;p

mom susah :(

tsk tsk

i've been struggling hard since last night to figure out how to find...that very *suppose to be* easy moment value. u know the one we studied in statics? -.-

even texted the tutor but ended up asking how's u doin. *segan* 

tem ssh ko crik org juju ohh. yahhh. macam ko x? haha.

opppss..

raya mode

kwn aku padah

mun ko rasa cam demotivated ka..kepak ka...mok nangis ka bila tekan tekan kalkulator tp kua jwpn lain...carik mood raya...

hooo...mmg tgh mood raya la tok...

current song : kepulangan yang dinanti~

makkkkkkkk!!! seminggu gik jumpa mamak!!!!! yay!!!!

then bbrp hari gik pulang!!!!!

omg!!!!!

mok balit umah!!!

i miss home gila babeng! arghhhhhh gila lalu rasa babeng ya *sot*

sik nyesal sik mik sot sem

sik nyesal laluuuuuuu!

mun amik lak nangis2 posa sorg kat ctok

mok ko?

hahaha

*sot*

demam mom

hukkkkkkkk

mom...i love u...

mom~~~

mom~~~~~~

what shud i do now?

continue study chapter 7 or tgk rm oh?

hmmm...

*mumbling alone..

haih...im so lonely -.-

olaaa kaseh..

lonely and independent~

huuuu sedih nar upa..hahaha..

yah...

abis mom kelak..aku mok g kl festival ct...mok makan puas2...and main game puas2...

pergh~

then kemas barang...dlm 2 hari mesti setel kemas barang...yeah~

apa la aku tok

huuu..

dahla..

hmmm...

sik nyesal aku sik belajar mechanical

SIK NYESAL

hahahahah

material forever bebeh~

kbai

p/s: i love mom no matter wat~~ fuh. i can do this!!!

..

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe we're the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my pain away
Tear it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my pain away
Tear it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my pain away
tear it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

the song that really suit me haha

done with four papers...i repeat...FOUR :D satisfied for the time being. though sometime i feel my hands are going to fall off. my friend even injured her hand just because of too many writing. berbungkus tangan. tedah -.-

solid state phy was ok. mc pun ok la *kinda tipu here* haha. otak dah krem sbb paper ptg yang berturut dari pagi. plus the exam venue was the same. haha. boring -.- org sebelah aku jak btuka2. so far mala kenak apit laki. so, did u observe ur manner juju? yahhhh. "haihhh ko pesal kaki hentak2 xleh dok diam ni?" <---yesterday masa math. nasib ko kwn aku. mun x nang ku anok abis2an. sukati la nak. haha.

oh yeah math was okey. more than okey rasa nya. okey la nak bila malam sblm exam aku leh tga rm 2 episode? hahaha. walaupun gila banyak kenak polah. sayang mdm~~~ <3 ungs pun okey. sik sia2 mengapal. wohooo~

and now i'm left with mechanics of materials. let's do the best and Allah will decide the rest :)

mom 3 jun, ada 3 hari gk study. vroom vrooooooooooom~

btw, xpat pre-reg bilit since i didn't reg for ss. not a big deal. haha.

sorry to my roomate for making such annoying noise every night. well...haha..

well..i didn't think of IT much anymore. nothing to gain and nothing to lose. let He decides everything :)

*bukan menyerah, tapi pasrah..haha eh? -.-

till then~ :)

p/s: deac fb and del twitter (coming soon with new account). now i left with blogger only :) im ok like this. social networks make my mind blow. He and all my precious family & friends are there anytime anywhere. i dun need fb. kan? apa guna enpon. haha. *statement setahun lepas rasanya haha* kbai.

:)

this is the time when i need not loneliness

what i need is someone to talk to

and yeah i have them :)

suk ati abis kelas

stress final tp suk jwk sbb lepas final balit and cuti lamak

but

i wonder

what will happen to this coming holiday?

i think they're wondering too..

:)

done with the 2nd part of math..the numerical part is not hard..just need a very sharp mind to memorised those formula. hmmm.

i can do this

i've done with 3 chapter for mate charac

aku sikkan macam tok mun aku sik frust

aku rasa la

hahahaha

bagus jwk kan

:)

hmmm...

but still

my heart hurt...

deeply..

hmmmm...

