eboh bebulak

mun tauk, padah tauk.
mun xtauk, padah jak xtauk!
-.-

dsbbkan aku mok resume aku nampak kacak sbb resume aku nang sik kacak, aku nkah la yg aku tauk pake spss and mathlab which is sbnrnya aku sik tauk. ok bulak sikit. aku tauk, sikit la, tapi...sik la seterer pake excel. terer excel? bluek~ gago tga utube baruk dpt molah. ney gaya ya -.- n now aku stuck...cgek bnda aku  xsuka psl programming adalah bila tetiba nya ada error. and masa ya aku akan...mun aku molah manual tadik udah siap -.- tp, yes tp gik, dsbbkan mok markah extra so tpksa la guna bnda2 aneh tok. urgh. knkla aku volunteer mok polah graf2 susah tok? kan bgs aku molah histogram jak reya. tsk tsk~ ngegeh namanya ya -.-

byk workshop psl excel spss mathlab rah uia tok bkn ko pnh mok pegi -.-

BYKNYA KEJAAAA! -.-

dah jwk dak lain tok gago nyk aku psl keja cgek ya. tyk tok tyk ya bagei aku lecturer nok merik kja ya nak -.- *sbnrnya aku stress sbb aku xda kedit yg byk mok reply suma. dahla pake MAXIS! urgh.

tadik carik mdm mok ckp psl eit ya tp nya xda. and kat dpn office nya dh ada flow utk 2nd batch. apa aku pdh tok? kira flow sterusnya lps hntr borg mgu lps ya. aku tpksa carik company profile semua company2 aku mntk ya dsbbkan company2 ya xda dlm list. tambah agik la keja aku nak -.- huwaa..knk xbleh ka just approve jak? mun aku xdpt mana2 company kat btu aku polah jak kat kl tok. sng cita -.-

dah marek ndt tmbh gik keja. siap soh present. urgh. n dsbbkan ya jwk la aku sampe mimpi2 g oversea. sbb knk polah research psl airport pavement. and sblm tdo aku mmg gugel2 psl ya jak. ntah cmne la kluar psl mok g oversea ya?

dri material engineer ke civil dah tok. O.O and pagi tadik kls polymer blaja pasal biomedical. ha. bleh masok medic gk aku tok kli nak O.O

uwa.

tetiba stress -.-

lupak dah pasal one at a time ya -.-

kat board aku kinek ada 10 post-it yang ada pecah2 nya agik dibah2 nya. bygkan btapa byknya keja aku ya? sampe 10? pecah2 gik...mok jwk 20 nak -.- kali ada sampe 30? O.O

aku ckp bagei aku sorg jak bz nak.

sik sik.

nang suma pun bz kinek. normal lah tok. phew~

saja ngerepak.

hmmmm.

akn berusaha utk siapkan 1 kerja mlm tok. fuh!

go juju go!

till then~

p/s: kejap panas kejap sejok. shivering wpun sik sejok. probability utk dmm weekend tok sgt tgi sbb aku dah start flu n batok balit n aku dh start blur blur which means aku angol. makkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! -.-

p/s/s: balit kl 3 feb. ohhoi gila skjp cuti aku -.-

p/s/s/s: we can do this!!!!!! dun give up yet! :)

patience :)

sabar itu indah!

be positive!

semoga kita sentiasa berada dalam kalangan hamba-hamba-Nya yang bersabar :)

p/s: pegang dgn kata2 "one at a time" mmg sgt2 memberi kesan yang baik :) alhamdulillah~ sik bingong dah palak otak XD

p/s/s: hoping for everyone to be all fine :) do take care.

one at a time

byk benda jadi.
ok ok.

ONE AT A TIME :)

*post tok more kpd aku kelaka ngn dirik aku kdirik *bkn nang smua post kdkya? hahaha. so, just ignore it :)

sbnrnya aku tgh penin xtauk mok start dgn apa -.-

sbb ya dari pagi tadik mala la ter ONE AT A TIME jak2 -.-

reminds myself to do thing one at a time...

xplu gelojoh2...

