selamat berpuasa! :)

ank bulan dh nampak. hoohoo aku xnpk ponnn? hik. xpa. yg penting lusa puasa dah. yeyeye aku da kluar dr tpt kuarantin so pt trawikh reramai! i love it~ andddd bley kuar hari2!! pegi bazaar! hahahaha. bley jmpa abg air lemon taun lepas tuh lagi x? hahaha. taun ni saya beli ok? huhu :P

aku da sehat 100%. alhamdullilah. coughing pon da ok skit. demam langsung tarak. bagus bagus. tp harini temperature aku rendah sgt2. 36.1. rendah kan? hoooo tp nurse tu xde plak ckp pape. perasaan aku ja kut. hahaha :) xsbr nak balek kc. wuhuuu. slmt tgl la faz! aku suka btol tgl dkt cni. feels like home, i means the place look like a home. smmgnya xda tpt yg dpt ganti umah aku. hehe.

ptg tdk aku tiba2 rasa sedih nak balek umah. dtg dah homesick aku! hahahaha. xpe xpe. tgl lagi 3weeks and aku boley balek uma! yes yes. saat yg dtgu2 tuh hampir tiba. pejam celik je and i'll be home! ok aku tau aku terover excited dh ni. huhuhu.

ohh my comp 2 project will be started soon! very very soon! nasib qila igt dgn aku die p letak nama aku dlm grup dia. hik bagus bagus. xtau nak ckp apa. rindu pulak dgn klas comp. xtau la camna aku nak face dgn budax2 kelas tuh lepas ni. mdm confirm tya mcm2. ala rilex la. aku bkn femes pon. aku femes dlm kls comp je. ala tuh pun mdm yg ckp, bkn aku! huhuhu :P tuh pun sbb mdm igt nama aku. ye la nama aku pelik kan. hahaha. dia ckp nama aku melambangkan muka aku. xpaham aku. tp siyes dia suka aim aku. haih.

ala aku missed kelas fardhu ain jugak. hik. ustaz comey tuh pon lebey krg je ngn mdm comp aku. ala saya x minat pon tgk ustaz tu. gaya abg aku pon ada. bosan. haha. mati aku dia baca blog ni. lantak la. aku igt lagi mgu lepas aku siap buat lawak free2 je dlm kelas tuh. citt. aku tau le aku ni baca x lancar pon. haih haih malu gila. aku rasa ustaz tu confirm igt aku. bagus le kan. ustaz ensem kot. hahaha. mmg la nama aku ni significant. dah la pelik. pendek pulak tuh. nak panggil siap dgn nama bapak pon still rasa pendek. haih xpe la short but sweet. hahaha. huuu aku suka la kls fardhu ain. hikk. ^^ budax2 kelas tuh pun besh je. huuhuhuh. em lwk sgt ke eh? tah ler.

toink toink. aku nak packing barang! hehehe smgttttt! tppp aku ade mslh bsr. mcm mana aku nak angkut bantal pelok aku eh? a.k.a bobo. hahah siap ada nama lagi tu. haih mslh btol la bobo ni. xpa. dimana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan. aku sumbat je la ko dlm beg tarik tuh. hahahhahahahaha :P

kdg2 bila dah jauhhhhh baru nak ckp rindu. dh dpn2 bwt dunno jek. bila dh lama x contact, baru terasa kosong. hahahaha. juju ko mmg pelik la. aku pon rasa aku pelik :)

till then peeps!

if you're not the one :)

lagu ni saya hafal. kalu masok jgn lupa lirik, lagu ni boley bagi saya fullmark! hahaha :) i miss the days we sang this song together :) aku rasa budax bilik sebelah pon boley hafal kot lagu ni. hhahaha :) kami punya angan2. angan2 mcm lirik lagu ni la. hahahaha :)

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

spell it right! three-three-four! =)

rumet aku 1st sem 1st year yg besh gile. gamba kt lib. muka bajet rajin especially aku :) rindu 416 ehhh :P mixture/composition of swkian, sbhan, kedahan, kelantanese :)

shake, mira, aku. gamba tem taaruf! muka innocent gila! hahahaha. coppp. note the matric card? hahahahha. lawak seh. muka homesick especially aku la :P

shake and aku. nih masa short sem. nak angkut suma brg balekkk dr ac ke kc. muka aku gila xleh blah. note baju aku sempoi gila. hahahahha :P gue paki tdg indon lagi tuu~ pergh.

