toodles 2009, hello 2010 :)

terasa rindu. rindu sgt. dgn tahun2 sblm nie. xtau knapa. mcm xmo naik tahun baru. boley? haha. merepek kt awal2 perenggan. slow skit. fuh.

last year ada bwt summary for 2008 kan? belek2 balik la blog aku nih ha mls aku nk crk kt bhagian mana. sng cita g kt bln december 2008 :) post yg memilukan hati aku rasa. hahaha kebengongan mlanda masa tu. emosi terganggu (xabis2) tp aku suka. hehe. mm. meh aku summarised apa yg blaku tahun nih lak. rasa nya xde la byk yg mcm waaaa sronok..xde kut..jap aku igt balek eh? meh tgk...

january:
pe jd eh? igt balik. still sem2, 1st year rasanya. kan? still sebok dgn hidop kt uia. xabis2. raya cina bln 1 ke? oh ya ujg bln 1 kan? 1st time g shah alam sendri, g umah eein. samut cuti ngn dia. ooo ein ooo? jaohhh saya ngagak awk yaaa! sanggup saya eyh~ hahaha. owh bru igt balek (aku cek calendar hp), bln1 08 aku byk exam midsem. menyampah. hahahaha :P tuh je kot :)

february:
mmm igt g igt g...aku balek umah kan bln2 nih? ujg2 bln2 kut. ish siyes xigt. abis sem2 klu xsilap. cuti 2mgu camtu kan? yeah. ohh masa nih jgk 1st time dlm hidop aku..jadi..mmm..yg tuh la..sore2 tah pape..kan? mmm..dah2 xmo igt..

march:
aku jd 19 kat umah aku. yay! samut bday kat tumbina. sweet memories, tp xmo igt sgt. hanya org tertntu yg tau knape. haha. bengong. dpt kek dr bkl kakak ipa ngn abg tsyg (baca2 jgn sik! kembang idong skit lok! hahaha) tah bila nk kawen tah(kua tajuk). sjk bbrpa tahun da xsamut bday dgn agk meriah la jgk sbb ada kek kan. tuh pun aku mkn sendri. hahaha. siap dgn kfc lagi tuh. pergh. mmg pass la jd kakak ipa aku. hahaha. masok short sem bln nih jgk. short sem, sem plg gembira kot? hahaha tah la ye la kut. coz skjp je. hehe. mmm. tuh je kut? hehe.

april:
aaa siyes aku xigt pe jd bln ni. still in short sem. oh ya ma n abg 1st dtg kl. jln2 bazir duit. yada yada yada. struggle hard utk math2 n phy2. almost give up dgn math 2. benci trigo. erk. x. sayang cinta kat trigo (hampeh) ohhh. phy 2 sronok. sir sporting, hensem pulak tu, ade rupe la xde la ensem mana pun sbnrnya. hahahaha. pe g? tah tu je kut. awl2 taun nih aku lupa la. hahaha.

may:
abis short sem kan? cuti ujg bln tuh. nak masok 2nd year! aku extend cuti smgu. sukati aku la ko sebok pesal? hahaha. aku nk samut gawai la kt swk! (tiba2) xde la mmg aku terbeli tiket awl and xkan nk bior cmtu je. hehehe. so suka suki aku la balik lambat. mmm.spend bln nih dgn cuti je kut. and final exam awl2 bln. kan? huhuhu siyes lupa!

june:
masok 2nd year dgn smgt baru. cewah. xyah byk cite la. bc blog aku sudaaa. hahaha. yg aku igt, aku g johor bln ni! yep yep. aku g utm skudai, ikut mira. family dia bwk g sana. ade convo utk palapes. sronok! aku nk g lagi boley? wpun xde la npk sgt johor die coz kitorg g mlm. heh. xpe at least aku da jejak kaki kt sana. hahaha. g pd gak. stay kt sana mmm de kut 2 mlm? :) pengalaman nie. xdpt masok utm, g sana tgk2 sudaaa. tpt abg 2nd aku konvo :) aku g daaa utm! wuwuw :P

july:
same gak kut. idop penuh liku2. ngehahaha. stress gak kut tem nie. yela aku mana xpnh xstres. suma org pon cmtu. hahahaha.

august:
aku kene suspected h1n1. kebengongan. kuarantin kt faz. sronok. xg kelas smgu. bahagia idop. tp bosan. yep. tp aku rindu faz. heh. masa nih la aku knl erti..kwn..family..rindu? haha. start posa gak. kuar dr faz ari jumaat, posa ari sabtu :) lead life as usual. yg plg penting, time nih la sebok kira hari nak balik, nak raya. hahaha.

september:
raya raya raya! wpun raya cam biasa ja. lps raya exam. tem nih la aku ngamok kt anr. sukati2 je tuka jadual exam. bwt muka tebal je g anr pastu percoma2 aku kene balik. ish xley blah tul. g jmpa sir la ape la.last2 kene bli tiket baru gara2 chem lab nye exam. duit bli tiket tuh aku bley bwk g sogo tau(mood shopping dtg tibe2)..final final final..nak balik!!!

october:
cuti cuti cuti. masok sem baru lagi. azam baru lagi (konon je) muet gak. balik awl skit coz de speaking muet. aha. g kelantan tem nih. 1st time. gune train yg ade katel. sronok! siyes aku nk g kelantan lg pasnih. kumpol duit dulu. angan2 nk g oversea xpnh tcapai. jln2 dlm msia je la. hahaha. smntara masa masih ada, still stay kt tanah melayu nih, amik la peluang nih :) family mira bwk jln2 1kelantan. siyes, tiba2 rindu. hahaha. balik hari isnin pagi tuh smpai. balik2 je g bwt add drop. eh salah. konon nye nk g bwt add drop. tp tiba2 nasib aku baik sem nie, aku ade group sendri! hahaha. 1st time nih. kecewa gk mule2 coz takot xde kwn kt group baru tuh. pujok2 ain soh amik gp aku. ahahaha. sama gp except btq. ok fine. 1st week of coz xde kelas. masa g kls tuh da knl2 ngn budak2 kls. nasib ade yg knl. knl 2 org akak dq nih coz pnh klas skali ngn dorg, kak tirah sama ms sem2, chem1 and kak mady masa comp2, sem1. knl gkla bebudak lain tuh just xrapat coz pnh skali ngn dorg masa phy 2 (amboi byk gp kau) hehehe. aku knl ramai budak2 engin coz aku byk gp. berbagai no aku pnh dpt. heh sronok pe. dpt knl ramai org :) sem ni gp 52 utk smua core course and 15 utk btq :) sronok dlm kls nie. xtipu. lecturers suma baik2 besh2 :) brothers klaka2 and sporting, xkaco org. xtau la kt blkg. hahaha.

november:
idop cm biasa la. bz sem baru. struggle agak kuat coz final sem. wpun realise yg cgpa rasanya tgantung cmtu je. tp xpe. jgn xusaha :) xcuba mana tau kan. raya haji kan bln ni? hahaha. samut raya dkt umah makcik tasha dkt semenyih. last minute decision nih. klu x nk stay kt uia je. agk ssh nk kuar ptg tu since xde overnight kad. amik langkah berani, kua je. hahaha. g mid dulu jalan2 cuci mata n amik ktm g kajang. sronok g semenyih. umah makcik tasha tuh btol2 blkg uni nottingham. btol ke aku eja? hahaha. cantik tpt dia! siyes... :) stay smlm je and keesokan ari nye balik uia dh. at least terisi gk masa cuti raya kitorang kan. dpt la mkn rendang pagi raya. haha.

december:
haih xyah tulis pon aku rasa semua tau. samaaa je. just maybe ada lain skit. midbreak bln nih. balek umah. cuti yg paling bharga, bmakna dlm idop aku spjg aku pnah ade cuti. hehehe amboi. amik ati npk. xla xla. mmg btol. gembira sgt masa cuti kali ni. kwn2 smua ada. wpun hati sakit, ade org dtg healed kan. :)

oho overall tahun 2009 aku sgt2 bosan. kan? hehe. samaaa je tiap ari. nk bwt cmna dh nama student. tp xpe. akan ku usahakan 2010 agar mnjd seindah bulan dan bintang spjg idop aku. pergh ayat xley blah :)

aku nk masok skit psl pe jd arinih bley? (silakan silakan)

sakit pinggang dok 2jam lm klz btq.. tuh je sbnrnya. hahaha. jap2. math pon sama. siyes aku xphm ape2 yg mdm aja arini. pe nk jd ni? hahahaha. aku rasa aku pon de mood nk balek kot. dgr2 suma nk balek!!!! ish...

uhu..nk ckp..aku jeles tgk org balik!!!!!!!!!!!!! wek. g aa balik! xyah balik sini dh pasni. bior kitorg je stay uia nih(seram). g study kat rumah! (ye la syek2 balik je) pe nk jd nih? (bak kata mdm math aku) juju, klu umah ko dkt, komfem ko jd cm dorg laaaa. ye ke? xpon? hahaha yela rumah ko jaoh!!! bengong la. mmm. sape soh study jaoh2 kan? upm btu kn adeeee. unimas ade. uitm samarahan ade...(tiba2 rasa nak pindah unimas) aritu ckp xmo tuka u! bengong utk kali keberapa tah. trima la hakikat. ye la ye la. ala aku saja je nk bwt2 emo. nak manja2 ngn blog sndri. xleyh ke? ko terasa knapa? ade aku suroh baca? xkan? hahaha. g aaa balik! korg xrase samut new year kt uia. tgk kitorang haaa(bkn ade pape pon sbnrnya, siyes bosan)..