fuhhh~

so, aku akn start dgn QC ptg tok. project ya plu setel mgu tok jwk! walau ribut taufan guntor kilat aku xdulik. mesti siap jwk! *over ka? o.O since this is A GROUP WORK so no matter what aku knk push cdknya utk polah tok scpt mungkin. sbb due date is next week. end of 12th week. oh oh? not only PROJECT, but also the CASE STUDY. hoi banyak nak? sir aku tok nang suka. silibus sik abis2 gik tp merik keja bagei gik ada 2bulan bok abis sem. tp xpa. we can do this! i mean...i can do this~ one at a time! and plus my individual case study review! oh em geeeeeeeee! QC ADA 3 KERJA PERLU SUBMIT NEXT WEEK. ada rasa mcm mok bunoh dirik x? sik sik. aku masih waras. phew~~~ sng jak ya~~~ *positif~

next! NDT! tetiba ada esaimen nak. k xpa. dsbbkan trip CANCEL so knk polah esaimen tok. xpa xpa. sng jak ya. gugel gugel jak polah slide powerpoint and submit later by 3dec. xplu present. HAH! tauk pun bgaut. berik kja gik byk2 aher2 *juju ngerepak. bebait jak O.O and yes. this is A GROUP WORK again. so...we can do this!!! *nang positif abis la aku wpun sbnrnya aku geram. haha. saba saba~ i can do this...one at a time~

next! presentation ETHICS! aku stress bnda tok. aku dah polah siap2. kira...aku polah semua sbb bila mok jumpa jak semua ada hal masing2 which is aku rasa cam...aok la aku rah uia tok nang dudok goyang kaki jak weekend tga muvi jak tdo makan tdo makan -.- oh juju saba saba. xpa xpa. rasanya bnda tok dah setel. plu siapkan slide and tgu turn mok present. dahla mala drag masa. p xpa. yg penting mesti siap b4 3dec! and report mesti siap before 14dec! ok setel~ ya sng jak. edit2 skit. print. dah! fuhhh~

report seminar!!! ok. aku plu setelkan part aku kdirik dolok. then mtk cdknya lain pun. then combine. *knk aku suka polah kja org? -.- sbb cdknya ya LAMBAT. mun sik dipadah or dityk, DIAM. if only u knew how to be responsible, then u will never do this. ya la maksud aku. kerja kita. esaimen kita. paham2 la nak. sik perlu tgu org nyuruh molah baruk molah nak. mun suma bnda mok dipadah, mok disuap, apa guna ko masok u. blaja jak rah skolah cnun gak. *yah emo emo -.- aku sik kesah polah keja pake org sbb aku tauk ada hikmah disebalik semua ya. aku dpt knowledge lebih dr org. aku ada privilege kat sia. tp, sedar dirik la oooo. aku kat ctok pun bkn nya stabil glk. yuran aku pun yayasan bayar. mun aku kat ctok FREE, sik ku lalek aku dpt dekan ka x. point aku kt ctok adalah : PAHAL AKU PLU POLAH KJA KTKORG???!?!?!?    pdhal mun lah ktkorg sedar akan maksud TANGGUNGJAWAB sbgi seorang pelajar universiti ehh. kan? betol x pdh aku tok? sapa2 jak rah dunia tok mun nya sedar dgn apa yg berlaku, nya sikkan polah benda yang akan merosakkan sesuatu yg sik rosak. eihhhh paham x? hahahahha aku stress tetiba xtauk mok pahamkan ktkorg mcm ney -.- sng cita....BELAJAR BERTANGGUNGJAWAB AND BERDIKARI... :) gkpun...sampe bila mok harapkan org nak? kita kat dunia tok bkn selamak2nya :)

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nang pjg psl seminar. nang tgh geram la aku ya. hahahahhaha -.- so, seminar due 14dec. sik lamak ya. 2minggu. erh -.- but it's okey. i can do this~ one at a time, right? :)

report lab! hah. tok cgek ku malas. sama jakla elaboration aku psl lab dgn seminar. hahaha. yang pasti aku polah keja aku. setel! report dh siap. tggl mok print jak. horeh~

tilawah dah setel tadik! alhamdulillah. tggl mok tasmi' beberapa surah gik. ada 5 surah tinggal. sempat! i can do this~ one at a time :)

metalurgy? tgh tgu esaimen. and aku tauk akan bakal tiba bila2 masa jak! -.- xpa xpa. bnda blom jadi, so eboh pk glk~ yeah!

polymer? xda pa2 jwk. redi pake kuiz or maybe final jak terus. yeah!

ya jak la sanya nak? hahahhahhahahhaha!

ok. *pk balit 

I CAN DO THIS! ONE AT A TIME!