-.-

i smiled...i laughed...i even went out with my friends...went shopping with them..*sori cha mun mood kmk sgt2 terok and sik layan glk cita ktk* i still can drive from gombak to pj..i still can do things normally...

but i know..

deep in my heart

i still hurt...

huuuu

sakitnya :(

tp...insyaAllah...Allah akan tolong aku untuk sik sakit :)

besar nya dugaan yang Allah berik..sebesar ya atau selebih ya juak la nikmat nya akan bagik..selagi kita mintak n terus pcayak dgn takdir nya...

*nang peras abis la bunyi aku haha...*

well...

hmm...

i still hurt :(

pa ka -.-

....

there will no rainbow if no rain

but...

i don't need any rainbow..

this sounds so pathetic..

heh~~

how can i bear this THIS TIME?

Allah..help me :(

...

i knew it

:)

so this is the end

tq for giving the hint

semoga bahagia selalu

:)

lega..

at least bukan aku yang berpaling

:)

sik lalek lah taip apa kat ctok kan

bukan kitak baca pun

hahaha

screwed me

mok final ada jak benda jadi

hehe

sikpa lah

i'm strong bah

yes..strong :)

well..ya jak la..go on wit ur life...be happy..at least u find ur way already..hehe..mine? elek lah. i have mine too..later :)

take care

gudluck in everything!

tulus ikhlas dari hati

i'm not the one

maley lok aku

perasan jak salu

hahahaha

gudluck juju!

:)

speechless..

mirror mirror~~~

talk to urself

so that u know exactly what u re talking about

haha

"let go off your yesterday" -kery, 2012-

yeah i will~ wpun ko bukan ckp kat aku tapi aku amik ayat2 pujangga ko yang terselit dekat notes ko sbgai kata2 smgt. *tetiba*

haha

library mode

study mode for sure

level 4 sangat meriah

i think i'll go to ground floor lah kak tok

biak law sik bising kan

hahah

so..

aku bangun2 tdo and aku realise i have nothing to worry

just hold on to...anything...

maybe my assumption was wrong

and hopefully it's wrong

kamek ada harapan ya. tp rasanya sik setinggi selalu lah. coz kamek takut kamek gugok rebah and sikpat angkat gik. just...yeah...be honest to urself :) and this is me being honest...kamek xpernah padah kamek dah let u go but it's actually the other way round..so..yeah..me being honest...:)

mun ada, ada la. nak? haha.

benda kecik jak pun. apa la aku gago pk kuat gilak. kan?

ya jak. quite open. but..

sikpa lah :)

and sorry..i never let u go..:( i will, someday :)

till then

p/s: semoga Allah permudahkan jalan hidupku..

...

sikpat join hari belia taun tok

tsk tsk

xda baju free gik

tsk tsk

arghhhhhh

kenak uia final masa banyak event best2 tok aaa?

-.-

ada prog anak swk jwk

huwaaaa

-.-

makin seteres aku camtok

hwargh!

p/s: bgoleng~

:)

dear juju,

in the future
don't ever fall in love
coz
it's hurt
badly :)
although...
you rather hurt than forget it...

your sincerely,
yourself, today.. :) not a fake smile..i really do smile right now :) yes..and with tears falling down..haha..

i'm strong!

:)

dun hurt me anymore..please...coz i'm afraid...later...i don't have any fear inside myself...

.................................

**stalking made me go from ^___^ to :(

how i wish i never knew you before? and how i wish i really can forget u before? when i tried hard to..hate u  at the most :( and i failed...

hahahaha...

pathetic juju. i've told u before right? u never listen...sapa soh...padan muka~

serve me right then :)

i will feel better..no worries :)

let it be then

just...let it be...

till then~

p/s: jatuh bgoleng..tp pasti bangkit kembali~insyaAllah~

p/s/s; i'm sorry that i love you..still love u :(

hohohoooo

Please take note:

Next semester, approximately about 2800 newcomers will become part of IIUM's (Gombak Campus) students.