gya and aku kt kfc jln tar :) 1st sem 1st year~xsilap aku ni masa nk g pc fair. smgttttt :)

p-ka, aku, gya, izan. ni gara2 aku pakai jubah siap dgn tdg ijau munge2 p-ka dorg nk amik gamba. hahaha. shake? the photographer :P

izan n aku kt lobi. ehem~ gamba xleh blahhh~hahahaha..

yeh yeh three three four! i repeat... three three four!!! :) juju dtg sot. nak bwt post utk budax bilek 334 :) (juju comel kan?) hehe.

nk cte sjarah dulu..ehem2...

cmne aku bley terjebak ngn bilek ni? pdhal bilek aku 229? hahaha..cite nye? sbb aku nihh kaki rayau. ade free je aku lepak bilek dorg. hooo. siyes best bilek dorg. wpun view xmcm bilek 416 dulu, ttp besh. dpd bilek aku yg lgsung xde view. wooo. nih start mgu ke3 sem1 nih la. lepas kes charger hp aku rosak bederai. hahaha. amik kesempatan la ni, nk pinjam charger bwk g bilek xsmpai hati plk coz izan n gya guna charger sama. hoho. pe lagi. aku lepakkk terus2 la. hahahaha. siyes aku amik kesempatan nk lari dr bilek aku sendri. then, charger aku dah ok, aku heran gk asl stiap kali aku free je, kaki aku mmg nk mlgkah naikkkk ke 334. ala dkt gile kotttt. hahahaha. tmbh pulak masa tu mgu2 rajennnnn nk posa. ehem ehem. bukak posa sesama laa yekkk. ehe. suka suka. pastu, tmbh lagik dorg ni mmg la bz memanjang. kalah mdm principal aku rasa. dsbbkan bilek dorg ni sntiasa xde org, aku la suka jaga bilek dorg. xperlu dijaga pon aku sje2 volunteer nk jaga. hahahahaha. lagi aku suka study kt 334. aman damai je. siyes aku bwt mcm bilek aku. and dorg pon siap ckp aku rumet dorg. hahahaha. thnx yek.

lagi satu, dsbbkn aku ni smmgnya bermslh, so dorg la yg tlg calm down kan. hahahaha. lawak gila ada satu mlm aku nangis tibe2 dpn laptop. igt x igt x? hahahahaha. since tuh, aku mmg bwt 334 mcm bilek aku. mula2 bwk laptop n buku je. dah tu lps cuti midsem, aku siap bwk naik baju2 lagi. hahahahaha. lawak2. abes kelas je, aku naik lev3 instead of lev2. hehehe. nasib felo aku jenis sempoi je. herm. aku bkn xnk dok bilek sendri, tpppp, aku ade reason sendri nape aku xdpt dok bilek aku. biala aku simpan sendri ye? :)

anddd up until now, aku nak stay 334 je. ble? mmg aku xfikir jgka pjg. dga2 cita sem dpn bilek still sama. xtau la cmna nanti. hahaha pedulik ape hal sem dpn. sem ni perlu dihabiskan dulu! :P

sooooo nk cite skit2 psl dorg kt 334. hehe :)

p-ka :)
siyes budax ni hebat. kecik2 cili boh. tnya la apa2 kat die suma die tau :) dia la peneman stay up aku, pembuat nescafe terhebat kt uia ni hehehe. ckp je ko nk ape kt die, insyallah die tlg. wpun xpnh lg stay weekend sama ngn die sbb die salu sgt balekkkk umahhh :P and salu je de event. biasa org penting. tp bz2 die ni ade gak masa spend ngn rumet2 die. kalu bab makan, ajak la pikah. confirm xmengecewakan. tp kecian bdn xnaik2! :) and die la peserta pertama bilek 334 yg kena cuti smgu sbb dmm. hehe :Paku suka teman dia posa. dia ni rajin je nak sahur. kalu bab bgn sahut dia smgt, bgn pagi? liatttttt je. alarm clock dia pagi2 mmg memekak je mintak kena tikam jaoh2. :) ohh pka rindu la alarm clock kau. hahahaha.