mna skali ngerepak -.-

plu ka aku campo post tok dgn post lain? aha campo jak -.-

TAHNIAH utk shake yang bok jk btunang ahad reya. ok sori siyes aku lupak nya tunang hari ya. mwahahaha. wat a bad friend am i? -.- but...my first ever room mate is getting married soon! aaaaaaaa. mcm ney la aku mok bygkan ko kawen oi. dgn dolok pnh jak main2 dlm bilit bgamba2 ntah pa2 posing2 tem tunang kawen camne. bodo alu mun igt. hahaha. main mekap2 indah lam bilit. mun igt balit...waaa...bila tetiba ada cgek masa aku nangis and ko la org yang brani mok tyk aku phl ko tok? hahahah. bodo alu upa -.- aih heh. walau apa pun, aku akan usahakan utk dtg majlis ko kelak. mun sik pat datang belah mpuan aku akn dgt belah laki. :) *mcm la nya phm aku pdh apa nak. hahaha. since aku dh pdh pun dktnya kdk tok :)

pasya....HAPPY 5TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY utk aku n 9 org gik kwn2 aku yang dah ada janji mok jumpa balit, 26/11/2012 tp dsbbkan aku kt ctok so xpat la nak -.- sik sangka dah 5 taun berlalu!!! dolok agik beringus rah skolah *kinek pun aku gk camya -.- hahah. kinek aku dah kat u. ada nok dah abis u! and bygkan 5taun yg akan dtg. ahaha. aku xmok bygkan -.-

pasya apa gik?

ok ya jak. mun mok taip pjg gik nang xguna la aku polah kronologi kt atas ya nak apa aku plu polah. bagus on9 jak -.-

hahahahahahhaha

JUJU NGEREPAK!!!

aku tauk ada org rindu aku ngerepak sbb rami suroh aku balit cpt :P

ohhoi.

k ya jak.

apa plu aku polah tek? O.O

kbai

till then~

p/s: how i wish i can stop the time, and do all these, still one at a time :)

p/s/s: fairy tales don't come true. it's the other stories. the ones that begin with dark and stormy nights and end in the unspeakable. it's the nightmares that always seems to become reality (grey's)

p/s/s/s: how i wish...AKU ADA PUSAK KIUT KEDAK PUPU? HUWA AMEWK MOK MEMEW JWK! T.T i mean...pusak bulu kck2 la...nasib bulat xpande baca blog...mun x ...kecik ati nya oo? -.- 

p/s/s/s/s: i expect the very worst thing will happen to my polymer's midterm but Thank You Allah :) i know i can do this~! :)

sometimes..

sometimes...looking for an answer only leads to more questions..

and sometimes...you're better off not knowing..

but..the best way to avoid giving an answer is to avoid the question altogether :) -GG-

same goes to when you say u didn't care but u still talk about it...

it means you never let it go..

but still, if u never let go doesn't mean you never move on

it depends, depends on you. ask yourself. have you move on? :)

just maybe we can start by giving ourselves some space.

yes, stop talking about it. it is the best way. although deep in your heart, it is the only things matter now.

just...you need space :) disappear for awhile. try to find the solution. which is you actually have it. just...space~

apa aku padah tok? O.O

oh. aku mok padah yang...kadang2, or bukan kadang2, maybe selalu, aku akan diamkan sesuatu. mungkin agak tergantung tapi, aku rasa, it's better to know nothing rather than know it and it will break your heart :) kira kedak...biar lah :) dalam apa2 perkara pun lah...hati perasaan jiwa raga, kawan bait menjaoh kawan karib decide untuk pergi jaoh, family kucar kacir or what so ever lah kan :) biar jak. benda ya akan dissovle kedirik. erk. dissolve? -.- kira kedak...kedak ya la! hahahahhaha O.O *rambling* mun kita tauk pun, just polah xtauk la. mungkin agak kurang asam kat sia tapi biarlah. ya aku la :) aku akan biarkan jak walaupun sbnrnya aku tauk. semua org perlu ruang n masa. kita semakin dewasa juak nak. muhasabah dirik. aku byk belajar untuk diam and fikir dalam2 tentang baik buruk setiap perkara kita polah. sik semua orang suka kita, and sik semua org bencik kita kan :) gikpun kadang2, especially mun dlm persahabatan la, kwn kita ya akan dpt rasa apa yg kita rasa sbnrnya cuma sik perlu padah. macam...telepati? eh btol ka? hehe. ada connection la kat sia. shati sejiwa? erk. hahahaha. *pahal aku tetak? cali ka? adeh -.-