aku nak menyedapkan hati yg lara nih (lara sgt ke? knape? malu nk bgtau) hahaha wek. aku nk g sogo esok! aku nk shopping! (duit duit) lusa aku nk g akuaria pulak! sapa nk ikot jom laaa! (pdn muke org2 yg balek xleh join) aku nk kua ngn kwn2 skola. oi sesapa yg aku dh ajak tuh klu xg siap laaaaa. hehe. pami dtg kl so dia ajk kitorg kua. tgk ikan. kan pami kan? ko cia nak? yay! mok teppanyaki! hehehe. (addict) ohh lpa nk gtau. syarol de cataract kt mata dia. mmm pe tah benda tuh. lapisan mata? sian ko eyh? pesal td jmpa kt phy lab ko sehat walafiat je? (jahat kn aku?)..dgr cita nk bwt operation xtau bila. get well soon pok! ney gaya nk nangga ikan tok. tedah ko. heheh :) ahad lak nk g mana? g mana? hehehe. dah2. (saja nak bwt gimmick) tah jd ke x plan aku nih. :P jgn la xjd wehhhh! tah pasni de x masa aku nk kua suka ria cmnie. bapa mgu je lg tinggal final sem nih. t cuti lama wehhhh. rindu kang kt aku? hahaha saja gurau. pe gelak2? nak kene pelempang?

bengong btol. de lagu sudirman-ayah dan ibu dlm playlist aku. siyes, nak nangis...

makkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! :( mok balit...

oi kacau mood btol la. ish.

dah2.

benci la nyamuk nih!! awl nye ko serang aku mlm ni???? aku rasa bdosa tiap mlm tau bunoh2 kau n kerabat2 kau!! ish dh2 jgn kaco aku dok diam2.

aku dgr bunyi bunga api!!! :) :) :)

aku nk wish selamat tahun baru kt semua!!! azam baru jgn lupa. azam lama kalau xtcapai g, renew la balik yer? xyah bayar2. bayar ngn diri sendri je :) smoga korang dpt ape yg korang hajatkan. kalu tanya aku, siyes aku xtau aku ada azam ke x :) nak hidup maju ke depan. tuh je :) klu pasal idop nih, aku xbrani nk azam2. kita xleyh nak jangka idop kita nih jd apa nanti kan? depend la ngn diri sendri ye? nk jd juju yg lebeh better dr skrg. perubahan ke arah kebaikan itu bknla satu pilihan, tp satu kemestian. nih statement masa maal hijrah 2 mgu lepas. hehehe. tahun baru ni, aku nk idop baru kalu boley. aku maafkan smua yg aku pnh ckp aku xkn maafkan. tlg maafkan aku jugak eyh? 0-0 yer :) no hatred ok? meh la kita idop aman damai. er xtau nk ckp pe dh. hahaha. kpd sesapa yg ada hajat nk kawen tuh, smoga hajat korng ksmpaian la. xsangka xlama lg umo aku ada angka 2 kat dpn. hahahahaha lawak nye. siyes da boley kawen, tp calon byk sgt xtau nak yg mana (perasan hot stuff la nie) saja gurau. aku xmo cari cinta, biar cinta cr aku. hahaha cpt la cari aku! (mengada) hahaha gurau ok? sesapa terasa maaf ye. cita psl kawen, doa2 abg aku dpt hidayah nak kawen. oi cpt kawen. aku nk ank sedara. benci la jd paling muda dlm rumah. mcm budak2(pdhal aku suka je sbnrnya).haha. cpt kit ko kawen eyh. tua klk oi. hehehe. klu mak aku bc nih, istighfar die kot. anak dara dia pndai ckp sal kawen dh skang ni. aku da besar la! hahahaha. maaf, terexcited pulak. hehehe. kenja. bengong. aku nk kawen! tp tgu grade n dh dpt keja, dpt sara mak aku, dpt bli mcm2 utk mak aku, mcm dia bwt skang dkt aku, dpt support family aku mcm dorg tgh buat skang ni, aku nk dorg rasa duit aku pulak, de x gaya anak mithali? hahaha ngade kan aku? lalalala sukati aku la. :) tgu grade...lagi 5taun! hahaha lama nye? abis skola menengah! hehe. insyaAllah. doa la utk aku. sape xnak idop sng? kan? :) tp, klu dh jodoh, aku xkn deny. jodoh ketentuan Yang Esa. kan? :)

nih la kot azam aku. hahahaha yay...

mmm k la. rasa xnak stop lak. coz rasa cm..last post je? yela last post utk taun ni. hehehe :)

toodles 2009! wpun ko xde la byk beri sweet memories kat aku, tp aku ttp xkn lupakan kau :)

hello 2010! tlg bg apa yg aku nk kt atas tuh k? jgn kecewakan aku! sepak kang? hehe.

sapa2 yg baca post aku nieee!

aku sayang semua! (tiba2)

aku rindu semua! (rindu aku x)

smoga korang bahagia weh. bahagia slama2 nya!!!! (pesal aku xcited ni)

:)

aku rindu tgk bunga api la....mmm.....

xpe. t tgk dlm tv eh? hehehehe. eh dlukan (samung balik cite), masa kt uma, tgk aa tivi mlm nu year kan. tgk bunga api. masa tuh celebration kt mana2 ada. klcc, pdg merdeka, pe g? suma tpt la! masa tuh, aku slalu ckp aku nak samut mcm tuh satu ari nanti! hahahaha. tp xpnh sempat lak. xpe lain kali la :)

k nih aku stop btol2. jgn la marah. xmo kwn kang? nk kene sepak ke? hehehe :)

selamat tinggal 2009! (lagiiiii)

till then~~

lots of love,
juju..
2002pm...
atas katel kc229..
cfsiium 09/10
:)

dilema cinta vs menatap matamu

Dilema cinta by Ungu

Seberapa salahkah diriku
Hingga kau sakiti aku begitu menusukku
Inikah caramu membalas
Aku yang selalu ada saat kau terluka

Seberapa hinanya diriku
Hingga kau ludahi semua yang ku beri untukmu
Tak ada satu pun perasaan yang mampu membuatku begitu terluka

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Telah ku coba segala cara
‘Tuk bahagiakan kamu
Merebut hatimu
Namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan
Bila kau tak inginkan ku ’tuk di sisimu

Tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
Menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa
Meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu

VS

Aril - Menatap Matamu

Sungguh indahnya hari berlalu
Menunggu kasih tambatan hati
Ingin rasanya selalu berbagi
Bersamanya kala suatu nanti

Andaikan kau jadi milikku
Selaluku nyanyikan lagu rindu
Andaikan kau dan aku bersatu
Dunia ini berseri selalu

Ku ingin dirimu dekat dihatiku
Berdua kita kan raih bahagia
Ku ingin dirimu turut merasa
Rasa rindu untuk menatap matamu
Menatap matamu

Bagaikan bintang nun jauh di sana
Terangi malam yang semakin gelap
Jika kau sudi menemaniku
Takkanku lepas walau sedetik pun

Andainya kau jadi milikku
Selaluku nyanyikan lagu rindu
Andaikan kau dan aku bersatu
Dunia ini berseri selalu

Ku ingin dirimu dekat dihatiku
Berdua kita kan raih bahagia
Ku ingin dirimu turut merasa
Rasa rindu 'tuk menatap matamu

Ku ingin dirimu dekat dihatiku
Berdua kita kan raih bahagia
Ku ingin dirimu turut merasa
Rasa rindu 'tuk menatap matamu

Andaikan kau jadi milikku
Selaluku nyanyikan lagu rindu
Andaikan kau dan aku bersatu
Dunia ini berseri selalu

Ku ingin dirimu dekat dihatiku
Berdua kita kan raih bahagia
Ku ingin dirimu turut merasa
Rasa rindu 'tuk menatap matamu

hahahaha..
2 lagu yg sntiasa terngiang2 lm kepala otak skang nih.
2 lagu yg mmg lain ant satu sama lain.
kontra gile la.

lagu ungu tuh lagu feveret rumet aku, ezi.
hampir tiap masa dlm bilik lagu tuh je die nyanyi.
lagu frust tuhhhh. hahaha.
aha..dpt idea..aku dedicate lagu nih utk that sh** sill* playboy.
except for the verse "namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimuuuuuu" so so so. wek.
jgn jilat ludah kau sendri. remember that :D

lagu aril lak. dedicate utk semuaaaa yg syg aku n aku syg. ok? dah2 jgn gado. aku syg semua! :)
hehe. lebih n kurang tuh bnda yg subjective kan.

dah lega skit. tuh pun maybe sbb aku dh free nih.
mmg relieved bila abis hari ini.
skrg masih dlm proses mengrefresh diri sndri.
maaf kpd sesiapa yg terasa dgn perangai aku bebaru ni.
maybe agak annoying kan?

maaf. diri ini hanya berusaha mnjd diri sendri yg smmgnya xpernah perfect smpai bila2.
trying hard nak menyenangkan semua yg ada disekeliling.
berusaha sgt2 supaya org sng dgn sikap ini.
smoga x giv up dgn aku yg tah xtau nak jd ape pasni (xtau pe kena mengena)
berkerja kuat spya dpt jaga hati dan perasaan, marah dan suka.
berusaha agar disenangi dan menyenangi (repetition la ju)
mm pe gi? sntiasa bdoa agar iman dikuatkan.
sntiasa bharap dpt kbahagian yg dicarik slma ni..
mm..maaf la kpd semua yg pernah terasa dgn sikap aku ni.
dr skola rendah, menengah, kat cfs nie.
terasa byk buat dosa kt org, tp xtau la sapa.

igt lagi x masa form5? igt x? kes tu? kes bengong tu? sampai skrg aku xtau sapa. teringin nak tau, tp..aku xrasa tuh jln tbaik. benda tuh tgantung smpai skrg. tp xpe. smoga org tuh sedar apa yg dia ckp, n realise yg aku xslh. sbb aku, siyesly, xtau ape slh aku and aku hrp sgt nk tau slh aku tu spya aku leh evaluate diri aku balik. xpe, skrg pon aku berusaha nk evaluate diri sendri tanpa perlu ptlgn sesapa. :)

tgl shari lagi tahun nie. td tgk bulan. bulan penuh, tp kene tutup awan. bulan malu nak tgk bumi, sbb die tau, xlama lagi die jd kecik balik, sbb bulan baru kan. (btol kan aku ckp ni?) mcm org gak. klu dh lama2, dia bosan. dia akn berusaha jaohkan diri dia dr org tu. bila dh bosan, mcm2 leh jd. heh. agar ade gk yg terasa. jgn jd mcm tuh. bosan, buang sukati2. klu dgn barang xpe. jgn buat dkt orang eh? :)

aku lega bila dpt menaip. klu x, aku rasa hidop xcomplete utk hari tu. aku xkesa ade org bc ke x. ala dr dulu lagi aku mane pedulik sapa yg nk baca aku tulis ape. aku pdulik ape org nk ckp. haha.