gya :)
gya ba niii. budax sbh, rumet aku sem1 dulu. "awk tgu saya mandi dulu boley?" ayat 1st aku dgn dia masa taaruf taun lepas. hahaha lawak gile. gya ni rajin. mak tiri no 1 334 :) rajin mengemas. single lagi. available? xsure la dia tgu sapa. nak sabahan jugak dia ckp. hehehe. peneman aku masa weekend. skng mrajuk ngn kaka dia sbb bli baju raya senyap2. hehe.dia la yg jaga aku masa aku dmm terok masa sem 1 1st year. and berulang kembali sem ni. antibodi dia tgi so jrg sakit. jaga org sakit and dia sehat walafiat. alhamdulillah :) plan terbesar kitorg lps ni, shopping raya. xsure lagi bila tp by hook or by crook ktorg akn gegarkan jln tar. nihhh budax2 borneo nak shopping sakan :) aku, gya n izan la pengunjung cold storage stiap mgu. gara2 xmo klua jaoh2, cold storage pon jadi la kan? :) gya gak la yg mula2 libatkan aku dlm dunia karoke melalak2 kt bilek ni. gara2 lagu if you're not the one yg siap ade lirik lagi, kitorg hafal lagu ni :) and keja bila tension, melalak! :P

izan :)
budax perak yg sempoi gila. dulu sem2 1st year, die jiran bilik dpn aku je. tp tego nye x. hahahah. start nak beramah mesra pon lepas midsem. haaa kat bilek sapa? bilek dorg p-ka ni jugakkkk. 009 AC masa tu :) since tu, kitorg agk rpt la. and aku la yg suggestkan si izan ni skali dgn dorg p-ka. alhamdulillah tcapai jgk :) budax ni, lebey krg mcm aku je. hahaha. ape aku suka, dia suka. kdg2, pndpt aku dgn pndpt dia lebey kurang je. kitorg mmg byk psamaan. dua-dua xmo masok uia. hahahaha. nnnn bykk lagikk. die gk peneman aku kalu mlm2 budax lain ade meeting. heh. tp dua-dua kna senyap la kalu x pot pet je memanjang :p izan ni ssh skit nk bwk klua, tp kalu cold storage dpn ni on jekkk :) salu je ada kls kol7 pagi. bile kejut xmo bgn. haha tuh la izan. aku da biasa sgt. kitorg suka amik gmba dlm lift. ada masa kita naik smpai lev9 eh? byk gamba dpt snap. hehehehehe :P agk pemendam tp xpe. kita serupa izan :P

shake :)
shaky shaky! rumet aku sem1 1st year. kitorg xpnh jaoh. bilek sntiasa dkt2. kan kan? busy woman. busy dgn society die. aku kenal smuaaaaaa ank buah dia. hahahaha. well, cuz aku pon skaki dgn dia. hahahaha. dia salu je bwk aku join jamuan2 society dia. malu weh malu. aku makan free xmalu, nk jmpa org tu aku malu. hahahahah. penah kua skali dgn die punya bos, meji n kak nab. siyes aku rindu gila masa tu! hahaha. besh weh. makan burger besar. conteng2 tisu. igt x igt x? sempat x nak bwt lagi mcm tuuuu? sem ni kompem xleh dh. sem dpn ok? hahahaha. abes smua ank2 buah dia knl aku. nih gara2 kazen aku and budax ni la. cet. aku pon dh knl sgt dh ank2 buah dia. heh. skali kena aku muka xtau malu(kdg2 la), aku tego je sesapa aku knl. hhaha. ngam aa tu dgn rumet shake, muzti dorg ckp cmtu. hahahah. xpa2. oh and shake la peserta ke2 yg kene cuti smgu lps p-ka. hehe. shake, aku tau ko tgh recovering skg nih. smgt2 la eh? :)

korg mezti ttanya2 kan. bilek ni ade 4 org. aku p tmbh jd 5. semak x? hehehe. xxxxxx. lagi meriah. bak kata shake dgn andi, budax sbh bilek dpn, " kalu 5 tuh yg btol, kalu 4 tuh ade la yg xkena!". hahahahaha. siyes dorg mmg besh! dua riyes aku boley bagi! hehehehe.

bilek ni byk cita2 dan impian. hahaha. aku nak listkan kitorg nye impian yg tah bila nak tcapai :)

1) ice skating! hahahaha siyes benda ni dr awl sem dh. byk mslh timbul so xdpt nk laksanakan. and dah nak puasa so kna tangguh la ye? :) dulu konon2 xde duit lagi, elaun lmbt masuk. hahahah. elaun dh masok, bz pulak dh. then? xpe. sem dpn ade lagi :)

2) genting trip~ nih agk pyh la. hahaha. tp siyes, aku nk g genting ngn korang. xyah main pon xpe. jalan2 je da cukop :)

3) langkawi! idea ni timbul lepas midsem. gara2 shake beli nutella besar yg murah gile, so aku tiba2 ckp, "jom g langkawi!" hahahaha. gaya cm sng je nk g sana eh? haha xpe. kita bwt la plan jgka masa pjg. b4 aku grade and bermasutautin balik kt swk, boley kita jalan2 cari mkn dulu ;P