ada la juak aku ckp pasal benda mcm tok kadang2 tapi sik selalu. dah kurang. mungkin sbb busy gilak kot kan dgn perkara duniawi kinektok >.< hmmm. or maybe mmg xtauk juak mok cerita dgn sapa? haha. ola kaseh -.-

tetiba muncul cita mcm tok? haha. marek aku bloyar dgn sorg kwn kls aku yang bok jak btunang cuti reya. and timbul la cerita psl aku n hidup aku. eh? -.-

kwn aku tok sik kenal aku pun tp just tga cara aku deal dgn org lain kt ctok, polah keja, spend masa cuti and apa2 lah, nya dapat agak yang aku ada hidup yang sangat undescribable back at home :) which means, my whole life is all about my family n friends, back HOME. haha. mungkin sbb ya aku kurang bercerita pasal apa2 pun mun aku kat ctok? kot? ka sik? hahaha ntah la. gkpun, xda pa mok cita nak. hahaha. semua nya baik2 saja :)

and bila dgr cita camne nya bleh btunang ya, aku rasa cam. ohhoi sweet laloooo kitak koh O.O alhamdulillah nya dah nampak masa depan nya dekat sia. hmm. and aku TERberik satu nasihat nok aku rasa cam...erh...layak kah aku? hahaha... "ko kawen taon depan, stay asing dulu taw, kasi habes final year, alang2. cita2 kau, husband ko kena respect. ape kes belajar macam nak mati kat sini last2 ko dudok rumah jaga anak" ok. a bit harsh there but my point is that, a husband should respect whatever decision his wife make :) remember, ilmu pengetahuan ko mbak sampe mati. gkpun, mmg ya plan kwn aku ya. mun laki ko tinggalkan ko tengah2 jalan idup ko kelak, sikla ko terkapai2. 

i learnt this much. i SEE this in front of my eyes. and yes, i don't want my life to be misery just because love of my live left me. *SIK MINTAK LA NAK -.- agik break ngn gerek bleh terumbang ambing idup, gne ndak ka knk tinggal laki? OHHOI SIK MINTAK AAAAA >.< just, be independent FIRST, and then u can be a good daughter and wife :) tp, aku sikla menidakkan takdir :) mun dah ditakdirkan hidup ko macam ya, terimak lah :) tapi, takdir boleh diubah dengan doa, usaha, tawakal. kan? sikla mok mintak husband hensem gila babeng *hensem tp gila? hahah*  skati2 jak nya muncol dpn mata nak? haha pa ka reti? -.-

to my husband-to-be if you ever read this, please don't ever leave me for any reason, except u die XD *sangat kurang asam sik cukup garam gula semua sia tapi maksudnya sangat mendalam :) ngiahaha~

ohh mmg jadi habit kot update hari kamis or jumaat kan? hahaha. 

btw, midterm exam aku dah abis isnin lepas :) relieveeeeeeeeeed! walaupun ada gik exam tilawah minggu depan sbnrnya -.- 

and mgu dpn byk quiz. cam ari2 jak ada quiz. tp dah feelingless sbb sblm tok tiap minggu exam, belaja sampe 6 chap sehari. mun quiz cgek duak jak so kacang jak ya XD mwahahah~ since aku blaja quality control sem tok, aku nang rasa idup aku improved bna2. hahahahahha! apa ka reti -.- and esok seminar pun dtg sign attendance jak and dgr org present. aku sikda pdh yang aku g kelas sbb aku tauk mesti rami mok mtk aku signkan. hahahha. aku sgt jaik. aku sik suka signkan bagi pihak org. sbb aku sikkan suruh org polah ya pake aku :) sng cita, eboh escape kelas! hahahaha XD

abg aku balit umah. cuti 2 minggu. ka 3minggu? aih heh -.- jeles. tp yang bestnya, dapat update pasal meow2. duhal aku ada anak meow baru gik XD hahahaha! bleh gik xtauk ooo -.-

