#Ramadhan 1432H, 4th

Nabi  bersabda :

[ يا معشر الشباب !من استطاع منكم الباءة فليتزوج ؛ فإنه أغض للبصر ، وأحصن للفرج ، ومن لم يستطع ؛ فعليه بالصوم ؛ فإنه له وجاء ]

Maksudnya : ” Wahai pemuda-pemuda! Barang sesiapa antara kamu berkemampuan, maka berkahwinlah, kerana pernikahan itu menundukkan pandangan dan memelihara kehormatan, dan barang sesiapa yang tidak mampu, maka hendaklah dia berpuasa kerana puasa itu adalah perisai (memutuskan syahawat) ” [HR Al-Bukhari : 5065, Muslim : 1400]

lately memang banyak isu mengenai kahwin timbul disekeliling saya. hemoh hemoh =.= 

kalau mampu, silakan dan jangan tangguh-tangguh. kalau belum, paham-paham lahhh :D

btw, hadis nih saya pernah bacakan ketika sesi forum untuk kelas bm short sem yang lepas. teringat pulak, itu yang post kan dekat sini. ada lah sikit kena mengena kan? teheee :)


sapa nak kahwin, jangan lupa jemput saya :) 

ohh..

for my most ngegeh bff, i told ya, we just need time to be back to normal. nothing personal. 

once a bff, forever a bff bahhh..double forever there..haha..

"FRIENDSHIP is the rainbow between two hearts sharing seven colors: feelings, love, sadness, happiness, truth, faith, secret & respect"

ku sayang ko bahh. boh stress-stress pikir apahal kita kedak tok kedak ya sebab kita xda jadi apa-apa punnn. dah-dah. masuk gph balit nun. kenja jwk nak mok ngekot aku keluar-keluar? haha! u missed a lot of things there :)

ppl needs time. u told me this. all of you told me this. eboh polah-polah lupak :D

and if u want the old me, it's kinda hard. i am really good right now :)

nahhh. sine gik mok carik geng GILA kedak tok? xperlu jaoh-jaoh aku carik rah tanjung rambutan ka, batu berapa ka nok rah kch nun, dekat tanjung kidurong tok jak ada. ko ade? *alu kua lepeh :P

ney sik gila. main bunga api masa bukan raya, lompat sik tentu pasal k baju kurung lah. kawan sapa ndak ka ya =.=

we love our friendship. sapa boleh lawan kita oi? i bet no one. we go through so many thing together up until now. sikda sapa tauk melainkan nya masuk gph :) and bukan sebarang orang leh join kita nak? haha. suka, duka, nangis, tetak, gosip semua lah kita tauk. even ex dengan ex pun boleh ngam sia. nahh? sine mok carik ya? hahaha. shoot me! all my words before this were nonsense. bak kata ktkorg, juju mun emo, suma benda keluar, tanpa nya pikir. haha. aku sik emo oiii. bena bena =.=


aku pun dah kenak brainwash pasal tok banyak kali bah. sebab ya aku berusaha untuk sik emo. tapi bila ko guro-guro padah aku emo emo, ya ku manas. kepak ku praktis supaya sik emo bah. mwahahahaha :P

kan bagus mun semua buang perasaan sik bagus dalam dirik antara kawan-kawan ya? we share every moment together. no one misses anything. chill yah


...apapun yang terjadi..ku kan selalu ada untukmu...
...janganlah kau bersedih...coz everything gonna be ok 

^__^

kelak rindu. nangis-nangis. aku lah ya. mwahahahaha!


see, who know me well? u guys lah :D

selamat beramal kawan-kawan! :D *nang sik ngam lah ayat tok =.=

till then!

p/s: i don't want to erase all the nonsense things in this blog coz i know it WAS me before :) tak ada apa yang perlu disembunyikan. thanks for reading it. i bet u know me well now ^_^ 

p/s/s: cha, if u ever read this, i'll always be with you. i know u're not in a good shape now. mek xmok mejal kitak tanyak what happened yada yada, just, if u're ready, buzz me whenever u need me. i'll always be there :)) oh and yah, i MISS you a lot. yeah, A LOT! :)

monotonous

hidup bosan hari2. on9 memanjang. tido. makan. tgk tb. bosan dowh T.T 

kenapa kalau masa kita tengah dok bosan2 mcm sekarang, macam aku sekarang la, kalau orang ajak keluar onnnn jer. padahal dah xtahu dah nak menyemak dekat mana. sampai kan sanggup duduk berjam2 dekat kedai makan semata2 nak jumpa kawan2. tapi aku rasa xsalah la kan. dah xda keja. drpd aku clubbing kat casablanca ka pub kitai ka. lagi bagus aku menyumbang dekat thenson ka A+ ka..kan kan? dalam kepala otak tau nak jalan ja. kang dah balik u, sebok pulak aku nak balik rumah. haihhhh. lumrah kan? huahua.