4) aquaria!!!!!! nih idea aku dr sem brapa tah. xtcapai2 lagik. hahahaha. since ade kad matrik, boley dpt murah. hahaha. bkn aku suka sgt pon tgk ikan. tp rasa cm besh je nk g sana. g ramai2. snap snap picoz. sure heboh la! hoho. jgn pecah cermin aquarium sudaaaa~ :P

mana lagi? aku rasa bykkkkkk lagik. hahahaha. mmg la angan2 besar. bila nak jadi eh? nak puasa dah. raya pulak. final. then? final sem! hahahaha. siyes, aku nk g suma tmpt tu!

kalu korg perasan, suma budax2 bilek 334 ni, budax2 medcy. perasan? hahaha. aku? haha. korg mesti pelik kan? aku ngm sgt2 ngn budax2 otak bio, aku sendri? hahaha. pedulik ape suma tu. yg penting, dorg phm aku n aku phm dorg. siyes, ohh dua riyes aku bley bagi, aku akn menangis gila2 hari last aku dgn dorg nanti kt cni. and ble pasang lagu vitamin C-graduation lagi. lagi leleh. haha.....

mcm mana aku kat gombak nanti eh? :|

siyes, dua riyes, tiga riyes, aku sayang korang! :)

juju jujurrrr ^^

aku rindu gila2 kat budax2 bilek 334! huwa huwa. korang xrindu aku keeee? rindu la rindu la! hampeh la juju baru 5 ari kot. cet. klu masa cuti sem ke ape ke xde la mcm ni. dok senyappppp je bwt hal memasing kan? hahaha. lagi2 aku nih. jrg gileee balek. skali aku balek sume bnda aku nk bwt. hooo. ni aku stay sorg2 kt uia jugakkk. nampak pulak kc dr cni. byk btol manusia dlm tuu tp kt cni skerat je. bosannnnnnn gile okkkkk??? mknn pon dh xsdap. ish. tp dorg ni suke plak mknn kt cni. hahahaha. sori aaa xleh dh nk kasi kt korg. dorg kasi cukup2 je dh skang. hermmm.

oh rindu gila2 kt korg :( bosan aku xde org aku nk kejut pgi2 kt cni. pepandai sendri aaa nk bgn kn. hahaha.

xde org nk ajk aku g cafe (yela cafe pon xdek!).mkn pon sowg2. bosannnnnn!

nk stay up lagi laaa aku xbrani. bajet budax sakit sume so no stay up. cet. aku stay je cmpai midnite. muvi muvi :)

esok aku nk balekkkk! KC! huhuhu. aku suke dok cni sbb besh, ala2 rumah je. buang meja study ni then letak sofa, tv. fuhh mmg gaya rumah la. view pun comey jek. hahaha. tiap mlm brothers teman aku. hahahah. dorg main bola ok. wpun agk bengang sbb bising gile, tp sronok. ala2 rumah tepi stadium. hahahahaha ;P

dhla. rase cm rajen je nak belek chem. classmate aku, qila ckp da abis dh chapter 5. haih. aku phm pon x lagi da abes la pulak. herm. tlg tlg~

juju jujur..juju jukkkk jukkk jujukkkk rinduuu semuaaaaaa! :)

malang sungguh...

TERpaksa stay kt FAZ for 7days, exact. citt. pa kes? org sehat suda niiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. bkn nya saya positif h1n1 ponnnn. haih haih. mintak jaoh. mmg saya amik tamiflu skarang tp it's just because i have all the symptoms. nak tau positif ke x, have to wait for 7days. mcm mnunggu pulak. saya sehat jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. temperature pon 36.4 je. ok pe. batuk je skang ni. normal la ramai gak yg batuk skang ni. saya mkn ubat ekot time, xde skip2. baik dah niiii. sedeh btol. kalu ramai xpe, ni tgl sekerat je. hellloooooooo, saya ni penakut tahap max tau x. tamau tinggal sorg2 :( kasi aku dok ngn brothers pon aku xkesa, asl jgn sorg2 :(

andddd i don't want to spend my first fasting day this year here all alone! gila apa.

tgl 3mgu ja lagi aku nk study b4 final. kalu aku ni pandai sgt xpa laaaaaaa. eeeeeeee.

aku CONFIRM aku xdpt nk study sgt balek umah nanti. waaaaaaaaaaaa..

thnx God mgu ni tada quiz langsung. tpppppp, aku tgl byk gilerrrrrrr :(

phy lab aku tgl 2 exp. tem aku sakit pulak dorg bwt replacement! huwaaa..parai parai~

chem lab pon aku tgl mgu niiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

tuhlung tuhlung.....kuakan aku dr tmpt niii~

emo-gila-gila-emo...