By schedule, near to 1500 students will be graduating this semester.

However, problems may arise in event where there are number of students who fail in exam, repeating the paper and etc., which lead towards decreasing number of students graduating.

As a result, around 1500 students may not have accommodation in campus and need to find the house outside (live off campus). Some steps will be taken by our university to assist the students finding the house.

The official notice which contains the requirement, steps and etc will be noticed on 15 May 2012.

been thinking about this for few days. terlepas pandang 1 notis lain >.<

‎(MAHALLAH UPDATE)

1- Mahallah Pre-reg will begin at 26 May 2012. Notice will be announced soon.

2-Meeting regarding to the requirements has been delayed. So, today Head of Residential had a meeting with rector for selecting students from list of suggestion.

3-Unofficial suggestion;
i)Priority will be given to 1st year & final year.
ii)However, KAED & ENGIN students will be given priority (as consider of their workload of studies).

ngehauhuhu so asanya xplu riso lah. we'll be given the priority due to our workload. hahaha. mun la aku tpksa jwk diam luar..nang nyewa lori lah aku camtok -.- *exagerate cam besa~

hmmmm. 

btw, i did the translation for the word u mentioned in ur status

and it turned out something very confusing

but yeah i really hope it's not me.

well...hopefully~

this is the reason why i keep trying get u off my mind lately

i don't want any bad assumption lingering in my head

well that's really happened just now actually

so...hmmm..

be tough juju!

tetiba. nang xda ayat lain lah ya. memotivasikan diri sendiri mengenai sesuati yang sikpat mok dipadah dengan sesiapa? that's really pathetic juju -.-

but at last i just hold this one word of yours

trust each other is the best?

although i never know for who was that statement

but yeah i just hold on to it...at least as a friend :) thoughts from a friend :)

k dah dah sikmok tacing tacing ehhhh~

banyak gik benda lom siap tok~

haih..sharian ngabiskan case study. alhamdulillah siap jwk akhirnyaaa >.<

huuuu...

one more quiz! and then test lab. and then off u go for the final! wohooo~

dah dah~

xmok pk bnda2 pelik tok...

final gik penting~~

:)

till then

p/s: hmmm still..i will wait..stay..

reminisce~~

awal bangun gara2 alarm clock rumet aku sik pande mok stop2

4 round lagu nya bunyi!
haihhh...why lah this ppl so hard to wake up?

stress kamek koh -.-

done with abstract and intro for my final report

result pending since i can't open the file
the file is brokennn -.-
mun x siap dh keja ku ritok
aiguuu >.<

as expected i didn't feel very well today
*cough2*
hope to get better by tonight
so many things to be done in such a short time
grrrr -.-

gara2 stok muvi and series dah abis
i ended up tgk video raya, pranks. hahaha.
sik plan mok tambah stok..
i'm in final mode already :)

btw...really missing u guys!
do take care everyone~
fighting aaah! :)

sik sabar mok raya!

*tetiba*

hehe

hmmmm

got to go now :)

happy weekend everyone!

cheers~~!

till then

:)

p/s: strive and pray for the best...and let He does the rest~ amin :)

p/s/s: i still remember this~ :)

tsk tsk

aku rasa macam mok demam

hmm

tsk tsk

xmok demam tem2 camtok

manyak kelija kami ini

huwa

-.-

mamakkkkkk >.<

*pengsan*

....

dun cry yet!

it's not the end 

dun die yet!

one more week to go

u can do this bah juju

stop whining, stop mumbling, stop complaining

*do this sound positive enough?

benar lah org padah

ujong2 sem tok nang tahap kritikal

semua benda jadi last minute

and...

semua benda jadi sensitif? -.-

Sesungguhnya Allah tidak memberi jalan kepayahan atas seseorang itu, melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya...(Surah Al-Baqarah : 286)

Ya Allah

tika duka melanda diri

hanya Engkau tempat ku mengadu

semoga RahmatMu tidak pernah putus...

amin~

p/s: get up! sit straight! study! 

p/s/s: i miss my father too.