lepas tuh masa cuti nih la aku sebok la nak beli itu, nak beli ini. sebok jugak nak cari barang dekat sini. padahal dekat kl selalu je aku lepas pandang barang2 tu. buat xtau je. kenapakah? huk2.

gara2 kaki gatal nak jalan, sanggup bangun awal untuk g jogging. ceh. KONON. last2, mulut jugak yang jogging T.T tapi tetap puas hati. haha. jumpa jugak akhirnya semua :)

sekarang, kerja download muvi. carik muvi dari orang. tapi transfer nya belom lagi. see, betapa malas nya aku T.T kalau tido ja aku rajin. isk3x..lumrah la cuti kan? tgk muvi at least 1 cd 1 mlm. tuh pun tersengguk2 nak tido. memang immune tido dah menjalar2 dalam badan aku. tidoooo ja la best. haihhh.

cuti aku tinggal sangatla sedikit. oh oh kenapakah? aku kalau cuti selalu pelik dari orang lain. haih. nasib baik la aku dah biasa jadi pelik. isk3x..kalau betul la aku bertahan untuk tunggu sampai july 2011, memang aku respectttt la dengan aku. erk T.T harap2 la bertahan. kalau x. haihhh. tau2 la sendri apa jadi. huahua.

plan baik punya ini jumaat. oh oh xsabar :D tgk..kalau bab2 bejalan, makan..aku la paling excited T.T

and sangat rindu la ngegeh. isk. kang cakap lebih2 orang cop gedix pulak. kang xcakap org gtau xda perasaan pulak, kalau cakap pun kang orang cakap toksah la bising2, simpan sudeyh..erk..nak ckp jugak la wpun scara indirect~ isk3...bosan betul hari2ku tanpa bebelan mu. isk3..lama dah aku xkena bebel~dari comel sampai ke belon, xbalik2 lagi. sampai belon meletop pun kalau xnampak batang idong, aku xtau la. oh oh T.T

huwahuwa. wpun xlama lagi balik, aku tetap nak ckp huwahuwa sebab aku pulak yang kena balik ke sana lepas tuh. isk melampau jugak kadang2 kan rasa nya? xpa la...

mgu dpn nak tgk harry potter! KALAU ADA la sbb org cinema tu ckp lagi seminggu. ok bagus la. kalau xda jugak, 1st weekend balik kl aku nak tgk HP jugak. pedulik la orang cakap cita lapuk, cita budak2, lagi best tgk 2 alam la apa la ahh lantak la. nak tgk jugak! padahal xpenah khatam2 pun cita2 harry potter semua. erk T.T narnia pun aku baru khatam semalam. sadis sungguh.

disebabkan lama x kena bebel, terpaksa la aku membebel sendiri. ala kalau orang xbebel pun aku tetap nak membebel. tebebek sudeyh. aduh T.T

kiko panggil aku. okey tata!

till then~

p/s: mood menukar layout sangat2 menurun. haih. MALAS T.T

dental visit

yesterday i went to john ting's dental clinic since my appointment was confirmed. my appointment was at 4 p.m, however i still go online when the clock was at 3.45 p.m. i'm not getting ready yet that time. i still cicaking n talking with shabilla. she's fun to talk with. feel like talking with my friends. hahaha. saying goodbye to her n i rushed to the toilet, then dashed to my room got changing, ironed my tudung and tadaaa.. zue got ready just in 10 minutes. *ehem ehem* my mom sent me and i had to enter the clinic by my own. yes yes i never went to the clinic, any clinic by my own because i'm so afraid that the kakak klinic will marah2 me. marah pa ka? haha. my mom don't want to manja2 me again and starts to practise, i guess, life without her only daughter. she said, " ko dah besar, mok 18 dah. xda mak mok neman2 gk". *sigh* i have to anyway? xpa2. then, i just entered the clinic and gave the kakak dental my medical cheat, it's for the payment actually. mine is not like other mlng, petronas, bla bla bla children who just bring their ING card whenever they want to seek for treatment. how lucky they are do you think? continue. suddenly the kakak dental told me this..

"xdpt pake gk tok dek, bulan 1 pun tok. dpt x suroh mak ktk amik nok baru?"

i replied, "errr pa kata ktk call mak kmk",

and she said, "ktk klaka ngn mak ktk keh?"

err? i just like, pa ko takut klaka ngn mak aku?

then the conversation goes like this, "mak, org yar nyuroh mak molah medical cheat baru"

my mom said with her angry tone, "soh jak ba nya cancel, bukan ssh amik jak liquid pasya tulis baru!"

then i'm speechless. err is this what happen when we first time met the doctor by ourself? lol. and those problems solved when i said these...