org sihat, aku sakit!

mostly budax2 kuarantin dah sehat. suma dah balik. tgl 6 org ja sisters and brothers aku xtau lak bp. dorg dok level brapa pon aku xtau. haihh. esok dua org room ni nak balek dh. ish aku xmo la tgl sorg. kt kc pon aku da cm org xbtol kalu kene tgl sorg pe tah lg kt cni. asl xde lagi ke budax saket? sehat dh sume? nk aku jugak ke jd penutup? ish. tension btol. tem2 org sehat aku pulak saket. ish slh timing btol..

aku nak balek!!!!!!! bilik. nak balek umah lagi sebulan! aku dpt tgu lagi tu. balek bilik nih haaa. haih. aku xstuju btol la sistem kuarantin mcm ni. buat bazir duit je. besh mmg besh tp yg pi anta mknn sampai 6set utk room yg ade 3 org je bwt pe? aku ni xsmpai ati tgk mknn lebeh2 buang cmtu ja. bazir la. nak je aku kasik kat org lain mslhnya aku nk kuar plak xdpt. ala dpt je aku kuar. crik nahas la kan. hooo. nurse! saya sehat dah ni. bwk saya g jmpa doc tuh ha t saya ckp saya dh sehat. nak kasi saya lari padang 10kali pon boley! huhuhu.... aku kna kua gk dr sni by thursday. by hook or by crook! aku kne g ppum lagi t bwt follow up. huhuhu. nih bwt aku menyesal sgt2 ckp xnak ni. rasa nak delete je post psl ambulance aritu! :( wawawa.

aku dmm biasa ja laaaaaa~isssh...

aku xstudy chem lagiiiiik. kompem la ada quiz mgu niii. aaaaa parai gue parai~

rasa nk jerittttttttttttttttt kuat2 ckp juju da sehat la!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

don't you ever say NO!

because it will certainly, absolutely, undeniably turn to YES. cit.

i got MC for 5 days. shoot.

this girl refused to go to the clinic since thursday.

menjelang sabtu smakin terok. ish i thought i'm ok bah.

the clinic CLOSED on weekend. ok bang bang ur head to the cement floor~

kak noni, the kc's cafe owner rushed me to ppum. hoh bagai mengejar flight yg dah masok last call rasanya :P

dalam otak tengingang2 sora juju kedirik, nyaman ko! nyaman ko! uhuhu. sedeh :(

tgu lama gila, tp tah la xtau bapa jam.

yg anehnya, rasa cam dah sehat je tem kt sana. wuwuwuw. doc, i'm ok now! blurbb..

she gave me tamiflu. apa ke benda nye tu? wuhu. dsbbkan saya didiagnos mengidap ILI with comordities? comorbities? tah la saya kurang bab2 mengingat, i have to take the medicine for 5 days. andddddd being quarantine too! ohh bagaikan nyior tegugok dari langit terhempap tas palak juju. yalaaaaa pdh agik sik mokkkk!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. juju kena kuarantin kt fatimah az zahra kolej, kolej ala2 apartmen dkt ngn main entrance yaaaa. :(

tp syiok jwk ctok. woho. makan freee! save duit. wifi ada. (baruk jk try tok tek :P) oho tp borink. hurm.

cit.

pahal uia tok molah sistem kuarantin? tutup jk terus bah! huh.

emo mode.

serious aku bosan

gila gila bosan. huhuhu. aku nk stadi math chap3, tp aku malas gila2. tambah dgn xphm nya tajuk graphing 2. pergh. cmna ni? sir xbgtau pulak bila quiz tp aku dpt agk la mgu ni. bila lagi nk bwt? mgu dpn? aku xmo tangguh2 dh. haih tp yg ko p tguh tutor ko tuh bhari2 dh pesal? huk.