cisssss

lamak aku pk

pahal dalam palak otak aku

18 june jak2

teyyyy btol

juju eh

don't ever think that again please lah -.-

makan ati jak kelak 

ngehahuhuh~ -.-

wargh!!!!!

aku tgh berdukacita tok

tiba2 jak

aku rasa pms tok

wargh!

kenak potong sgala communication dgn org demi keamanan sejagat

nguuu i miss my mom :(

juju: apa polah kakak kat umah?

mamak: nyapu2. sik abis2 nya nyapu umah. *tetak*

juju: yohhh berkilat lah bilit aku.

mamak: bilit ko sikda nya kaco

juju: ........

oh kakak ku sayang

welcome to our home

*tetiba*

lak kamek pulang ta molah kek manyak2 k

motif?

mengeratkan silaturahim and ajar nya kaka swk 

hahahahahah

boleh kan? nya kaka sabah, aku balas swk. bukan nya xpaham. very easy ma~

apa tok juju? 

ndak ku tauk -.-

oi aku dah abis suma kelas except math!

ohhhhhhhhhhh mdmmmmmm

sakit perut kmk masok kelas kitak koh >.<

apa ka? -.-

tetiba sebak tek abis kelas ungs koh

ustaz ya tacing ba -.-

dah la bait alu~

waaaaa 

ptg tok gi lab kejap

mengigeh

somehow i think that sample preparation is very interesting~

aku suka grinding n polishing n etching

paling suka polishing lah

suka tga surface berkilat~ hahaha

*mumbling

what happened to me? -.-

oh please la dun be like this :(

aiguuuu....

kenak aku rasa kecik ati ooo bila aku post something tp org ignore

ya nama nya pms

ok dah dpt jwpn

hahahahaha

and

kenak bila mak aku cita pasal kitak, kamek tetiba rasa...oooo yaka...em...ok....ooooo....

:(

i don't think you'll do something that will hurt me, inside. 

i hope so~

give me a sign please?

k juju stop it

aku rasa nak...aku mok kuar la kelak -.-

hari2 polah keja gila

and

i admit it...aku polah keja gila tok sebab aku perlu masa mok pk, masa ya bkn la masa mok tido or apa

tp cam...

well u know...u sit in the bus...and think~ apa2 la...

huuuu...

arghhhh dah juju dah

stop it

g kelas nun!

kbai

till then~

p/s: trust each other right

p/s/s: at least gimme the sign that YOU is not me so that..yeah..

i miss gepeh bah~~

oi rindu ktkorg

bukti?

aku tga video pranks smlm and smlm2 *duak hari bturut2*

ada s kat sia sbb ku tga suma video pranks kita hehe

well, i miss u guys! do take care okey everyone :) 

owh browsing suma gamba2 juak

hahahaha i can see we improve in taking pictures

macam2 ragam hehe :)

oh dem..33 hari gik! ngiauuu~ but xtauk lah bapa hari gik bok reunite ngn ktkorg suma :) suma balit hari lain2 kan?

huuuuu....

ahe tdo smlm

abis discussion pun aher

last night was a very deep and serious discussion lah aku rasa

kecoh juak la student lounge ya oleh kmkorg -.-

ney x...

"weh..ko kenal x tuu..haaa tuu tuu.."

"weh...si A ni kapel dgn si B wehhhh"

nang lamak la cita psl tok jak -.-

kfine. dah 2nd year pun masih mok kaka benda2 gia

opsss bkn

dah BESAR pun mok kaka bnda2 gia? hahahaha...cali -.-

ok. that is what i pictured as SERIOUS. hihi :P

pasya g mkn. kat awe lah mcm biasa.
aku tok dah terbiasa mkn ngn org kelate
mkn pun mkn mknn kelate. hahahahah~
awe kat luar uia nun~ seberangggg jak >.<
tem mkn dtg lah keta polis dgn siren nya. wuuu nebes. ada kes lah kot tepi2 ya.

as usual aku polah bodo jak~

*ya ka? bkn ko ka nok gelabah alu smlm? 