"xpa esok kmk agak ctok gk merik ktk nok baru keh?" i said with my wide smile *wide*?

hehe o_O

waited for about 30minutes.

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i went there to have my last treatment actually. 'scalling'? err don't know what's it called actually. haha. cuci2 and polish2. my gum was bleeding too much! at first, i don't felt any pain but when the doc started to feel excited, i guess, he tends to cucok2 and tekan2 my gigi. i just like, hoi sakit tauk x? huwa. bleed bleed bleed. i had to tahan the pain. only God knows what i felt. about 45 minutes in the treatment room, the doc adviced me to see him every 6 months. i said, "wokeh!" haha. well, it's normal la kan for doctor to promote his/her service. can't deny it though. then, i dashed out from the room quickly, holding many tissues and called my mom. i asked her to fetch me at farley since i want to buy my reload and few snacks. then she said my brother will fetch me. sorg soh sorg. haiyer.

anyway, i like my teeth. it's not that white la but i like it. clean and not-so-white la tp ok la =D =D why the doc can't make my teeth shimmer owh? haha. LOL. and i'm thinking to buy those teeth-whitening product, which eein is using now. =P mok gigi puteh! puteh lalu2. hehe.

i don't have any plan today. need to brainstorming myself, like what i have to do everyday so that i'm not wasting my time too much. want to go out but my friends are too busy i guess =( reading? i read every day. i read before went to sleep. it's good kan? =D im on my way improving my english anyway.

house cleaning everyday make me bored and sick of it. i think, there's not even a little or secubit or setitik or seputik dust on the floor since i had swept it and mopped it everyday. && also, open burning make me sick tremendously! it's not only me but it will affect others too. everyday my mom will burn things because these few days we had store-cleaning. and what you expects us to do with those old-dusty-sometimes-wet-things ? burn it! yes yes.

s-w-e-e-p-i-n-g -------- i swept every time i'm thinking to sweep. especially every time i'm at the kitchen. duhh. i guess i'm addicted to sweeping and cleaning the house eventhough it's make me sick. *im so proud of it* LOL. && my mom is addicted to open burning. hahahaha.

&& for your infomation i think, i'm not going to buy the acd photo editor in bintulu in fact i'll buy it at kl. i hope it's cheaper la nak && my mom planning to buy a laptop. err she said she wants to buy it for me. and i just like, no no! it's too early. i don't need it now. *eksen jak bunyi* though i know i WILL need it someday. and she said if i don't want it, she will give it to my brother who currently pursuing her study at upm kampus bintulu, thos PJJ things. jarak jauh. && i'm still thinking about it =D =D i want it actually but? don't know what. maybe i'm not really need it, this time. and yeah, i'm not thinking about my future yet. stil bermalas-malasan here. hehe. i did surfed to those university's web and read the courses, what is it and the requirements. && i did googled the scholarships offered in Malaysia. that's all i did. i JUST READ it. don't know la masok mind ka x =D

just wait and see what my decision is. and can't wait for kl. only one thing i like about kl, it's pasa malam at jalan TAR there, every saturday night. loadssssss of food! food. food. food. =D =D && patung beruang murah. but i never buy it though. ngehahaha. mulut jk lebeh ho? other things like shopping and meeting friends. thats all i like. i don't like walking on the street, choosing latest design of kain baju kurung and tudung. it's tiring and of course boring.

my last trip to kl was totally bored. i'm not expecting shop-till-you-drop because i know, i don't have that much money to DROP. =D =D just hoping to meet anis this time since we can't make it last time. && must korek her rahsia. btw, she can't hide it from me. hehe.

ngaa. i'm crapping again. LOL.

till then! =D

kinda bored

i am so bored
i am 'boring' means im bored to be with and to talk with, i guess
LOL.

ppl are kinda bz, they are all bz bah. no one to talk with. they are all bz with their school stuffs. lol. must be la nak. it's school time. not holiday like what you're right now kan? keh2 im crapping a lot recently. it's due to the boredom that smashed me. pa ka? =D =D