igtkan esok quiz comp. rupe2nya lusa pulak dah. pesal aku asyik ktinggalan? kdg2 aku rasa kcian btol ngn nasib aku. huhuhu. pnh ade dlm shari tu, aku pegi kls, sampai2, xda org. msg2 org, jgn hrp nk reply. last2 aku jugak kol. xda kelas la syg. amek kau. klu skali je shari xpa la. nih, 3kali kotttttt. uhuk sedeh btol. aku xigt dh mgu bila tp aku tau tu hari isnin. and mlm tu aku ada exam chem! huh. oh igt dh. baru mgu lps. dgn aku xtdo nya study chem bgai xda hari esok, bgn awl smata2 nk g kls. kls tu kensel pulak. bazir masa aku. pegi lab pulak. struggle bwt lab cpt2. mlm masa exam baru tau yg report boley hnta lusa. aku rasa nk cekik je sape2 yg ada kt ctu masa tu. dgn mlm nya ada ceramah pulak dh kt cni. klu cramah sendri2 dlm surau xleh ke? uhuk bkn la aku xmo dga cramah tu, tp cm xphm pulak ade lagi insan2 kt ctu xabes exam. lagi skali aku rasa nk cekik capa2 yg ada kt dpn aku masa tu. back to the main story. masa hari aku asyik g kls tp kls kensel tu, aku xtau knapa tp aku mmg cool jek. heh. aku marah tp xtunjok sgt. aku nk tunjok kt sapa? haha. xde sapa pon nk kesa. so bwt xtau la. sedeh btol:( ptg tu pulak, as usual kls chem kul2, aku pegi la 205. kira lmbt la jgk. as usual jgk, aku mmg ada mslh venue. sukati mak nenek dorg ja nk tuka venue. dahtu aku yg susah. dr blok e, kejar g smawp. ko igt aku ni tgi stamina sgt ke? haih. nk slhkan sape? aku xslhkan sape2. dh dorg mmg classmate dr dulu nk bwt cmna kan? tp kdg2 trasa jugak. knapa aku kne rasa pengalaman mcm ni seawal ini? awl ke? ke da lmbt sgt? uhuhu aku pun xtau. haih rasa nk nangis pulak. uhuk uhuk.

&&entah tiba2. aku rindu gila zaman sekolah. heh. zaman aku suka gado ngn kwn2 aku. aku laaa penyebab suma mslh dorg. aku laaaa yg mula tunjok muka masam n xpuas ati. aku ni la yg merajuk n memujuk. aku igt lagi aku pnh nangis masa kelas modern math, tem cgu tgh aja kt dpn. hahaha budak2 btol. mmg aku bwk perangai skola aku ke cfs ni. tuh kot bwt mslh kt aku kt cni. heh ko nk aku jd cmna? nk aku jd budak yg senyum gembira wpun hati sakit gile mcm kene tusuk pisau? haha. mmg btol la aku ni pljr bmslh. hipokrit ade la sikit. aku sakit tp bwt2 sehat. hipokrit yg sihat.

sampai bila nk jd cmni? aku sdar sesdarnya aku smmgnya xdpt nk hidup sorg2. aku mmg sombong la kalu ckp cmtu. aku ckp aku xplukan kwn tp hakikatnya mcm mana la aku nk idup kalu dorg xda. family jaoh bebatu. kalu aku ank dato' ke, tan sri ke, tiap mgu aku balik. kalau mak bpk aku dua2 ceo dok kira duit je, xpyh aku study mcm ni. aku study gila2 nk kjr pointer aku yg smmgnya xsbrapa tu. mana aku nk crk duit nk byk yuran uia yg mahal gedabak tu? haih.

Aku mmg ada masalah emosi yg kronik skrg ni. btol la aku ni hipokrit. org tya ko ok ke x. okkkkk je aku jwb eh? haih. aku xtau la. aku ssh btol nk pcaya org skrg ni. especially lps kes aku dgn dorg tu. kes? hahaha bunyi mcm penting gila ja. aku rasa dorg xkesa pon psl mende ni. huhuhu. bia la. skali aku kena mcm tu, ssh btol aku nk baik. sensitip? haha ye kot. bila aku nk cita kt org, aku mesti nk menang. aku rasa aku ja yg btol. mmg la kna mcm tu kn. klu aku cta kt org yg slh, naya la. tp so far, ada x aku cita kt cpa2 apa prasaan aku skrg? rasa cm zero. tp xtau la. aku pon da ckp bebelit2 ni.

bila nk dtg org yg boley aku btol2 pcaya eh? bila bila?

aku takut

ambulance ppum dtg uia pj.

siyes, aku takut dgn ambulance. padahal ambulance tu bkn bwk aku pun. tp aku mmg takut. aku takut hospital. aku xbley tgk ambulance. takut sgt2. :(

cmna ni nak turun makan pun aku takut. aduh.

tem2 cmni pulak la ambulance tu nak dtg. hish. ttnya2 jugak pesal ngn budak 1st year tu. ngee. h1n1 ke? xkan sampai dua skali. haihh. injured mana2 ke? pasal aku npk sorg ank buah dorg shake ni. haih sukati aku je. kot2 tu rumet die ke. haih.