and tauk x kinek musim pusak mengawan? aok. aku tauk sbb tiap malam aku rasa idup aku terganggu sbb dgr pusak2 tok klayi jak2. even pagi mok g kelas pun aku leh jadi penonton perkelahian sidak nya tok. kiut jak rupa. aku suka diat pusak nok tgh marah then bulu nya nait atas suma. mun ada sisir eh, disisir2 gne pun sik juak turun2 bulu nya ya. *bna skali imaginasi* hahahahahahhahaha! bongok aku tok -.- aku suka cgek pusak oren tok, aku tunggah nya OYEN. *tetiba aku rasa knk nama pusak ya kdk nama anak buah omme? hahahahhahahahahahhha!* ok ya xlawak pun. hmmmm. and aku tetap rasa si puteh ya pusak paling kiut kacak and ngegeh rasa hot la tek erghhhhhhh kat ctok. arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!! *ngelepar imagine pusak kiut gilak hahahahahah sot -.-

tadik aku kluar beli brg dapo. ckp la kot stok brg mknn tok sampe final XD

oh and selasa n rabu aku demam sikit. demam sikit maksudnya demam yang boleh gik gi kelas la tapi dalam kelas ya dalam palak otak ko ada macam2 la contohnya "kan best mun dpt tido...kenak sir tok macam menari2 kat depan ya?...bila nya mok abis ckp?" camya camya la. and aku berjaya untuk tido 12jam straight to gain enough energy for the day :D and now aku tetap rasa sora aku sexy XD

esok anta borang EIT. company2 yang aku pilih suma common companies kat btu lah. heeee. hope dpt lah nok atas2 ya. mun sikpat pun xpa la. sedar dirik cgpa kurang kacak -.- xpa, asal dpt tempat. weeee~

ok ya jak update juju minggu tok XD ngebaiiii~

till then XD

p/s: do miss me, do take care, everyone :)

p/s/s: aku rasa mok mengamok jak org2 nok mbak keta xtauk reti merik signal ehhh. sampe molah kita tpksa stop tgh jalan eh xtauk mok jln ka x sbb xtauk org tok mok belok ka x. mun ko langgar aku, nang masok jel ko ya! *mena skali jak manas -.-

p/s/s/s: byk ckp juak aku tok ooo? maksud aku...kt ctok. haha -.- kbai~

HEH HEH HEH XD

:D

&&&

i will 

and

we will too

right? :)

insyaAllah

p/s: nothing is impossible; it's just us who make it difficult :)

o.O?

i'm bored. hmmm.
and i can't sleep.
i don't know what to do
when there's actually so many things to do
i just don't have the guts to do it yet and
i'm bored -.- and yeah my brain is full with quality control's and i just can't let it out~ O.O

hmmmm.

should stop doing things like this right?
i mean...telling ppl how pathetic i am. hmmm. should be grateful to myself~ yeah~

there's this engineering sport carnival thingy starting tomorrow. they offered me to join it but i just can't and i gave them a very brilliant excuse which was..."kaki aku xbaek lagi" which kinda...true 'a bit' coz yeah those excuse was given  about past 2 weeks and yeah my leg is not properly heal but...i can walk~ but not run, yeah that's obvious. but still..if i try i think i can run...but it might hurt..so...that is a good excuse right? :D *yes, i'm giving so many excuses right now just to stay in my room -.- much better*

i think i know what i should do now~

try to sleep~

yeah~

:)

have a sweet dream everybody!

till then~

p/s: i miss my friends. urgh! >.< and suddenly i miss bulat too. hmmm.

help in need?

insomnia is not a huge problem i think.

it happen only when i have these non-stop educational things to THINK

and i end up with the sleep deprivation

abis exam, abis sem, cuti, okey la kelak, maybe. 60% sure. 

so aku rasa ya bkn insomnia pun sbnrnya kan? -.-

yerp cos i did some research XD and yeah my finding is that i'm not having insomnia, maybe.

cuma...too much thinking happen in my brain. 

how can you stop thinking when all those things you have to memorise?

when u don't have the choice but to memorise?

like seriously if u don't memorise then u die

ok ya cam....agak extreme sedikit bunyinya O.O

but it's true. hmmmm. except for this last midterm paper i don't think i can memorise it all O.O

rebus buku tok then minum aeknya pun xtentu dpt hafal. sbb aku bok realise after the 3rd time reading it, mostly fakta2 nya tok...berulang2? -.-

understanding is the key here. so yeah, i should stop typing now i guess? and start reading, again O.O

aku sptutnya bkk nota tp i end up myself facebooking and blogging? urgh! 

kbai!

till then

p/s: this path i chosen. so, no turning back right :)

p/s/s: alone is not the problem, because i know i chose to be alone, and...no turning back? yeah... :) well i'm not alone, HE is always with me. but...i just don't know what is the problem? hmmm. maybe i need to talk to someone? hmmmm. or maybe i'm just the chosen one? to be like this?