weekend nih xde plan lagi. maybe kuar jumaat ja. still, not being decided yet. biasa la kitorg slalu last minute programme. undangan2 samut new year ditolak dgn baik. maaf ye. biar la samut tahun baru kt cfs ni dua taun bturut2 pon. nanti dh grade, mana nk rasa smut kt hostel lg? :) pertanyaan balik ke x smmgnya xspttnya ditujukan dkt aku. haha. maaf la kalu diri ini mjwb dgn kurang ajo nye yer. saya mana nk balek cuti skjp2 nie. xmain la. cuti lamaaaa skit baru saya balek dgn financial support yg stabil dr belah sana. haha. oh jgn risau saya xjeles pon. balik la yer. nih la masa utk dgn family. aku dah puas stay dgn family masa sekola :) mm. terasa skit. xpe xkesa :) yg penting smua kwn2 aku samut new year kt hostel. heh.

terasa mau membazir duit. tp xtau nak salur kat mana. dtp idea salur dkt sogo dr rumet. heh tgk la. baju kt umah melambak. mmm..

k ah. rasa cm byk dh melalut nih. dr lirik smpai ke cuti. hehe.

aku terasa rindu dgn rumah tiba2. tp, aku xtau la ape yg bwt aku kuat utk tidak merasa homesick mcm dulu2 :) alhamdulillah..

dah dah!

till then~

p/s: aku nk jd bintang bley? haha. bengong.

...

speechless.
sakit jiwa skit.
a bit traumatic.
no..it's not i'm afraid of ghost thingy..it just..mm..
got bad feeling lately..
dunno what.
tido penuh dgn mimpi2 ngeri :(
the suffers of the week just ended today.
but, still got next week, week after, lalala..and non-stop works to do..
feeling of giving up already..
got no one to calm me. have to calm myself, all done by me.
wish i'm at home rite now
nothing to worry aite?
i wish..i wish..i can be tougher..all the tabah tabah things u said to me, i feel like it useless now.
i'm not that strong to bear all these.
with all those problems. put all of it on me? i just can't bear it, this long.

please, take it away from me.

and..please dun put hope on me that..high? if u think, u're giving up already, just let it go. just forget me, lead ur life as before u know me, stop all this right away. i'm afraid of giving hope and hoping. it's not easy to be loved and to love someone that strong, just like before. stayed loyal and being betrayed just like that, it was pathetic and...silly? but, please, dun giv up on me?

done.

phew..

mamak..wanna go home, please? :(

menatap matamu?

nih ha uia nye wi-fi meragam2 xtentu psl. tensi tensi!
tpakse la aku menatap mata(de ha mata kt dpn aku, webcam) je smlm.
dok jenguk2 iium-community connected ke x.
nak tau pesal x leh connect? mmg evil btol la wi-fi tu!
meh2 dga cite aku..

aku g la amik pin no kt anr smlm kn..smgt nih...sbb dgr cite kene tuka password die tah ape tah bru leh gne wi-fi uia. padan la xleyh connect b4 nihhhh. ish menyampah. leceh. dsbbkan broadband pinjam aku tuh still ade, tgh ari tuh, aku register la pin no tuh kat website yg diberi. dah abes2 tuh, kire setel la kn. mmm. dah tu, kwn aku mtk balek lak broadband die. ish payah nak lepas. cm..nk bg nyawa kt org lain? haha. tp aku sdr la diri aku kan. brg org, bg la balek. dah bg balek tuh, dpt lagi connect wi-fi, tp dc dc dc! hampeh. dah tu mtk additional info yada yada yada aku xtau mende tu. die mtk username n pass. aku mati2 igt no matrik n pass baru tuh. ish mane aku tau. td aku try ltk matric no n pass lama, baru dpt! ngong btol. dh bg yg baru, nak gk gune yg lame. xphm aku. xpe xpe. dpt gk on9 ahernye. rase cm..staon lak xon9...pdhal bru shari..hahaha..nasib baik dpt...alhamdulillah~ hik :)

dsbbkan kegianan aku nk on9 berombak2 meloncat2, aku dgn xtersengaja msg abg tercinta. juju mok broadband!!!! ngehahaha. btuah nye adik kan? pg td die reply, nak broadband die ke? ohhhhh of course!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bley x bley x? pos kan pos kan!!! hehehe. mesti abg aku menyampah dgn aku kan. xpe yg penting dlm bbrpa hari lagi aku akn dpt broadband tuh, dpt la aku dgr announcement nama aku pasni!! hahaha. attention to sis zuria abdul wahab, room 229, please come to the mahallah office to collect you parcel, tq! wahahahahaha! xsabo nye... :) tp, bil bayor sendri. aiyer. xpe xpe. dpd bli yg baru kan? :) kat uma de wi-fi, abg aku tgh menganggur, opsss bkn bkn, berehat sekejap. hehe. so die xgune la broadband tuh. mmm. aritu b4 balik dah offer dh kt aku, ish aku je ngade buat2 baik xmo plak, ckp t lalai lak. hampeh~ haha..i like~~ bru igt nk bli 1, p1 wimax tuh, dgr2 cite bintulu nak upgrade wi-fi die so leh la gune kt umah nanti. yay!

ohhh. menatap matamu tuh nama lagu. aril :) nice. dpt tau dr sape tah. haha. then, terasa nak dgr. so, dgrla. amik dr rumet tsyg, bru je melalak skjp td, mlyn perasaan yg tah pape, biasa org tension nih mcm2 leyh jd. dgn sorg rumet yg sdg mmg tension xtau knape, tmbh lagi ketensionan bilik nih lps kes smlm tuh (xmo cite. seram), mmm. ssh nk lkt kt bilek. ptg td pon aku kuatkan hati stay kt bilik. malas nk g memana. so, bwt2 tdo. nasib ade penyeri diptg hari. anak2 lecturer main bola kt bwh tuh. xla seram sgt. huhu~ skang nk naik lift pon cm..seram..meremang..doa la xjd pape..dgr cite sume dh slmt. alhamdulillah~

arini g pasar lagi. rumet ajak g mid. tp kelas lewat habis plus mmg tadak mood nk kuar jaoh2. takot tgk result midsem gak. alhamdulillah xfail pon. dsbbkan tuh paper b4 balik, kemungkinan nk tersungkur tuh mmg byk. tgk paper tuh, mcm tgk tiket nak balek. gile. rindu rumah :( mmm. arini terasa nk mkn byk n 1st time mkn ice-cream goreng. haha. sdp~~ :)

mlm nih bykkkkkk keja. pre n post lab, report, tutor math. esok ade tutor test. tutor dh siap tp xphm sgt. setelkan report dlu b4 study math, nasib baik xde kuiz mgu ni. lega skit. klu bley, nak habiskan 2009 nih, hepy2 skit. still, i never forget, saat2 nak melangkah taun baru taun lepas, sorg2 kt bilik kt ac dlu, siyes, nangis tgk cite 1 litre of tears (aku pon 1 kan yg p tgk cite sedih2 knape?)ahahaha. bengong kan? juju emo klu igt sume tuh balek. hahaha. skang emo lg x? :P

g genting kensel, again :( mak rumet xkasi g coz takot buang masa since skang cuti skola. komfem ramai gile. t bazir masa utk baris je. ok xpe xkesa pon. next time okie. xtau plan weekend. klu xkua, nak study kut plus muvi byk g xtgk. tp klu kua ok gak. bosan~ pami xsure jd dtg ke x. dgr2 nak ajak g akuaria tgk ikan. haha. tp tahla. everyone seems busy right now. so xmo kacau. aku xbz sgt skang. bz skit2 je la. still ade masa nk chill, main2. kire xbz la kan. huhuhu.

mm..lately de masalah skit dgn kwn2 rpt kt cni. aku tersepit. aku xmo belah mana2 ok? klu korang rase tuh slh die, go ahead. tp please remember this: dun judge a book by its cover. jgn judge org bdsrkan ape yg ko baru tau, i mean, ko xtau cite sbnr. yg sbnr2 nye. it's family matters here. aku xbrani nk masok cmpo. nak kata aku rapat, x. tp aku tau. family knows everything, knows very well. klu rasa tuh mmg btol slh die, try la pk2 balik, antara dua belah pihak. aku xslh kn sapa2 k? coz i know the real story. maaf sgt2. xdpt nk tlg sgt. aku pon tgh sakit sendiri ni. biarla aku sendiri tau. kdg2 mslh ni, xsume leh kgsi ngn org. kan? bak kaa rumet aku la..klu rasa nak nangis tuh, nangis la spuas2 nya. xde sapa nk halang :)

k la aku dh lmbt! nk bwt repot. bye!!!