pesal eh? bkn pesal ngn budak tu tp pesal ngn aku ni? dh pulak aku ckp sleng malaya. haih haih.

aku xsuka hospital. wpun aku smmgnya xbley lari dari tmpt tu. last aku g hospital pun masa short sem. lawat sdara rumet aku. dahla wad icu, agak kritikal pulak dh. arwah tu sakit brain cancer. haih sedeh btol tgk. jejak kaki kt sana aku dh rasa lain dh seram sejok. muka dh pucat dah. hish. pesal aku ni? dulu jaga arwah atuk aku. kt hospital kecik je. tuuuuu pun aku xsgup dah. mana x nya, 1st aku masok wad, aku npk mayat. haih mana aku xtakot. dah mmg dasar pnakut nk bwt camna. yg aku pulak salah timing nk masok wad. klu aku tgu skit lagi muzti xjmpa la. haih haih. since tu, aku mmg xmo g hospital.

ko outing salu pon lalu ppum tu. xtakot plak? dah nama outing mana nk takot :P

pnh skali aku dgn kwn aku, nurul p lawat ppum tuh. mmg carik nahas btol la. ktorg jln dr kolej 12 um sampai ppum. agak gila la. dhla buat2 tau jalan. last2 sesat jgk. bahagian mana tah kitorg pegi. tp mmg btol la aku xsuka hospital. jejak kaki je dlm tanah kwsn ppum tu, 1st aku tgk, bilik mayat pulak dahhhh. haih haih. sape soh memandai ja jln2 p sana? kwn aku tu pulak, spesies pnakot mcm aku jugak dahhhhh. haih tp pk2 balit, lawak eh? budak penakut tu skang ni tau study ape? medical kottttt. dkt ukm. heh. aku da ckp. jgn ckp xnak. xnak tu la yg ko dpt. huhuhuh.

herm. siyes aku tgh takot ni. wuwuwuw. aku lari g bilik mira jap la....

1 down. 2 more to go :|

crossed out comp hw!
haih konfiden jk ngn jwpn aku. asal no error and no warning ya kira ok dh la. kan kan?

:)

tinggal tutor math and study for comp quiz tomorrow. herm.

2nd post for sunday. saya gila2 bosan ok. gya,izan,shake,pikah. suma bz event dorg. huhuhu. bila nk abes? aku bosan gila ni. hooo :|

mgu dpn aku nk g camping. dkt jenderam. kt mana tah aku xtauk. hoho.

mgu lg satu nk posa dh. wah. xsabar nya. aku nak balit. :)

but, independent day xlmk gik. huhuhu. genap staun tragedi ya :(

oh dhla aku merapu bnda lain.

erm aku rasa aku rasa aku rasa...

aku nk jadi, zuria masa awl2 2006.. boley? herm.

aku mlampau ka? terok glk ka? ngada2? herm.

juju?

yerpppp?

what happen to you?

entahhhhhh.....

ko ok?

entahhhhhh.....

hepi?

dunnoooo.....

i try my best to feel hepi to myself. i try my very best to make my surrounding hepi with me. am i succeeded?

huhuhu entah la....

the alphabet soup :)

A is for the apple that kept the doctor away
B is for the boy that lost his way

C is for the chocolate that my friend wanted to give
D is for the diamond that was stolen by the thief

E is for the eagle that flew high up in the sky
F is for the fish that my mom wanted to fry

G is for the ghost that sent shivers down my spine
H is for the helper that was doing mighty fine

I is for the ice that melted in the sun
J is for the Japanese girl that sported a huge bun

K is for the key that I found in the sea
L is for the lady that was afraid of the bee

M is for the maize that grew thick and round
N is for the necklace that I had just found

O is for the opal stone that was lost in the sea
P is for the poem that was composed by dear old me

Q is for the queen that had such fair skin
R is for the race that made my head spin

S is for the ship that sailed to the west
T is for the tortoise that hid behind the vase

U is for the umbrella that I bought with my mother
V is for the vase that was broken by my father

W is for the waffle that I bought at the shop
X is for the xylophone that I accidentally dropped

Y is for the yoghurt that I ate for tea
Z is for the zebra that was ridden by me

by juju, ezum, afiqah :)
english class
nusa learning centre

dicopy bulat2 dari fb cgu nurul :)
truly madly deeply, i missed school days :(
g tucen every nite. weekend pun tucen. hoho. bz nya dolok2.
xkdk kinektok. pasif smcm jk. huhuh.
bla mok start cm dolok gk? do i hv any chance?
ngeee.cmne mok aktif. study pun tunggang tbalit.huhuhu.