p/s/s/s: courage to call home is as thin as those A4 papers. ok siktauk mok polah perbandingan mcm ney but yes...i don't have the...courage. hmmm. urgh. just forget it~

p/s/s/s/s: too much thinking make ur brain suffers a bit i guess, but it's okey, trigger those nerves. sik la bebal kelak XD

^__^

happy!

presentation OVER!

wpun penoh pancaroba -.-

we were the 2nd last group to present and we only have 6 audiences (3 judges and 3 students-the final gp) 

where are the resttttt?

ada eit briefing kol 5 so semua rushing g main audi. and tinggallah kmkorg yg sik sempat abis present tok.

sadis~ -.-

xplu k mic pun xpa. haha. tp siyes lawak >.<

aku xsempat present pun, terus jump to conclusion.

and the best things happened XD

xsempat present pun, soalan2 spontan semua judges semua bkaitan slide aku yg xsempat present ya.

so dgn sng hati kmkorg bjaya tepis segala soalan2 cdk. yeah~!

titik peluh selamak sebulan tok insyaAllah memberik hasil yang lumayan :) dgn izin Allah :)

and now bleh la focus dgn exam and kerja2 seterusnya. 

btw, thrill to have the eit! eit stands for engineering industrial training a.k.a intership lah XD dah dpt borang. and bleh start tapis semua company2 yang ada. yeahhhh~

and my roomates were all going home so i'm free XD

i can do the 30s dance everyday? haha ngeng.

ok ya jak.

rasa cam byk merapu aritok -.-

kbai~

p/s: start looking for ur soulmate? find ur 'soul' first :) bkn sng mok idup dgn org lain. awal2 jak nampak manis, eboh jak kelak nok tinggal ya hanya yang pahit :) happykan parents dolok b4 happykan dirik sendirik and teman sehidup semati kita kelak :) mun kinek smua nmpk best, trust me yang tinggal kelak hanya yg kita xnmpk kinek sbb yes trust me, love is blind XD *eh apa tok? O.O

p/s/s: opinion based on real-life experiences XD

take a break

have a kit kat?

eh gia ka iklan nya? -.-

sebelum aku melalut lebih jaoh...

Salam Maal Hijrah semua :) 

u know what? of course u don't know~~

i can't wait for this week to finish plus monday. since my last midterm paper is on next monday so i really really want it to be over soon O.O and i can't wait for tomorrow presentation to end too! although we know our turn might be postpone to next week but still, let's get over this tomorrow~i'm well-prepared XD okey tok bulak -.-

haven't involve in any presentation for quite some times actually. yerp. sik kira lah presentation merapu2 dlm kelas cocu sem lepas lepas ya. it's only in a classroom. but tomorrow we will having the presentation in a hall. a mini hall i guess. tapi...besar la juak nak bila ko ada duak sides utk penonton? and have to use the mic? erk -.-

we can do this! i can do this! we will nail the hall! yeah bebeh! let's rock the steel production in malaysia! apa ka? -.-

lepas esok, aku knk setelkan report lab and study for my final paper. pergh. serius rasa kdk udah final jak. maka midterm jak pun >.<

and monday's night i'm going to istana budaya again~~~ yeahhhh! tgk teater gik XD that's my treat to myself. after 3 hectic weeks. you should do this too. have a treat for urself :) after doing something huge to urself :D lepas ya sambong la balit jadi gila XD

just kidding~

ohhoi mok abis dah sem tok. sik lamak gikkk. yeahhhhh~~~ dah kenak pk pasal internship and final year project -.- have to think and choose carefully what field i'm going to dig on so that i can propose suitable supervisor. coz there's no turning back once we choose the topic. okey, steel is still being considered XD

aku kan...berik pusak makan...biasa la nak...pasya...pusak ya berak sebarang -.- adakah aku patut bersihkan nya? ataupun biarkan jak? hmmmm. grrrr >.<

si puteh ya suka main dlm cafe tp nya xkaco barang makan. bagus nak? nya even xmasok dapo walaupun dapor ya terbukak luas pake nya masok. haihh. mun la dpt mbak nya pulang~ kiut aie >.< putehhhhhhhhhhhhhh lalu badan nya eko jak kunin2 itam2 sikit pasya ada oren2 skit kt mulutnya. eihhhhhhhh gerammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. k ya jak.