no way out

arini jln lagi. hari2 jalan. biasa weekend. bwt pe stay uia? org dh bg kebebasan kuar outing, grab it. hahaha. bengong. aja bnda xbaik lak. xpe. jd la dri sendri. xde sapa nk pakse utk kuar. klu rase perlu, kuar la. klu rase kerja byk menimbun mcm gunong serapi, sila2 la bwt kerja. pk2 balik, cm la aku xde keje? hahaha. melambakkkkk keje aku. tp aku pk 1 je. nak hati puas x? nak gembira? ye ye terapi utk gembira, silalah keluar dpd tpt anda terkurung tuh. hahaha. tp yep everything depends on u. klu rase xleyh nak manage mase baik2, xyah la menyusah diri sendri. klu org cm aku, ceyh bajet time management superb la nih, hahaha. xpe la kut? haha kot la. mm sume depends ngn diri sendri. jd la dri anda sendri ye? :)

sbb nk kuar? nak crk headphone. headphone jatoh lam laut china selatan aritu. dh kene mkn jaws kut. flight delay kan (pe kene mengena?) hehe. tinggal kt umah lak. nih gara2 abg2 tercinta la nih. biasa, laptop feveret kannnnnn :P headphone aku yg dh koyak rabak gerabak tuh pon die nk pakai. ish. sbnrnye, aku da mtk bli baru masa pc fair tuh. ish. slack btol. pesal xjd bli eh? pesal eh? lpe lak pesal. ohooo igt igt. aku ngah xcited nak kuar hang out ngn dorg2 tuh smpai xde mood sgt g pc fair (dgn harapan dorg bace n perasan la ni) hehe. sbb sbnr, aku xbwk duit. ish. bkn xbwk, xde duit! sepuloh pon tarak maaa. ptg tuh baru nak kuar kan dr bank2 tersyg la tuh (amboi byk bank). pas ptg tuh baru aku kaya balik. tp miskin dlm masa beberapa minit je. heh. sng cite, dok umah, no money. aku rase cm dh melencong sgt dh post nih. dah2 balik agi psl headphone. oho. kt umah xya gne headphone ponnnn. nak tau nape? sbb ade woofer abg aku! boom boom boom je bilik aku ari2. (padahal xon pon aritu saje bwt gimick). kat uma mane ade org sgt. leh la on lagu kuat2 smpai pecah dinding rumah, terbang atap zink. hehe. pastu aku xtau lak aku ltk mane headphone tuh. jatoh bwh katel kut. bior ler. dah ade yg baru. hehehe dok umah je la headphone lame tuh. hanya tgl sejarah. dahla dh koyak. kali nih beli yg getah nye. klu koyak gak, aku mmg xtau la nk bwt cmne. huhu :) bli kaler puteh. npk suci murni. hehe :P xsakit tinge. klu gne yg satu tuh, bley thn sedap gak la pakai. hahaha :) ade org tu mtk tlg blikan jgk. nasibbbbbb juju nih baik kan? ish. xsangke. haha. so borong 1 utk dier. amik the black one. jgn perasan ok? mmg ade 2kaler je so bli la yg itam utk dier. xkn nak same lak :) klu same pon, xde mslh kut. hahaha. kenja. bkn aku, dier. hahaha :) opsss. hahaha.

skang nih, aku buat sistem barter ngn kwn aku, pka. die kasi pnjm broadband pakwe ksygn die tuh kt aku, aku lak kasi die pjm hardisk n nanti die nk gne laptop, die pjm aku nye. agak berisiko tp for the sake of online, i dun care! hahaha. dh wifi uia lembab skang nih. eyh bkn lembab! mmg xleyh connect langsung. merana idop xon9 weh. cm naik basikal xde tayar. (sukati je aku bwt perumpamaan) hehe. nasib baikkkkk la hardisk aku tuh byk cite menarik tertarik da bom la. aku xtgk pon lagi dorg dah tgk. haha xpe xpe xkesa silekan. jgn kasi virus kt aku sudaaaa. klu ade, siap korang. hehe :P

mmm lpe nk cite sal jln2 td eyh. mule2 plan g chow kit, kensel. pastu g low yat je la. hampeh btol monorel harini. delay mcm pe. kat stesen mane tah td die stop nak stgh jam kot (eyh ye ke?). panassss panasssss! dgn aku rase aku mamai lagi, xmkn lagi, kaki sakit. mmg dugaan btol. sampai2 je stesen imbi kitorg direct g low yat. crk benda2 tuh then g ts, menjamu selera. mm pastu pe eh? ohhh xtau nk bwt pe, jalan2 cuci mata tgk2 baju. last2 dh borink sgt, kitorg gerak g bb. hehe bley thn gk kn? dgn pakai dresscode nye. nasib aku xpakai matric kad je la. hahaha. klu x, ish. mmg pelajar uia berwibawa la. hahahah. g parkson, dpt 1baju. cey bunyi cm dpt free je kan? hehehe. mmm pastu. jln2 lagi cuci mate tgk pokok krismas. huhuhu. last2 bosan sgt, balek la. kul 5 dh gerak nak balek. alhamdulillah xyah tgu bas lama2. smpai je klsentral metro12 smpai. yada yada yada. smpai gk uia :) letih gile tp puas hati sbb dpt headphone baru! hehehe :)

next. nak handphone lak leyh x? :P bykkkkkkkk la ko nye hp baru. komfem ma xmo. xkan ku lupe kata2 teraher nye b4 aku masok boarding aritu, "xyah la hp baruuuu!!" adoiyai. nih abg aku nye pasal la nih sebok psl hp baru die. konon nak satio, last2 bli c3 brapa tah. hahaha :P nak jugak. mmm. hp dh rosak la maaaaa. bosan la msg, call je. nak gak surfing ke..over lak juju ni..at leastttttt, utk capture gamba ke? haaa. dhla camera aku xtau kat mana skang (aku tau je sbnrnye kt abg aku), nak bwk kt cni rase xsedap lak. die nak gune gak. mmmm. nak satu camera la. leyh? :P result mcm ape, mtk over2 lak eyh? blah la...tgu bday la...(lame nye)

mmm. aktif gak aku merepek merapu mlm ni. sbnrnye, aku ade la 1soalan math xbwt agi ni. dsbbkan sume manusia yg aku knl yg tau soalan nih mcm xleyh jwb je, so aku mls la nk jwb. hahahaha. kite kene la bijak. bwt bancian dulu. yg majoriti tuh kite ikut. hehehe. :) tutor xsentuh lagi. adus!

dahla. letih tgn menaip. rajin bwt post rini kn? biasa. juju kalu hepy, dier hyper skit. nih menurut kata2 zuria (kononnye zuria tuh soul aku la) hehehe :)

nk merapu kt fb jap, then start study skit, iron baju, then zzzz~ :)

new week peeps!!! last week for this year! xsaba nye 2010~~~

till then peeps!

A.I.N.U.N & K.L.C.C :)

kami yg g tumbina :)

bFF! :)

nih la ainun! hehehe.

hey peeps :) hepy sunday! a day off for everyone. excluding me. hehe. yey done with exam yesterday! feels like done with finals. the paper was not that hard but not easy. esei bley kut sng. mcq n bg istilah arab agak memeningkan. but still, past is past! :)

tiba2 rasa nak post psl ainun. hehehe. agak terlambat la tp still, i wanna post bout it. since baru dpt gamba smlm. effa dh post gamba kt fb. nice. tp rasa cm byk lg je. ko nang la fa molah org ttgu2! :)

oho nak tau cpe ainun? hehehe. ainun adalah seekor binatang berbulu yg dijumpai di tmn tumbina btu oleh sekumpulan budak2 pempuan yg kuat merayap2 di ptg2 hari kt sana pada 19dec aritu. smgu dh ni. binatang tuh bkn stakat bebulu, tp leher panjang gk. die mkn pe eh? aku tgk die mkn rumput. ish seram. hehe. knape jd ainun? nih effa punye psl la ni. die tlmpau xcited tgk binatang tu dr jaoh, wpon mmg lg jaoh nak sampai tpt tuh, yela sbb binatang tuh besar kan die da npk awl, so die panggil la " aieee nun nya" dsbbkan pndgran kitorg yg agak jelas nih kitorg dga cam ainun. hahaha. so dr ctu la dpt name ainun. nama album pon ainun tau jgn memain. hahaha. nun tuh means sana. :)

sng cite, hev fun sgt2 dkt sana. wpun xbyk pon haiwan de kt sana. de rimau tuh pon dok tawaf ulang alik tpt yg sama je. ade beruang gak tp kene kurung. sian kan? de burung. burung xyah cite la mmg melambak. kitorg siap rekod lagi sore burung tuh. hahahaha.

pas dr tumbina, we headed to pantai tg batu. as usual we had abc. mmg ramai gile org. biase weekend kn. siap pki bju kurung pon ade. sah sah baru balik kenduri kawen! hahaha. mmg stiap weekend skrg nih org kawen je memanjang. mak aku mmg xlkt kt uma dh skrg. lps satu, satu. mkn free je la. suke la tu? haha.smpai kn klu mak aku kol weekdays pon aku bley tanye, xde org nikah harini? hehehee.

lpe lak nk bgtau b4 g tumbina tuh kitorg mam pizza hut. hahahaha :P

dah. lari tajuk. pe g eh sal ainun? pas dr pantai tuh kitorg balek g pantai abf lak. lepak2 jap, men buai, jongkang jongkit. hahaha. pastu mik2 gamba. yela org last day kt sana. xsah la xamik gamba. nasib ade photographer a.k.a adik noor. :) feels like crying if tgk gamba tuh. huhuhu. rindu~

mm. anyway, thanks to all of em. rindu gila babeng gila2 sot bengong2! heheehhe nakpa ka. mm. skang sume dh continue life as usual. xcept noor yg extend cuti die n eein yg mnunngu nak fly. hev fun la dkt ruma ok? stay jk rumah boh kuar2! lak rindu ngn umah. hehehehe. bintulu dh sunyik. xda kmkorg. hahaha. mmm. rindu nya umah. there's no other place that can replace home. tp, da kt umah, nak balek uia pulak. bengong kan? hahaha. this place is where i paint my future for next 5 years. by hook or by crook, insyaAllah aku nak grade dr uia. lupekan la u lain. aku bkl menyusahkan dri sendri je kalu tuka u. tuka kos? aritu tibe2 tpk nk tuka education. hahaha. maybe, klu jd, nk amik counselling. tp, layak ke? org cm aku yg xpnh xde mslh hidop nih lyk ke? hahaha. mmm. maybe x kut. continue engin, struggle hard, nak jd ape nanti terpulang la dgn takdir. klu nasib baik btol2 jd engineer, alhamdulillah la. tcapai gk cita2 wpun xmgunung sgt kan? klu x, byk lagi bidang lain yg maybe aku xtau lagi bidang ape. engin ok je sbnrnye just kdg2 aku sendri xyakin dgn dri sendri bley ke x nk bwk. tp, klu niat btol, hati ikhlas, xde ape yg mustahil. kan kan :) jiwa aku dh kt sini kut. bley gak la aku berubah kan jd baik sikit. haha. islamic perspective always being around me. xde masalah dunia akhirat. insyaAllah.