work with c++ since yesterday. rasa mok tukuk laptop tok sbb xpt polah. wawa. its getting harder. comp 2 gila2 susah. computer sc. huwa. tutor math lom polah lalu. not even try the ques. ohh graphing. knk ko ssh glk? huhuahua.

today woke up at 4. ada tanggungjawab bsar plu dlaksanakan. wake em up. juju boley jadi jam loceng la lps tok :P

pikah n shake ada qiam so hv to wake em up at 4. tp last2 bgn 4.30 jwk. then continued sleeping until 7.30. trasa mcm ada org lmbt. k. oho :P nasib xlmbt gilak. ok la nk. xpt tdo afta dat. kemas2 bilit kjp then here i am. yeh. what a day heh? it's sunday and i feel like it's monday. huhuhuhu.

mom asked about raya haji hols. anyone knows when? mok balit :)

k dh mlalut kluar tajuk.

toodles~

till then~

missing him!

i miss him so badly!
gila2 rindu!
xsabar nk balit.mok pelok cium nya~
you have your clone here. i meet HER everyday.
uhuhuhu...
rindu rindu rindu~~~~

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kiko :) the warrior :P

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! MUCHY MUCHY~ :)
not 2 forget BULAT too :P
i love her too!! muah muah :P

:):):):):):)

still

juju gila lagu slow rite now :P

still by Lionel Rithcie :)

Lady, morning's just a moment away
And I'm without you once again
You laughed at me
So many words we didn't say
Two people lost in a storm
Where did we go?
Where'd we go?
We lost what we both had found
You know we let each other down
But then most of all
I do love you still

We played the games that people play
We made our mistakes along the way
Sometimes I know deep in my heart
You needed me
Because I needed you so desperately
We were too blind to see
But then most of all
I do love you still

:)

i'm ok :)

life? so far so good. healed just like that :)

exams? so-so :| hope for the best. insyallah.

will be back for raya, 5weeks to go. i'm counting the days. you can count on me if you need any info about the hols. saya hafal semua :P && the final schedule dah kua. can't fly together with all of em, ma frens and my bro too. have to go back the latest is on 26th. ish. 1st paper on the 27th. huahua. =| juju, boley x ko be rasional? bak kata gya. be rasional! exam yaaa. ebo la mok igt cuti jak. haih haih. muet? lom kuar gik list nama. lembab eh. tga ku da ngepak. huhuhu.

lama dah x outing. 2 weeks? yeh. nak bwt rekod baru. saving money for raya. huhu. ada niat lain juak ujong2. will be go to coldstorage ja. huhu. cukup la. aku bukan byk duit pun. nak kua bwt pa?bazir jak. suma brg ada nak? no need to waste. enjoy jak la kt uia tok slagik ada masa. huhuhu jrg mok dga juju ckp gia kan? ahahaha.

h1n1? pa cita? uia xda cuti? hahaha. biasala. bwt pa nk cuti? bazir masa jak. guz study jak la ctok. mok balit pun xpat oi. tiket mahal gila. reaching 300? mati aku knk berus mamak kaktok. bli agik aher2? wuhu. sori mamak. mok raya lamak2 kt umah bahhh~

lately tok, gago dga cta pasal biak medcy. gago polah event. besh! wpun aku xtlibat pun. but they still ma frens bah. n my cuz too. hev to support them. bwt je apa yg tmampu. cth? dga je cta dorg n giv respon. kira ok la kalu aku bg respon. then? singgah booth dorg skali skala especially masa nk tuka venue. plus, i always been alone so i'm free to go anywhere. rite rite? huhu. lepak dgn cdk. sronok? i feel like being at home when i'm with them. leleh x? :)

Please, always hold on me.
don't let me down.
i need you all.

:)

oh btw. sori gilak2 kt aazmi. aku xpt mok kua ngn tokrg. and our plan pun dah tunggang tbalit gara2 aku gago mok exam. sori gilak2. and tkejut gila dga ko da balit. aku xtauk cita sbnr tp aku arap ko tabah la k? :) frens always supporting each other...wherever you are :) ebo sedeh ok?

nurul&azmi. pa cta tokrg? rindu mok hang out sama2. sori glk2. lately tok aku jadi pasif gilak. malas klua uia tok. sori frens. surrounding changed me a lot guys :)

sjak aku baca novel hlovate tok, jadi romantik smcm jk feeling. adoh2. slhkan hlovate~ huhu :) xdala. i love his writing. juju agak kebelakang. tp blom tlmbat kan? hehe.

dahla.

thnx for being with me...whenever i need you all~

till then~