"weh nape tu nape tu jom tgk jom!"

teyyyy -.-

tp makan paling penting ok

i'm starving~ -.-

kinek pun tgh lapa~ hahahah...ney x...bangun kol bapa juju oi? -.-

aku sikda kelas dah pagi tok

ptg tok ada kol2, last class mom. mok dpt tips final so mesti dtg~

MOM lah subjek paling aku nebes, scary wooo...

but we pray for the best! we can do this! i can do this! :D

start next week *alah mgu dpn jak pun gk tggl hahahaha* aku hanya ada kelas selasa n kamis

ya pun kelas math jak

plus ada kuiz

tsk tsk dukacita betul lah

ingat lah senin reya dah last kuiz aku -.-

xpa lah madam

kamek suka kelas kitak bah

walaupun kamek xpaham gilak tapi at least kamek suka gi kelas kitak sebab kamek suka tekan tekan kalukator ya banyak2 kali sampe merusah benda ya *xla rosak pun saja jak aku exagerate hahaha*

aku rasa lah math 4 tok sik susah pun sbnrnya cuma banyak gilak method

tp kita mok carik benda yang sama jak pun~~~

hmmmmm -.-

i hope i can bear this

waaaa final math dkt gilak ngan final2 nok menakutkan

warghhhh -.-

hohooooo see the bintang2

ya subject killer lah jwk as usual and jatuh pada hari yg sameeee

wohohohohoh >.<

but both subjects are related to each other so not a big deal lah :)

the leb2 one is ok ok lah 

ok ok pun sbb ada gap 

huuuuuuuu

the big leb is mom

the MOST killer subject

tp so far i did my very best for it

so we strive for the best too in the final!

AKU TENGAH SEMANGAT TOKKKKK!!!!! >.<

lab aku ada final, tp out of final week 

next week will be my lab test

not viva because we cannot do viva here -.-

why?

mesen ngak sitik wak tik nyakkk gine mok polah viva

hahahaha

ok dah ya jak~

eh jap~~

this is last week

lom tuka calendar gik aku

hahahahaha

well

this is my inspiration~~

*erk -.-

sorry lah gepeh gambar raya kita ya terlindung dgn galaxy note

hahahahahahahah~

lak mok amik gamba masa mok balit

means?

KOSONG

hahahahha

i have to empty my room by 7 june 

oh btw

mamak dtg 8 june!

heeeee

ok ya jak :)

i miss u guys, benarrr <3

jujuuuuuuuuuuu cepat g kelas!

kbai!

till then~

p/s: uwaa panas nya ari malas mok jalan kaki >.<

p/s/s : sik sbr nya mok cuti! :)

:D

abis da quiz aku sem tok

wahahahahha

yahuuuu

*xsedar dirik maka xpat polah -.-

lalalallalala

i don't care i don't minddddd

study juju studyyyyyyyy!

next week ada lab testtttt~

BAEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

:)

till then~

p/s: wow fantastic baby~~mwahahha sot -.-

yes i am....

mun org tanyak aku

which is memang selalu

and aku akan sentiasa ada jawapan 

r u in love?

soalan yang sgt senang 

jawapan nya?

yes i am :)

i'm in love with myself, i'm in love with my life, i'm in love with ppl who love me :)

*mesti tokrang mdh aku sot nak. xmnjwb soalan alu :P

but yes it's true

i feel good like this

i'm still on my way improving myself and learning the way of life is going on and on

that's where i learnt not to complain that much

the value of friendship too

oh dem rindu tokrang suma >.<

kenak kita perlu asa hidup sentiasa bermakna? eboh rasa fed up n putus asa? walaupun dugaan hidup ya rasa cam xpatut?

why?

bila tiba satu masa kita sikpat mok rasa hidup yang bena2 hidup, masa ya kita akan realise kedirik lah. kenak aku sik hargai hidup aku selamak tok nak? ceyyyy juju kaka bagei apa jak. hahaha. tp bena la :) biar lah masa lampau ya jadi pengajaran. 