aku merepek dh jaoh...meh aku cite sl klcc plak. hahaha. smlm aku kuar dgn tasha n classmate aku. tasha jmpe kwn2 skola die n aku n my classmate jln2 pusing2 klcc. mmg xde keje la. nk tgk wyg takot lewat sgt. petrosains da tutop. so, jln2 melenguhkan kaki la. heh. jgn slh phm lak eh. die bkn pakwe aku. kwn je. die sendri ckp cmtu. haha. jln2 stakat nk jln2 la...xtau la knape nk kua ngn die. die besh kut? haha. byk cite. mm. n phm aku :) jenis org yg mndgr dgn baik, dn respon dgn baik. ssh nk jmpe org cmtu. ade org tuh jenis bercerite tp dieeee je nk cite. n klu org lain cite, respon tah pape. haha. nih gara2 dh abis exam kut. asa relieved sgt2 so kuar la.

cite b4 nk kuar tuh. since dorg still ade exam ptg, so aku tgu la kjp. kemas2 bilik yg beterabo, loker yg beselerak (same la bterabo n bselerak kan? hehe), basoh baju yada yada..pe g? ohh charging energy gk. hehe. kul 4 cmtu dorg dh abis exam, siap siap. mlgnye, hujan lebat pulak. hahaha. tp klu ikut sejarah aku n tasha spjg kt sni, hujan ribut petir pun kitorg redah! hahaaha. nasib baik ade taxi dtg, tuh pon sbb ade budak baru balek, so kitorg naik. tp yg kwn aku nih lak stranded kt guard post tanpa aku tau. sape soh off hp kn. haha. dh nk smpai asia jaya tuh tasha bg idea t soh pakcik taxi tuh g balek uia amik die. pergh. lega gk la tibe dpt idea tuh. malangnye lagi, pakcik tuh slh interpret lak aku ckp pe. die bwk kitorg skali balek uia n amik kwn aku. hahaha. lwk aa. pe slhnye drop dulu kn? tp aku pk2 gk bgs gak die bwk skali. takot tibe2 dlm pjlnn die dpt passenger baru die xsmpai2 pon uia pastu. huhuhu.

aku n tasha transform gk smlm. since die nk jmpe kwn2 laki die kn. so xpe la ikut je. aku pon xslesa nk jln2 kt klcc gne dresscode. heh. ohh n smlm aku mkn teppanyaki lagi. hahaha. for the 3rd time. len kali nk try soba lak la. ala cm lam cite attention please tuh. hahahaha. mm. xtau la kwn aku rase cmne dgn teppanyaki tuh. sdp kn? maybe sbb mkn panas2 kut. klu x cm mkn nasik cmpo je. hahaha. mmm. :)

gamba utk klcc xleh nk upload dsbbkan faktor2 tersendiri. agk personal. :) :)

overall, juju gembira smlm. hidop ni kn perlu sntiasa gembira? bila stiap kali sedih, igt la masa gembira tuh. komfem senyum balik. mmg terasa gk tgk klcc tuh. mmm. pnh dulu, dtg dgn family. skrg? dtg sendri. tgk org kua ngn family die, jeles. knape xmcm dulu eh? nak sgt balek masa kecik2. xyah besar2. xyah aku hadap sume nih. tp, mustahil la kan. aku da start emo. hahah.

spttnye arini kua agi. nk g chow kit n low yat. tp tasha xbgn lagi. jap agi la kot :)

ohhh mgu nih byk keje...tp xsentuh ape pon lagi. tutor math nk bwt mlm ni la. mmm. mgu ni de chem lab. xleh main2 da mgu nih. padah kt dri sendri klu main2. haha. pe g? maybe de kuiz math. mm. aku tau btape teroknye quiz2 aku b4 nih. sume sbb careless. mmm. xpe. chaiyok2! de 3 quiz lagi kan :)

(aku rase post ni cm xbesh je sbb..cm formal?)

meh tuka tone!
hehehe.......
aku epy nih..siyes epy...ko de mslh x klu aku epy? xkn? ko sape je nk lrg aku epy2 nih? aku xkaco idup kau. nape ko epy? sbb..sbb :)

tp..aku geram gk ni!!!!!!!! geram gile2. why?

ohh. sh** playboy, stop contact me please? ko mmg xreti bahasa melayu ke? nk aku ckp bhsa ape g? iban? bidayuh? omputeh kang ternganga ko. aku nih klu dh mrh ha...xleh nk ckp la cmne..rumet aku je tau..aku yg xpnh nk mcarut2 nih dh pandai dh skg nih. nih sbb kau la babun. ha amik kau. ish geram. yg xleh blah nye tuh, bley plak xngaku? bengong aa kau. aku npk sndri la! bkn aku je, ramai npk! ish. klu aku jahat kan kan, aku kan..haaa dh lame aku flirt ngn laki lain tau!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tp aku xxxxxxxxxxxxx! haaaaaaaaaaa geramnyeeeeeee. i stay loyal for 3 years la mangkok! ko? pergh. staon je bwt peeeeeeee! nk bwt laki cmne tuh?????? tlg la jgn kaco aku lg. nyemak idop je. dh bebulan2 dh aku tahan nih. dh lame tuh pon, aku xflirt mane2 laki ponnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!! ish. rugi betol. aku nih bkn desperate pon!!!! org yg crk aku. aku je bwt xtau. pe, igt laki kt dunia nih sume cm ko? ade je yg baik la. ko igt pe, ko nk samung, ko nk samung bwt keje tuh? pesal xleh time knyataan ha? nk ckp xpndai, aku rase ko tuh ade gak otak yg bijak. ish tahla. xpe xpe. klu ko stillllll xphm bhsa, aku akn gune cara kekerasan! (erk pesal aku ni). ko jgn igt aku xbrani. aku byk link tau. sumeeee org nk tlg aku. kau? sape nk tlg? sape nk tlg org yg mmg dh tbukti slh mcm kau? insaf la wei. aku mmg bsyukur sgt2 la aku dpt tau sume nih. aku xley byg la idop aku cmne kalu aku xtau. mcm pokok yg xtau pape kut (pokok?)...

haaaa aku dh mrh dh. juju dh geram. nk bwt pe ni??
(tarik napas tarik napas)
ish aku ble mrh cmni je. nk lps btol2 xreti plak..
bengong aaaaaaaaaaaaa.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......
go to hell la with ur words!!! aku benci la words kau. dr lelaki mcm kau.
i'll never regret for knowing u, but i'll never forget wut u put on me.

huh.
dahla.
kepak.
marah.
ish.
geram.
bengong btol.

dah2.

bye~~~

wut a day?

bangun2 rasa lain mcm.
ish pesal nih pesal nih?
cpt2 g toilet. ish jaohhhhh plakk!!
bwk toileteries skali..bajet nk mandi teros la..lab kul9..
awl nye mndi..baik kan?
yada yada yada..
ish..bengong btol la perot aku nihhhh~
pesal syek nk muntak je? ishhh..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......
dugaan nye..
masok..4hari xjamah nasik..oh seriously i can't see foods!
aku akn rase cam..cam..cam tuh la!! wekkk!
mknn teraher aku...burger kut? ish tuh la bwt aku muntah pg td kut..
bistu nak mkn pe? mkn angin? ish..
yg amazing nye...aku xde la rasa sakit ke..pe ke..just nk muntah..ish..bengong btul~
oh alpha lipid..nape ko uji aku cmnie skali? wawawa!

tuh cita awl pagi. cita awl pagi jugak la ni tp upppp skit pagi die..
lab phy was terrible!
menci la. aku xtau ape yg aku bwt. setup dh btol..
pe lagi pe lagi?
pesal ko xturun xnaik nih???
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
1st time bwt expt 2jam30mnt! ish..
dahla sume slh. kitorg print graph tah pape..
bior ler..

cita tgh ari pulak..
g anr..nak amik pin no baru..
utk pe ntah aku xtau..
name pe dik?
zuria...
ape xdgr kuat skit??
ZURIA!
amik kau..
ok ok...sign sign...
ade nih ha nama aku...
erk..pesal xde eh adik nye?
mende nye xde tuh?
aiyo org lain amik ke? pesal xde? die g mane?
xpe xpe tulis nama kt cni..t isnin dtg lg eyh?
ish die bajet aku suke sgt ke nk g anr?
tpt pergaduhan aku tuh tiap ujg sem!
ish....

menci la..xsuke la cmni...nak epy2...dhla mgu nih mgu terrible aku...ish..exam plak xabis lagi..dgn org ajak kua nye mgu nih..packed jadual weekend aku! next week komfem quiz math 3..tutor xbwt lagi...alalalala...tasmi utk btq xafal2 lagi...mgu dpn ade chem lab! aaaaaa. phy da abis chap4 tp aku satu ape xphm. klu stakat masok2 formula tuh budak skola pon bley bwt..ish...pe nk jd nih?

hurm...hope tonight will be better..at least...nak study la...aku nk mood study tuhhh..xtau la g mane..ish tuh la aku xske la ngapal2 nih..bebal sgt...aiyo...nasib kls math kensel..leh la aku muhasabah diri jap..herm...

dah la...

byeee~

juju tu aku..

juju tuh nama aku...
juju tuh nama samaran aku...dekat rumah..kpg...dgn family..sanak saudara...

kwn2 baik aku panggil aku juju...
aku rasa dkt dgn org tu bila dia panggil aku juju...
xbermaksud sapa2 xpanggil juju, aku xdkt...tp perasaan tuh lain...
feels like being home..that's it...

