us. kadang2 ada tiket murah, kadang2 xda. hui. and when i checked again about 2 hours later, then its changed. LOL. if and only if we don't get any ticket so we have to go there buy land. uh oh tidak.

em well...

70% of my heart says i must go there. the other 30%, i don't know where they go...

LOL! (;

till then!!

matrikulasi

so i got accepted to kolej matrikulasi labuan for one year session in science stream and need to register in about 3 more weeks. 12 may is the register day. and you know what? i even had booked a ticket. LOL. it seems that i'm comfirmed 100% going there. my ticket is on the 13th may, at 7.10 am. i have 2 reasons why i choose 13 may.

first reason : there's no seat avaiable on the 11 and 12.
second reason : i have my JPJ test on 12 may. bravo bravo ;p

and my mom already called the administration at KML asking whether i can register a bit late or not. and they said, yes you can. of course i can. huhuhu.

take note, my JPJ test is on the 12 may, and i just started my driving lesson yesterday. so, i need to go to budiman everyday. EVERYDAY. so far so good. well, i love driving. it's fun. no regret at all. hahaha. cali juju.

i'll write more for the next post. huhahuha. em. anyone go to KML too? please contact me. it will be most appreciated. hehehehe.

bah bah. i have another driving lesson at 2 p.m.

till then~

he left us

i away 4 a week. from 12 april until last sunday. i don't have time to update before i went to limbang that day because it was a very sudden decision. my mom called my brother around 8 a.m and told about my grandfather condition. so, both of us need to rush to limbang.

dush dush. everything went quickly. just in a blink of eyes. woah ;p

&& my grandfather passed away the next early morning at 4.20 a.m.........

AL-FATIHAH....................................

honestly, i'm speechless. it's not that i regret, since i can't meet my late grandfather before he passed away. i just don't believe all of this happened very quickly. it seems like, i just saw him smiling to me though he's in pain, during my last visit. dush dush. i missed him. yes, i do.

i still remember everything he said to me, about 2 years ago. very clear in my mind.

"ebo jadi penakut!"

that what he said.

semoga roh arwahyarham dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman............

wake up zuria

i woke up early today. at 515 am. msg msg then sleep again since i can't perfom my prayer. woke up at 730am and get ready to jog with yan and eein. so, me and yan walked to tmn. then we jogged or just walked ( kn da mdh eksen jk jog ya ) and chatted along the journey (?) . then, we made our way to town ( shhhss ) since we not know where we supposed to go.

isi2 minyak and vroooooommmm....

look, sungguh seronok bila anda tahu memandu. kan? =DDDD

ohh mamak bila mok pulang. huwa.

oh la la

well, i still can't manage my blog so well. to be honest, i'm so lazy right now. ngeee. still searching nice cool layout but i can't find it. i think, this gloomy dark layout though it has pink in it and flower too, will certainly affects my mood. yeah. dark symbolises gloomy sad and depressed. woah. it's not that i'm depressed, i just don't have the mood, the good one. ngeee. oh help me. help me to increase my confidence level and self-esteem. wargh. maybe, boredom makes me like this =(

and i left home, all alone. my mom go to limbang again. by the road, along with my uncle from kuching. i decline to join them as i waiting for my L license ( saya xcited ) and utp calling. they said maybe this week or next week.

uh oh. wah. saya bosan.

ngeee o_O

screwed up

my blog screwed up a bit. so needs some changes. and now is under construction.

&& i need some make-over. yerdeh. i cut my hair short and layered and look so good. yeh yeh.

&& i really need motivation. my self-esteem is down to 0%. LOL.

till then~

i'm HOME!

yeah i finally can go home, BINTULU. 1 week is enough for me. i'm breathless and my mind can't functioning well there. dush dush! limbang is not kl, (though they always make fun with it by saying kl is kuala lurah, in fact, kuala lurah is better since it is near to brunei LOL) . YOU can't expect me to stay there more than 1 week without doing anything. provides me with internet connection, then i will. LOL! i don't care about the astro thingy ( cause i know i will never have chance though since the house occupied 3 lil children ) except morning la when they go to school and the youngest go to her nursery. i just need a laptop and an internet connection. that's all.

in fact, me and my cousin already tried all the server. she brought her laptop with her, the second day, and her mom drove us all around limbang town, just to search for the server. yES! there were manyyyy wireless connection. however all need password which is very very very hopeless for us. dush dush dush! triple dush for me.

what i do there? woke up late, helped my aunty ( mun asa mok tlg la ), done the laundry, watched tv since the children went to school, ate ate ate ate and sleeping~ wargh. sungguh tidak sihat. i went to hospital too but not frequent because i HATE hospital. i told you before. kui kui kui!

&&& i had to take care of my grandma~ and my lil cousin to especially in the afternoon.

proud to say i'm 80% fully prepared to be a housewife~ LOL!

&& proud to say, "juju da pande polah nenen botol nehhhh!!!" hahahahahah!

duh enough. i'm so not in good mood lately vecause i'm so tire, tired sleeping and relaxing. & i guess i caught a fever too. uh. oh by the way, my grandfather is doing well though he becomes weaker. he is now using the tube feeding. what the hell is it i don't know. what i know is, that thing is used for eating. LOL.

i'm waiting for educamp call. i hope i can go. i want educamp. i just want to go to camp. i don't care whether i get the scholarship or not. duh. low motivated lalu jak bunyi. mwahahahha~ =DDDD

till then~