yesterday, i went to parkcity mall, window-shopping. eh not really since i bought a software cd. it's some sort like photo-editing stuff, more like photoshop. since my sis roscella introduced me to this new software, new to me la, it's called acd photo editor. she told me it's easier using this software compared to photoshop. yeah, photoshop have a very big size that for sure, this computer can't stand it. then, pity me, i bought the wrong cd! *smack my head down guys* i bought acd photo MANAGER. LOL!. manager is totally different from editor. argHhh. so i re-install those programmes and still waiting my mom to give her signal. "keh jum kuar". however, when is it? *sigh* lamak gk yar. my mom did'nt want to waste her time and her petrol just to drive me to town. yes yes to TOWN, coz at the kedak-rasa-baru-and-canggih-kacak-la-tek parkcity mall, there's a lot of shops selling vcd but NOT selling software stuff-like-what-i-need-right-now. ARGH! only at cp. yes, it's hard to say, im looking forwar to cP. CITY POINT BINTULU. bluewk. however, cp is the only place where we can watch movie together, laugh till we can't breath as well as buying cheap and reasonable ciplak shoes because only at cP we can find cinema. oh no. i missed watching movie with my friend. hey, where are you guys? tapok ho?

so, i still don't have any zue's art to show. LOL. those in the net are all trial one. i don't want to risk this damned-slow like snail-path computer by installing eh no, downloading the trial-software. it will certainly make this computer run much more slower.

zue is now being so slow-minded. she thinks so slow and lambat mok tangkap. LOL. blamed the hols. mwahahaha =D =D

open burning

keh2 we have had another open burning yesterday. sorry again to kidurong's ppl here. wahahaha. its not really an open burning. my mom asked me to bakar ikan. mwahaha. pa kes tok? save gas? hehe. my face burning too. adus adus. dolok bakar satay, my face burning, my cloth smell bad, and i caught flu at the same time. mwahahaha. anyway, i love BURNING things. mwahaha. here some of the pics.....


view dr atas. lom macak gk towk. upa jk kdk angus.

view dr kiri. da mok macak ckit2. api tgh membara. bomba bomba!

view dr kanan gk. api gk membara. aduh2. angus ikan aku towk.

tp ikan aku x angus oow. sdap nyaman delicious. mwahahaha.

eh eh. today is friday. rasa cpt alu jk mgu towk berlalu. pejam celik da smgu. aku rasa kdk laju alu jk. or maybe because aku byk glk buang masa? haha.

&& im on my way learning photoshop. since the photoshop thingy is sooo lambat slow gila babas, i have to learn it slowly. huh. wait for zue's art. edeh eksen lu bunyi wak.

oi. bla spm kuar ho?

kasutku terbabak

poor juju, her shoes 'terbabak' which mean hancur lebur berkecai2. mwahahaha. tapak kasut terbukak n suddenly i had to walk not kaki ayam but using only the stokin. haha lwk ba juju.

keh2. today went for jogging again. *cough cough* its the real jogging session keh. me and eein finished 1 round only. ok ba dr xda pa2. lelah gla since lamak alu da xblari2 tok. semput of course. haha. i hv some pictures. naa. here you go...


otw to tmn millenium. actually aku mok mik gamba asuk. hish. ada asuk ngenjen pg2 haha. tp xnpk la asuk ya. ada nya ujg nun. ada npk x? =D

mowk cmpe da towk. rah library kid. ada construction jwk rah ctok. mok bsrkan taman.

stumbled upon this huge tiang electric. hehe. baruk siap ku asa. hp kecik ilak n xcanggih so xpt amik gamba full

mowk ngesho skola aku. pandangan dr jauh. xnpk aie. adoh2.

towk ok kit npk ckit. ehem ehem smk kid's students, enjoy la torang lak oww tmn baru towk ciap? tpt lepak baru yaa =D

da cmpe tmn. hehe.

suka men rah ctok. besh mijak batu2 towk. nyaman asa kaki. edeh. ahahaha. promote ku towk.

&&& tadaaa. towk kasut belah kiri. gk ok towk.

here you go. kasut belah kanan nok da terbabak ble dktakan 50% hancur. hehe.

upon arriving home. duak2 kasut da hancur. *clap clap* nasib xjauh ku bjln. mun jauh ng kaki ayam. haha. && me being innovative, ku ikat tali kasut ke debah tapak so that the shoes not flipped off from my heel! haha. maley saya jalan kaki kasut terbabak. adoh2.

&& we make new friends. haha. nama nya muiz. ex-kolej miri. eein did not know him coz time eein pndh btu bok muiz pdh kolej. haha. he live at tmn tinggi with her aunt. and 4 ur info, he jog from his house to kidurong. *crazy crazy* besa la atlit ba. hehe. its fun. i mean. he is fun to talk with. byk cita and friendly. so, syabas kpd juju berjaya mdpt seorg kawan baru. *clap clap*

&& look2, bagus kuar beriadah tok dpt knl kwn baru. kan kan? =D =D err and i wondering, pahal ku suka mlh double smiley nektok ouh? pa kes? hehe.

ATTENTION!!
saya mahu kasut baru!
ehem ehem.