xkesa la nk panggil aku ape..juju..zuzu..zuria...sume boley..
aku lyn org sama rata...xde lebey xde kurang..insyaAllah..

juju...knape jd juju? tahla...tanya parents aku..hehe...
zuria..mane dpt name? tahla...aku pon xtau...
lenny wazuria...sape ni? kwn aku? hehe. arwah kakak aku...nama aku amik dr nama dia la kot..
muke sebijik..hehe..
cume...herm...xsempat nak jumpe die...xsempat nak merasa panggil kakak..
leukimia klu xsilap..mcm mana aku tau? hehe.
aku heran...bpk aku letak aku ank ke-4 dlm kad rekod kesihatan aku...ish pelik betol masa tuh...budak lagi...haha..last2 aku jmpe sendri gamba dia..eyh aku ke? hahaha. herm..i miss her..though we never met..she still in our heart...al-fatihah~

aku nak kakak! tp aku da ade dua abg. ok jugak la..family kecik je..rapat? rapat sejak aku menjejak kaki ke kuala lumpur. pergh ayat....
heh klu dulu..gado memanjang eyh. ish dasyat...baling remote tv la aktiviti common kitorg..
oi rindu. hehe. ade dua abg pon da sronok..

balik pd juju tadi.
juju...comel kan? cam katun. hahaha. aku suke mendoublekan nama org...hehe..
herm..oh ya...
zuria zuryn????
sape plak neh?
hehehe...
fyi, this is me. but not the real name. hahaha. kantoi2!
zuryn tuh tah dr mana aku dpt...
xsilap la...combination nama aku dgn sorg cikgu feveret aku kt skola rendah dulu..
heee..malu seh nk ckp...syg sgt kt dier...
rasa mcm mak...
smpai skrg, nama tuh lekat kt aku...smpai ade igt tuh nama btol aku..
hehehe sorry yer utk kesalahfahaman itu...

juju...oh juju...yer saye?
hahaha...

aku baru rase nama aku nih comel...wek.
hahaha...
tuh pon sbb ade org ckp nama aku cam katun...bengong..
hahaha...
juju...kuat la eyh? yer...

juju...hehe..bengong2...
cam lawak pon ade kn? nama budak2 laa. ish..
aku kn budak lagi...saya baru sembilan taon..eh..sembilan belas eh? hahaha.
merapu merepek kerepek btol la kau...
juju oh juju...
nak tanye nih...
ko bile nak start study btq!?!?!?!

alamak...
ish...
lupe plak ade exam lagi satu!
aiyoyo....

aku study la weh..b4 tdo aku dh bace dh..
amik kau...b4 tdo? pastu masok mimpi..hahaha..ngeng..

aku nak study la neh td...
tp aku xleyh study xde lagu2...
bkk laptop..ish iium-community connected pulakkkk~
cet slhkan dia! hahaha.
nanti mlm eyh? aku janji aku hafal kau mlm nih wahai nota2 ku...
ish nak g pasa la woi...
komfem letey gaban. adoiyai!!!
hahaha. xpe2. berusaha2!!! :)

dah2...juju nak dok bertafakur skjp...nak bermuhasabah diri jap...

woi! kls kul5! cet....xjd xjd...nanti la eyh? heeeeeeee :)

dah2. kerepek btol la....

till then!!!! :)

p/s: bila mood aku baik....nih la jd nye..hehehe :)

hear me please?

saat aku tertawa..di atas semua...saat aku menangisi kesedihanku...aku ingin...engkau selalu ada...aku...ingin engkau aku kenal..slama aku masih bisa bernafas..masih sanggup berjalan...ku kan slalu memujamu..meskiku xtahu lagi...engkau ada dimana...dgrkan aku...ku merindukanmu....saat aku mencoba...merubah segalanya...saat aku meratapi kekalahanku...aku...ingin engkau selalu ada...aku...ingin engkau..aku...kenal...

juju dtg jiwang. no one in the room. i make the room cracked a bit i guess. haha. juju suka lagu ni. sgt suka. soundtrack cita sekar. my mom love the song too. and i guess the lyric..i want to dedicate it to someone..guess who? haha. anyone. i need to know someone better. i need time to heal and i need time to know that someone. no rush please. hey...aku suka kau. kau x hipokrit. siyes. aku bley ckp pe je dgn kau. xmalu pun. ko xmcm lelaki2 yg aku knl b4 ni. ckp manis je. biase la tu zue. haha. ain nasihat aku mcm2. aku tau..yep it's my fault after all. aku baru igt balik. slh aku. aku terlalu beri kebebasan. yer? sukati kau la. hidup org. aku xsuka nak kongkong. aku xsuka hidup aku dikong2 gak. adil kan? but i'm totally wrong. ko boley bwt mcm tu tp bkn dgn org yg ko rasa ko nk hidup bsama smpai mati. tp ape hak aku? i'm not ur wife yet. herm maybe aku xphm lagi. aku kecik lagi utk phm semua tu. hey i'm only 19. mkn minum pakai aku mak aku tanggung. hahaha ok aku merapu. aku xready utk semua yg serius. no please. yer yer serius but not now ok? please gimme time. maybe sooner or later hati aku tbkk balik. tp...aku nk satu je...dun give up on me please? aku da suka kau. tp..aku xready lagi utk benda yg serius. jiwa aku sakit weh. sakit sgt2. kdg2 terpk2 gk smpai bile?

"zue, ko la org plg tabah aku pnh jmpe seumo hidup aku!", this what anis n nana told me..7 years back! igt x? korg pnh ckp cmni kat aku. masa tuh? igt x? rapat gile kite weh. everything aku cite kt korang! :) but now even though kite dh lain arah, i mean, we separated for good, we have our own duty, aku still, xkan lupe sume tuh. rindu jugak. tp we are big enough now rite? :) aku xtau weh. setabah mana aku. tabah ke aku? maybe? ketabahan aku tuh...tahla...smpai skrg ke? bykkkk sgt dah aku lalu. bkn satu ni je. korang phm aku. kwn2 aku phm aku. tp aku tau aku kene independent. aku xleyh nak hrp kt org je nak calm aku. tp...aku xtau..tabah sgt ke aku? aku xpenah nangis lagi. no tears. aku xtau mane peginya air mata tuh. kalu begenang2 tuh biase la. hahaha. ye la aku xsmpai la bwk diri pegi mana2 pusat sakit jiwa. tp tuh bkn pengukur ketabahan aku. yg semestinya aku masih waras. yer aku masih dpt pk baik burok smua kejadian. smua blaku ade hikmahnya. maybe slma 7tahun nih aku byk diuji, nanti2 aku bley hidup aman? Wallahualam. sape tau kan?

nangisla kalu tuh bwt ko tenang. perlu ke? perlu ke? x bazir ke? byk dh air mata ko bazir. sbb satu tu. aku rasa cm xperlu je. tp aku xtau knape kalu igt balek, air mata bgenang. tp xjatuh? herm.

aku mintak satu je. satu je. dun give up on me please? walau aku tau ko xkn bace nie. heh. tlg la. please? aku takot sgt2 bile aku dh start syg, ko give up. aku xtau lagi aku tabah ke x utk semua tu. kalu btol ko akan give up. tlg jgn approach aku lagi. just leave me. bwt mcm awl2 dulu. bwt mcm xknl lgsg. mcm tu lagi bagus. kan? aku takut nk memberi harapan, aku takut TERbagi harapan. siyes. rasa cm bwt crime je. tlg eyh? herm. klu da jodoh, xleh ckp pe dh. Tuhan dh tentukan smua. kan?

emo je aku neh. tlg la juju. dah2 la emo tuh. aku xleyh nk fokus pon dlm kls. enuf. satu hari ko ngelamun dlm kelas tuh ckp la. esok xyah dh eh? esok fokus k? ckp nk g gombak. ckp nak dpt scholar power2. ckp xmo ssh mak dh. ckp nak crk duit byk2. ckp nk sngkan mak. ckp nk dpt dean's. ckp nk berubah. herm. jgn pndai ckp je juju. bwt ok?

huhu. till then~

p/s: abaikan ape aku ckp. klu xphm bwt2 phm la. :)

pe da jadi?

aku xtau pesal aku xleh view layout blog nieh. aku rase aritu aku ltk layout stripes kan? pesal xde? why? pergh letey kot aku copy, paste, edit bende tu last2 xde. cittt. masalah laptop aku ke? aiyooo.

ohooo latest newssss. aku da tuka status kt fb. perlu ke? aku pk2 balek. haish nyesal pulak tuka. soalan bertubi2 dtg kt aku. ish. sng cite, yerrr saye single skrg. knape? nak masok line ke? amik no dulu! hahah joking. saya bkn perempuan desperate ok. i really needs more time to think. gile ape single2 je kapel balek? aiyo. mmg aku da lama single. hati aku da lama kosong. bebulan2 lama nya. and sampai skrg aku xtau cmne nak isi balik hati ini. yerdeh ckp tuhhhh. relek babe! enjoy dulu. gua ckp sama lu haaaa..ckp tya mengapa. wee. saya lama single, ya saya RASA saya dh lama single cuma org tu xmo lpskan saya. xtau la mana special nya saya ni. nak kata aku cantek? ish xde la sgt. comel? ade la budak tu ckp aku comel mcm teletubies, xde benatang lain ke lagi comel ko nak banding dkt aku? huhuhu. tinggi? amat rendah jgklaaaa. gemok? em xde la sgt ok jek aku rase hahaha. owh maybe sbb aku putih kot? pesal xcrk org puteh jeeee sng cite. *wink* dah2 aku melalut pjg. ya ya saye single! no komen! maybe sbb aku jrg single kot? haih. kalu aku single pon, bwt pe aku nk heboh2 kat korang. xperlu rasanya. sbb aku tau last2 nanti nih haa jd nye (tetibe rasa hot plak adus) sori abaikan keperasanan aku. aku tipu status kt fb mana da org tauuuu!!! hahaha. ok ok serius. aku xtipu, aku single ok? :) knape? sbb lelaki tu tipu aku mentah2 hidop2!! kalu aku jmpe die aku komfem nak tendang die puas2! tampar ke, tumbok ke. xpon bagi kucing aku soh cakar die bior smpai bedarah2, blood nak clot pon xley dh pastu. boley x? hahaha. tp aku xsekejam tu. biar la ko nk tipu aku byk mane pon, aku ttp tau kan? ko nak sembunyi mane lagi tipu helah ko tu? g mampos la budak kecik. g jaoh2 dr hidup aku. aku bg ko chance tp ko xhargai then for what to stay with u? walahhhh! aku nak hidup bebas! jgn kongkong hidup aku. sapa2 pon xde hak nk control aku. sukati aku la nk hidup aku cmne. sukati aku la aku nak kapel dgn spa pasni, xpon kawen je teros! pergh ayat...hahaha dasyat neh. ayat budak uia ke ni? aiyo. budak, aku xnyesal knl kau, siyes. aku tau ko ble je idop tnpa aku, just pls leave me! xyah la dok msg2 kol2 aku dh. letey den nak menjwb nye! tlg la yek? hp aku tuh batery die xde la bgs sgt, cpt je kong. tuh la aku mintak ko bli aku hp satu, ko xmo!! (rekaan smata2). haih dhla. kepak oi kepak! letey letey!