honest to say, aku bukan orang bait pun. bkn org alim. bkn org nok tauk semua hal agama luar dan dalam. even aku student uia pun aku jarang pegi majlis2 talaqi ka ceramah ka. jarang means aku pernah pergi tapi aku sik jadikan ya sebagai amalan. rugi kan? pernah la juak aku pergi which aku rasa cam...oh at least aku pernah pergi and rasa macam ney berada dalam majlis ilmu nak. well, i know my limit. so i decide to heal myself inside and outside slowly :) walau apa pun aku tetap bersyukur berada kat uia. sbb aku rasa sekeliling aku sangat terjaga. and aku pun setiasa jaga dirik aku kat ctok. yala cgek bagus kat ctok nak? jaga mata telinga serta hati. aku manusia biasa yang penuh dengan kekurangan. aku tetap jwk mengeluh, nganok org kdg2, ada jwk perasaan sik bgs ya dlm hati. tapi, apa salahnya kita berubah sikit2 nak? well, don't be too proud with yourself sometime coz it'll eat u someday :) 

oi apa kes tetiba penuh motivasi tok? hahahhhaha. gara2 g pesta buku la tok. aku borong buku2 motivasi k mbak pulang. mwahahahaha~

i even bought buku pasal kawen. mwahahahaha. fifi la ya. nya mdh best, aku pun beli la. hahahahahah~

teyyyyy gara2 buku kawen la tok aku tetiba tanyak dirik kedirik, am i in love? hoho -.-

so, jawapan nya?

biarlah Dia tauk apa ada dlm hati aku :) and mun Nya perkenankan, then, that's my faith :) aku sik madah aku MAOK gilak2. and also aku sik madah aku SIK MAOK. 

gkpun aku paham. ada org penah ajar aku, eboh terlampau berharap kelak mun sik jadi dirik kedirik merana. and aku tauk kenak nya xmok aku berharap pun n xpernah berik aku harapan walaupun kadang2 harapan ya aku nampak secara halus. eh apa tok? -.-

dah gik ko juju. study nun. huahua.

makan cupcake lok. erk makan gik -.-

bai bai ^__^\/

till then~~

p/s: aku sik sabar mok balit umah sebab aku rindu pusak aku hukhuk~~~ plus, aku sik sabar mok rasa gine idup ada kakak ipar. hahahahahaha~~~ sikpat la aku ceroboh masok bilit abg aku gk kaktok -.- 

p/s/s: eboh stress2 :) chill bebeh!!!!!!~~~ we can do this! hope u're doin' fine there. anywhere~ boh give up! :)

:D

one step closerrrr

one more month to go

and i'm free

wohooooooo~~~

last weekend i had so much fun :D

as usual 

makan makan non-stop

hehe

and this time i shopped till drop!

mood shopping bna2 dtg

puas woooooooo >.<

balit btu 13june!

yeah bebeh~~~

i have 10 days here till go home

muvi marathon since 31may byk kua cita best

hahahahaha

going to settle my final assignment of the semester :D

but still have one more project to submit

ngehahaha i'm still stay cool bebeh

:)

okey lah 

bai bai :)

till then~

p/s: i miss you. yeah. YOU. you. YOU. them. THEM. them :)

beginning of the end

may dah. means one more month to finish my second year! ^__^\/

can't believe it?

mestila.

geng2 aku ada yang mok grad dah. hehe :)

sik sabar?

mestilah. but at the same time xpat bygkan :)

am i making the right decision now?

yes, of course :)

bila kenang balit apa jadi dolok eh

rasa mok ditukuk palak dikpun

hahahahahha

tp mun aku sik polah gia nak, sikla aku jadi kedaktok kinek nak?

teheee

aish xkan la time tok mok flashback indah juju?

hehehehe

cam cali jak

tp...

xpa flashback skit :P

noor, aku tauk ko baca tok bah. hahahaha. ingat x ko..malam last aku kat kml, aku jmpa tokrg suma kat cafe...sik igt cafe apa :P tp blok...*aku blok apa bah? B nak? hahahahha!!! masa ya apa jadi? hehehe. cali owh? cali tp sedih. well...aku dah polah salah yang banyak masa ya..and i can't turn back the time for sure..but well i think i did the right thing kan? :) walaupun nampak sangat kejam. hahahahaha.