sekarang baruk aku sedar keburukan lekat stiker kat laptop. tesek tesek. bila ada discussion kat lua jak aku xkan mbak laptop. wargh! tauk pun malu -.- bkn malu apa...malu...urm....there's a cat's sticker all over my laptop! agagaggaga~

ok dah. eh abg aku tok dari tadik main farm ville >.< klk2 la aku main benda ya ooo. byk gik benda lain mok ditanam dlm otak tok O.O

kbai suma.

till then~

p/s: oh ada ka aku padah marek aku carik pasal sesatkan dirik dalam kl? i think i tweet that. hah hah hah. screw me~ -.-

p/s/s: never stop thinking. pity my brain. that's why we need hol-i-days -.-

:)

still breathing
no worries
yes
still standing too

hope for a better day everyday
amin~

little sunshine

the sun shine brightly yesterday, and the day before :) alhamdulillah..

eh? bkn ada ujan ka? -.-

O.O

hmmm.

done with the slides. hope he will like it. please like it sir...pleaseee -.-

it took me half day to compile and finish everything @.@

and hope he will focus more on the contents, not the font, color or how many circles we put in that slide -.-

yesterday i had a bad day. hmmm. yes. it was very bad day -.- i even threw my pen after qc's quiz finished -.- saya agak dasyat disitu. kemengamokkan sebentar. unintentionally done. i'm sorry :( to...my pen? o.O

sapa sik geram bila ada 9 soalan, 4 out of those 9 were calculations? and the numbers were too many! and u only have 15minutes? to think, to calculate and trust me no time to re-check. tambah dgn suara saiko sir yang..."okey 5 minutes more..." hmmmm. sikda rezeki dkt sia. i know everything! everything is in my head but i have no time to think -.- i even told my friend this..."aku tau la nak comment apa nanti dkt sps dia" i can't remember what sps stands for but it is regarding survey on our lecturer...we do it twice in every semester. hmmm. oh sir saya sgt kuciwa -.- aku terigt kata2 sir tok stiap kali aku rasa down dlm kelas nya -.- "saya nak failkan ramai student sem ni sbb ramai sgt amik course ni, okey x?" oh sirrrrr O.O i'm not going to be one of those students. gahhh~

and yet those made my day yesterday. today *means thursday* i did nothing. i just...sleep? *qada tdo yg pasti* watch grey's. read ndt's a bit. eat. goleng2. termenung? o.O i will not have polymer's for 2 weeks because our lecturer go back to his hometown. Al-Fatihah to his father whom passed away last...monday or sunday? Al-Fatihah..

secara jujurnya...aku sikda cakap dgn sesiapa pun aritok...ohhhhhhh! -.- ptut la rasa sora kdk sexy smcm jak O.O 

as long as i can live..it should be fine right? hmmmm

stop with the sigh juju -.-

i miss having good deep quality sleep -.-

okey, no more complaining. this is what i have to go through! normal thing right? :)

what date is today btw? O.O

aku maafkan semua org yg aku rasa aku TERmarah or TERsakit hati. and tolong maafkan aku jugak :) aku manusia biasa, ada perasaan geram and kesal :) hope we can work together better next time, insyaAllah.

that's life, i guess. :) fulls with ups and downs right? 

ohhoiii i'm being positive right now. horray juju horray~~~~ ^__^\/ mesti berusaha tanpa putus asa sem tok! mesti! >.< no give up! yeahhhhh! yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

erk? agak over disitu -.-

3 more midterm exams, 2 presentations coming up :) i am strong. i can do this.

Semoga Allah permudahkan semuanya. Amin...

till then~

p/s: i miss home :(

p/s/s: i'm sorry to myself for having a rough week. tsk tsk~ hoping for a better week ahead. insyaAllah..

p/s/s/s: i can stand on my own, and this will never end, insyaAllah :)

p/s/s/s/s: i realised...i'm too fragile sometimes~~ hmmmmm.