clear? skrg aku totally single and still not available. maybe someday later. maybe next week? hahaha joking. jgn tanye aku dh ape jd. payah btol nk cite. herm. hanya aku je phm. tp xslh kan kalu aku nk jatuh cinta lagi? aiyoo ayatttt. :) herm. dh2.

to be continue~

realiti?

post ini post bahasa standard :)

jatuh dan bangun. ulang2. then finally u'll find life is so unacceptable sometimes, but still u can feel it, enjoy it :) u choose ur life, then lead it, cheerish it :) past is past rite? means u forget the past, think advance~ u'll never regret it :) coz it's ur choice :)

stuju? yes of coz. coz it's my words. ade sorg budak ni suddenly approach me and gimme some words of advice. agak bagus. and i really love his words. bley thn jugak la. kata2 bagai kata2 pujangga gitu. engineering student can talk like that is like a wow for me. haha. x kenal pon budak tu. but yeah, he's fine. nice to talk to. really do :)

kata2 budak tu betol2 bwt aku terpempam seketika. haha. mmg btol la. idup dlm realiti la. bwt pe nak igt yg lepas? benda dh lepas mana bley ulang balek. nak betolkan balek maybe boleh. tp tanpa ada yg lepas, xde la yg baru, yg skrg ni. kan? idup dlm realiti, smpai bila2 pon xkn nyesal. past is past. no one can go back to the past. lain la mcm doremon, hahaha. dongeng weh. perlu ke hidup dlm kedongengan? ahahaha. benda dh jd, mmg la nyesal sgt2 kn tp nk bwt cmne? xde sape bley tlg klu bkn dri sendri. byk benda aku menyesal dlm idup ni. tp bila pk dlm2, bnda tuh ko da bwt, nak bwt cmne? go ahead wit ur life now. think advance! bnda dh jd wehhh. :) ulang balek ayt yg sama. bila aku igt balek, aku nyesal sgt2 bwt parents aku risau psl idop aku nih. nak ke x masok uia? hahahaha. nyesal weh. knape aku xpnh terpk psl masa dpn? aku pk kat takuk lame je. syg sgt kat family? spe x? hahaha. skrg aku xnyesal dh. aku dh bwt keputusan and dat's it. aku tau masa dpn aku agak samar2 tp aku tau aku bwt benda yg btol :)

ade sorg classmate aku ni bwt pemikiran aku terbkk skit. heh seriusss. poligami? hahaha. lawak seh bdk ni. mmg btol la ckp die. bwt pe ko nak benci benda yg halal? yesss dat's true. perlu ke benci benda halal? xkan? dosa lagi ade. klu tuh da suratan takdir, ko nak bwt ape lagi? hahahah. aku pk2 balek, btol gk eh? bnda halal nak benci, bnda haram suke pulak? haishhh istighfar weh~ xmo la mcm tuhh. :) thanks weh. u really open my mind. gile hebat la kau bole bkk minda aku ni. hahaha. and he said, u study bcos of what? exam? aku pk2 balek (ayt sma lagi), aah eh? perlu ke study utk exam? bkn kite study utk hidup? mkn utk hidup? hahahah. btol2. struggle gila2 blaja physics, blaja cmne gune tgn tuh, then afta exam lupe? haa mmg xpatot. study utk hidup weh! hidup dlm realiti. fantasi? tlg laaaa. bnd atu xbwk ko g mana2 pon. hahaha. yeah. seriusly thanks weh. i owe u this one :)

kapel? bnda haram? stau aku xden stand yg btol psl benda ni. hahaha. terpulang la. ade otak, pk btol2. klu rasa perlu, knape x? hahaha. tpppp, ko tau la ko punye sempadan kan? between a female and a male will be one more creature. you know it. aku xckp kapel benda slh, ye kan da single kan, hahaha tp bnda tu bkn satu kemestian. aku akui, bnda tuh 'mcm' kemestian. klu xde rasa lain. btol x? stuju? hahaha. tp yela bak kata aku td, ade otak, pk sendri la. ade baik ade burok. klu korg tanye aku balek, serik? yesssss i am. nak lagi? yessss y not? tp blaja dr kesilapan la. dulu byk ke aku bwt silap? ade kot. bila aku ckp aku xserius sgt pon, padah nye? hahahaha. knape xserius? ye la aku da ckp td kan, ade otak, pk la. kdg2 benda yg org lain rasa serius, tp aku rase x. itu bkn slh aku. dh pemikiran aku mcm tu? hehehe. tuh pemikiran masa budak2 lagi la. remaja weh. skrg? hahaha. insyaAllah pemikiran ini bkl lebey terbuka dan lebey berpandangan jaoh. amin~~cth? kapel ke arah masa dpn. bkn kapel budak2. hahaha. umo cecah 20 weh. igt tuh~hidup ni xtau smpai bile weh, crk calon cpt2. kwen teros. tuh ape budak tu ckp. hahahaha.

stuju x kata2 aku? hehehe. sori la kalu agk ksr n kalu xphm. biase la aku xpndai sgt bkata2. :)

think think think! idup dlm realiti! :)

till then peeps~

my heart broken~

peeps, my heart breaks again, and i think, i didn't need anyone to collect it and put it back together. just like my status in fb. yes. we r off. officially now. i dump him monthssss ago, but still he can't let me go. fine. and last night, i dump him again for the 2nd time, stillll he can't let me go.fine. i decide our rltnship is over now. biar la dia xnak. aku nak. he ruin my life. my life terrible bcs of him. everything he did, i never expect. biar la. ko mok polah pa jak polah la. im not urs anymore. go ahed wit ur life. i still hv my life to go on with. i still hv my frens to be shouldered while i need them. u r nothing. u play with me, fine. dahla. byk g mpuan maok ngn kawu. kawu nak hensem, pande. g la cnun. crk mpuan gk bagus dr aku. mun la ko dpt nak? bia la. bia la bia la. aku xplukan org nok xplukan aku. xplu pk org xpk kta. xplu mok syg org xsyg kta. dlk ku tekejar2 kawu, bla pk2 gk. nang kdk org bodo. dpt kawu, syg kawu, last2 gtok jwk nak? huhuhu. xpa. aku xbencik kawu dh. dlk nang ku bencik kawu smpe mati. tp bila dh lmk2, ku sa ku dpt timak yg ko bkn aku pun, n tlg la terimak hakikat, aku bkn ko pun gk. mun mena la jodoh aku dgn kawu, bia la masa nok tentukan. xpyh la mok bgerek gk. i dun need u now. mun dh jdh kita, xkan ku dpt lari dr kawu. bak kata geng2 ku suma, i dun deserve all this.i dun need u. please, let me go?

bye all.

nite in klia :)

ohhh the day finally comes! i'm going back today at 705am. now still in klia accompany tasha. around 4 i'll off to lcct by taxi. yeah. i feel good now. lega!! serius i feel so relieved afta exam just now. rasa cam xcayak jak that is phy's i sat for. mmg xsangka soalan bley tahan kdkya. alhamdulillah bley jwb la. doa jak yg terbaik k aku tok. hahahaha. amin2.

skang klia bley on9 for 2hours jak. huh. da limited dh nektok. but anyhow, i dun mind. :) can't wait to board the plane! aaaa. serius i miss home terribly! :) guyssss, miss me? hahaha. wek wek. :P

em. this is 1st time i feel like i'll miss cfs soon. hahahaha. :P dunno la wut happen lately. hidup pun tunggang langgang. hahahha but hell yeah i'm enjoying my hols to da max. oppsss. i WILL enjoying my hols to the max. feel like dah holiday lmk jk. hahahhaha. *wink*

afta hols da cgek paper btq jak gk. ya pun smgu kak balit. byk masa gk. hehehe. herm.

pa gik oo? ya jkla kali. heee :) exam suma ok. alhamdulilah. wpun agak terrible sbnrnya. hahahaha. who cares. bnda da jd, jd la ooo. hehehehe :)

em k la. later i'll update.

till then peeps! :)

SICKening

ustaz ustazah salu ckp, muhasabah diri b4 tido.....huhuhu....

my brain sicks, my body aches, my backbone seems to break soon, my eyes will be as big as panda's, the lead pencil is finished during the quiz and it was very annoying u know! aaaaa. i'm gonna kill someone later i guess. fuh fuh. relek2. pergh. i hate this feeling~~~~ :( org lain x mcm aku. i think i'm good in managing myself but hell yeah, i seem failed to do so :( wuwu. i suppose to study now but i still on the lappy? aaaaa kill me kill me! i'm not gonna live my life like this, kill me and born new me please? (please don't be serious ok?)