hmmm. seha even called mamak nya and soh mamaknya ckp ngn aku. waaaaaaaaa >.<
knk aku batu glk dolok owh? hahahahaha -.-
kinek x gilak dah. hihi. kamek dah cair dah. kihkih~ lembut dh skit :P

i am sorry for making all the troubles to u guys that moment :(

i am sorry for not telling anyone what i'm feeling inside :(

i am sorry for not keeping our promise :(

i am sorry for not staying by your side :(

i am sorry for...everything *kepak aku molah ayat hahaha*

the most important sorry!!!

 i am sorry for not giving u chance to talk! ko kan sakit tekak masa ya :P

well...time goes by...and we can't turn it..so..lets live the life now! hahahaha~

hanya Allah tauk apa aku rasa masa ya. apa aku lalu masa ya. mun boleh biar aku lupak saat2 masa ya tapi komfem sikpat. well at least that moment taught me how to stand right now :) taught me everything what i have now. at least kan? :) 

when i ended up in cfsiium pj for the first time, i knew i'm in trouble, and yeah it's true. byk benda jadi. haha. aish mun mok aku cita agik kisah dolok nang x g kelas la aku kaktok :P tbc! 

apa kes bukak cita tok?

aku tacing tok >.<

aku sikpat minum kopi alu dah kinek.

apa ka? -.-

hehehe xdala. 

aku...aku...rindu ktkorg suma. ya jak :)

video keep holding on tok dah ulang byk kali dah

hehehe

well, keep holding on!

stay strong!

skit gik eh!

*this is juju being positive

bah mupok lok

till then!

:)

p/s: and when the time i met you, i realised that there's still hope in me, finding happiness, love n care :)

:)

“Seandainya engkau bertemu seorang kawan yang sanggup bersusah atas nama kesetiaan, mendahulukan atas nama kebajikan, menyimpan keaibanmu atas nama kejujuran, menegur kelemahanmu atas nama kebaikan, memendam rasa terkilan demi menjaga perasaan, ketahuilah bahawa dia bukanlah seorang kawan tetapi seorang saudara dan sahabat sejati yang sukar di cari ganti " ♥

i have them

and

i miss them

badly

take care, bestfriends :)

p/s: I smile through the tears & I laugh the pain away. I'm too blessed to be stressed & I put my trust in Allah - He knows best. Alhamdulillah :)

LOL

i can't stop laughing to myself -.-

i made a video for our role-play tomorrow

i even asked my friend about this something..

hahaha smgt aku

pasya aku dikpun tetak tangga video ya

pa ka reti -.-

i made some sort like story-telling pics using picasa

so it's look like real

since we don't have time to react all those scene all over again 

we just took some pics and i put it in story timeline in movie maker, with caption there

since i don't know where to find the dialogue box, i just type all over the pics. 

belasahhhh. hahahahah >.<

i will upload it after the role-play, insyaAllah if i have the time :)

be ready to laugh at me

coz it looked really...

childish~~~~~

hahahahahaha~

dem -.-

jap...

lupak ku mok nkah...

topic is about single parent

living with his old, sick father and a problematic son and a daughter

hahaha...

the ending is quite funny though

hope i can tell u now but i cannot

mwahahahah~

ending yang komfem sik pernah wujud

kihkih

at least we show some efforts there right

that's what we really need

who wants to give u 50% just for acting

aiguuuu >.<

finished with parenting

gonna settling my esaimen and study for 2 quizes tomorrow

Ya Allah...

tangan menadah, doa dipohon...

semoga Tuhan sentiasa melindungi dan merahmati kita semua...

permudahkanlah jalan kami semua ya Allah..

tiada yang benar melainkan Dia

tiada yang agung melainkan Dia

dan tiada yang lebih besar rahmatnya melainkan Dia...

amin Ya Rob...

:)

p/s: sabar dan ikhlas hasilnya manis :)

p/s/s: oh apa2 pun selamat hari pekerja semua buat yang bekerja :) kpd yg belum bekerja, dah2 la polah hari pekerja kdk hari ktkorg, pulang u gik sambong blaja molah kerja banyak tokkkk *juju ngerepak dalam nada yang sopan serta halussss*