****kak molah ayat pake presentation yala gago sepiking jak tok hadoh hadoh -.- waddemeterlah~

@.@

hmmm.
....

sejak kaki kurang sihat tok aku mula rasa...takut -.-

risau. yes truly. and yet i'm afraid. but..i think it's getting better? o.O

aku yg bijak bestari tok cuba la sapu kaki pake...minyak kapak? ngiahahah! asal minyak ya bleh rasa berangin i think it will make my leg better. sbb mmg berhasil! XD

hopefully it's getting better. and yes if not, after this week, i will go to the clinic. promise :)

asl pulang kelas ada jakla org ngutip aku tepi jln ya. haih terharu >.<

mgu dpn byk cuti. and byk exam. hmmm. the semester is getting to the end. oh oh oh O.O

rindu mok shopping. rindu mok kayo2 dikpun sikda hala tuju. oppps -.-

tp keadaan kaki yg kurang mengizinkan aku untuk berjalan jalan membuatkan aku rasa down -.- down...down...

hmmmm..

huwa sakit kaki :(

*complain juju complainnnnnn*

makkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! :(

aie heh. kdk nemiak kecik ko tok -.-

kazen aku kawen weekend tok. tahniah ats kejayaan membesarkan keluarga kita! tahniah juga kerana menambah bilangan bibik2 dapur! oyeahhhhh~ *ucapan ikhlas dr pengerusi bibik keluarga sg poyan XD

kazen aku sorg gik belah bapak kawen juak awl dec tok. the only daughter of my usu. yeahhhh! *perlu ka aku mention ya? mok mdh la tek family aku sik kira belah bpk ka belah mak nang ketandusan perempuan o.O

tetiba marek aku pk mok sambong master. so that aku boleh jd lecturer. and by that time when i ready to further more, then boleh la aku jadi professional engineer! mcm lecturer2 kita kinek. heee. kan? plus...jd lecturer means ilmu kita sikkan hilang gia jak. hmmm. tp...mok juak kerja jd engineer benar -.- tp...byk nar tp aku -.-

blaja dolok kau sia. gago pk jaoh2. blaja lom abis! -.-

bgs la nak dri gago pk hal kawen~~~ agagagagaggagaga XD p....mok jwk kawen~~~~ alalalalal -.-

dah dah dahhhhhhhhhhhh.

blaja lok. aku tok sbnrnya bruk kak bgn tido. celik2 mata bkk buku sekejap dlm 5 minit terus on lappy. hmmmm.

sapa pdh aku xda lifeeeeeeee?

kbai

till then~

p/s: make sure to keep my distance..say i love u when u're not listening..

p/s/s: getting into grey's now. finished season 1-3 last weekend. ini adalah parah! >.<

p/s/s/s: ohhoiiiiii aku ada ank pusak baru agik XD kihkihkihhhh~~~~

p/s/s/s/s: si puteh kat asiah tok kiut. aishhhh. ari2 temu nya ari2 kaka ngnnya ari2 la org pk aku gila. kan? -.-

Distance

  The sun is filling up the room

And I can hear you dreaming

Do you feel the way I do right now?

I wish we would just give up

Cause the best part is falling

Call it anything but love

And I will make sure to keep my distance

Say "I love you" when you're not listening

How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And please don't stand so close to me

I'm having trouble breathing

I'm afraid of what you'll see right now

I give you everything I am

All my broken heart beats

Until I know you understand

And I will make sure to keep my distance

Say "I love you" when you're not listening

How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting

For you to take me

You keep waiting

To save what we have

So I'll make sure to keep my distance

Say "I love you" when you're not listening

How long can we keep this up, up, up?

Make sure to keep my distance

Say "I love you" when you're not listening

How long til we call this love, love, love?

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addict to this song lately

how i wish i can memorise my notes better than i memorise those unnecessary lyrics? gahh -.-

hmmm.

life must go on! sik lamak gik juju. sikittttttt gik :) Ya Allah. cptnya masa berlalu ooo o.O

Ya Allah, sampaikan rasa rindu ini kepada semua insan yang aku sayang, dimana jua mereka berada, apa jua yang berlaku terhadap mereka, sampaikan rasa ini. lindungilah mereka. lindungi hati mereka. hanya engkau yang mengetahui apa yang ada didlm hati ini, dan hanya engkau yang mengetahui apa yang terbaik buatku...amin...

sumpah rindu gila dgn semua org. i'm alone but i know Allah is with me, and everyone is with me too, that's the distance we have to bear. :)

midterm exam mode off a bit; on the mode of pursuing those assignments and project's report, presentation's slide so on bla bla bla.

okey dah. enuf for today. qada tdo suma dah setel. jumpa gepeh semua dahhhh. update blog dahhh. and now start polah kerejaaaaa >.<

till then!

:)

p/s: dlm lelap ku sebut nama mu o.O 

O.O

i'm not cool
the thing i said last night seems to be true
putus asa sekejap
.....