it's all because of the hols i guess. aaaa. focus please? exam is everything u know? u'll die if u fail ur phy3 this sem. gonna resit? oh no susah gila ok? no one would remember that stuffs after months of hols. no repeating please? please let the only C on ur css the only black-sheep in ur result please? that really aaa perghh uhh C is not as good as C+ and so on. and u can know the next statement i guess. aaa shoot~ i love physics ok? (OMG). please? i love MATH too. please don't go out from my brain too soon? i need u by tomorrow! plish plish?

juju, remember this : focus in ur exam just for this one week ok? and u'll be going home afta dat, plishhhhhh remember that! (oritttee~~)

this what we calld as muhasabah rite? hermmmmm. yeah.

dah. offline. off the light and nitey nite sweet dream juju~~

till then!

p/s: esok kls kol8 la! aaaaa bang bang my head on the pillow~ wuuuuuuu!~~

stay alive~

i thought i'll die staying in this hostel for the weekend. haha. yay i'm still alive. tahan ja tgk org outing. pergh. saba2. hahaha. byk gila org outing this weekend, all because of the pc fair i guess. by hook or by crook, everyone must go. hahaha. at first mmg mok pegi pun. but then mamak told me kat btu pun ada pc fair starting 11 until 13. yay for me. nang cun2 la aku balit tem ya :D

aaa shoot. there's a raya's song in my playlist. how come? suk2 dga lagu suddenly kua lagu raya. pergh sa mok nangis jak tem ya. rinduuu ok? miss home cam pa jk. ahh shoot. why only 1 week hols? gimme more please please? huuuuu. aaa. mok raya mok raya~!! urmmm.

studying is really make my mind sick. kepak gila2. done with math, all the tutorials dh siap. yay. tinggal mok revise back everything, hafal apa nok patut. hope i can do better this time. 2 sem berturut2 my midsem result for math were terrible. terok gila. but i still survived at the end. final helps me a lot. huhuhu.

suka lagu2 from kangen band. sronok~ :)

just a lil update from me. 5 more days to go home, excluding today and on the 11th. hikhik *wink*

kikoooooooooooooooooooooooo~ miss u!!! :) :) mamak told me he's doing fine. tahan ok? balit tok juju mbak g klinik. yeah~ fly fly the money.

dah2. byee! :D

till then peeps.

ohhh pleaseee!

i'm having math's quiz this afternoon and yet i still in front of the lappie surfing. phewww~ remind me pleaseeee! remind me not to waste time! aaaa shoot~ i think i'm well-prepared but please no black-out. it's an easy test la juju. org lain padah senang jkkk! be confident in urself. bukan ko x study pun. even though u didn't burn the midnite oil but u stillll manage to complete all those exercises rite? huhuhuhu. chaiyok2!

i have an announcement to make!! he is not my bf/gerek/gewe or wuteva u call it. he is not mine. wek. he's my friend, he's my classmate, he was my schoolmate back at school. from primary 1 until form 5 ok. his house just few steps from mine. we went to same schools, same classes. pa gik? i know him well. hahahaha. ur secrects are save with me *wink*. his ex was my friend too. ohhh old story rite? huhuhu. cawak, dat's what he being called here. stupid ppl who gave that name to him. wek. sarawak being short-formed as cawak. stupid u~ anyone called him that, u're stupid ppl. yeah nasib ko baik la bg nama kt budak yg mmg xreti nk marah. nasib baik kan? wek. stop it. all my frens are now cursing u guys for calling him dat. u know what they said? " wat a stupid ppl calling him like that? u such a *****" hey, dun think i dunno what u guys had done and said to him. ohh shoot. u're such a jerk. muka budak baik tp panggil org gelaran tah pa2. like i said b4, if u neva know bout us, just shut ur mouth. nama jak masuk u tp perangei kdk pa. wek.

i just want to express my feeling of kegeraman to anyone who called my friend with that name. huh.

please stop calling him dat. terasa ok?

spot him? us back at school. so? shut ur mouth ok. *wink*

till then~

p/s: one more week to go! yehaa~

waiting like dying

i really can't wait anymore. more pressure exerted on me lately. with low mark in quiz 1st, unforgivable mistakes in tutorials..aaaa it's careless mistakes~ menci. my heart break when i saw ppl with full marks. why? why? i'm not doing it last minutes, i'm not copying others, copied a bit la kan. everyone did it! hurm. midterm is around da corner. it's next week! can u imagine dat? math is on tuesday and phy is on thursday. it's dying to wait ok. my soul already flew to home. not here anymore. aaa shoot! i miss home~uhuk. i dun like staying here.

pressured with those annoyed ppl around me. oh shoot! dun u ever dare to talk about my hometown if u never knew about it. seriously shoot! i neva talk bout ya and the same goes to you! you shouldn't make joke about it. it's not funny ok. neva sounds funny to me. you neva come to my place. dat's y u talk nonsense about it. meh la dtg skali, aku tunjuk kau tpt aku. bia ko ternganga x tutup2 mulut smpai balik rumah ko balek! stumbled upon dis one makcik at pasar mlm, "kt swk mahal laaa. kt sini murah lagi!", she talked about the price of kek lapis. of course la kt swk much more expensive! dah nama nya original. yang ko jual tuh stakat sponge cake je laa! kt mana2 pun tetap murah. adoh hai. nak ckp biar btempat. mmg nasib ko la kitorg pegi stall ko tem ko tgh ckp cmtu eh? mmg timing yg tepat.

as a conclusion, mind ur own business ok? and watch ur mouth, watch every single words come out from ur mouth. u might hurt others. u never knew it until u realized it someday that u're actually always hurting ppl. i know no one is perfect but at least, it's not a waste if u try ur best to be perfect, aite?

sooo many things to do in sooo little time withhh unstable emotion~ pergh.

i really can't wait for 11th dec~~~

bom atom meletup~!!

bila hati dah geram, bila2 bley meletup ok? siyes, tgh emo gila rite now. i'm having exam diz sunday. gila nak? why dun just let weekend be weekend? always putting tha big day on dat day. ish. dahla midsem. susah! xpenah midsem x susah. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

really want to go home rite now~ i need tu rejuvenate~~~ siyes aku emo~ aaa..

rindu?

post ini agk skema sdikit krana mgunakan bahasa standard kl. adesh.

kelmarin chat dgn sorg kwn baik. rindu? maybe la kot. haha. bila dulu masa skola hari2 jumpa, hari2 update crita but now? bila dia cuti baru ada masa nak sembang2. bz keja masing2. nak dikata jrg on9, hari2 aku on9. tp kwn2 suma xdak. heh yer la aku tgh relek2 dorg bz exam. bila aku exam, dorg cuti pulak. mmg xadil. hik nak bwt cmna? ini yg aku pilih 2taun lps. or to be exact setahun stgh. xlama aku kt cfs ni kan? tp suma rasa lama sbb dgr 2 taun. dulu aku ckp lama, tp skrg rasa skjp. aku rasa baru smlm aku amik speaking muet and baru smlm aku dok dlm ketapi nk g kelantan. hahaha. xsgka dh 5mgu aku kt sini n 2 more weeks, i'll home soon! haha. homesick suma dh hilang. biasa la. awal2. huhu.

balik cita rindu. hahaha. bila kwn aku ckp, ko xrindu aku ke? hahaha. byk post aku b4 ni aku ckp rindu korg. maybe xbaca kot. heh. tp aku mmg kalau ckp rindu mcm ni, sng je. kalu ckp tgh live, sory la. aku bkn mcm tu. hehe. malu? ye kot. haha. tya la kwn2 skola aku penah ke aku ckp aku rindu n syg dorg? xpenah aku rasa. kalu kitorg ckp mcm tu aku rasa masing2 ketawa. hahah. lawak kot. hehe. mmg la dulu kitorg xblaja cara2 ng ekspres kan feeling. ke kena blaja sendri? ye la kot.

rindu betol dgn dorg. haha sng je kan? rindu kenapa? aku jeles kot dorg suma balek umah cuti! haha. aku tekandas kt sini, stadi siang mlm. bila aku cuti nanti, dorg xda. bosan kan? maybe Dia nak aku spend masa dgn family aku je kot tiap kali aku cuti. huhu.

kalu cuti, rindu cfs x? of kos aku ckp x. padahal aku rindu jugak sikit. hahaha. tp tahla. xda benda yg aku nk syg sgt kt sini. wpun ni la tpt yg aja aku jd independent, berani. dulu penakut aku ni xda sapa dpt describe kot? haha. kt cni jugak la aja aku jd org yg outspoken. aku xtakut dh nak face dgn org2 kt cni, org2 admin. aku dh biasa sgt la dgn masalah jadual exam yg slalu bmasalah. stiap kali aku nk balek, suka suki dorg la nk letak exam ari tu jugak. xkan aku lupa masa raya taun ni. habis burn tiket aku smata2 utk satu paper je. bkn maen cantek dh jadual awl2 tuh. sukati je p tuka. mmg la xsuka tgk aku sng. aku dtg lmbt smgu masa masok sem 1 2nd year. suma pasal admin yg suka2 dorg je p tuka calendar. mmg la ckp kt stu x 100% confirm, tp xde la aku sgka smpai ada nak p pendekkan cuti. kes terbaru? dgr2 midsem phy nak bwt ant 10-13dec ni. aku balek 11. kalu jadi 10 tuh, slmt la. kalu x? mmg crk nahas lagi la admin uia ni. nk kena sembor aku bwt kali ke2 la kot.aku ni xsuka la nk kurang aja ni tp kalu dh keadaan memaksa, aku pedulik apa. huhuhu. haih tlg laaaaa. aku nak balek rumah ok? aku korban cuti raya haji kt cni je smata2 aku nk balek midsem. tlg la jgn hancorkan hrpn aku niiii. haih~ni la sbb nye aku krg perasaan skit kt cfs ni. dugaan kan? mmg dugaan.

lari tajuk dh. haha.

back to the topic.

aku rindu kwn2 skola. huhuhu. ngeee. mmg btol la org ckp. zmn skola la zmn yg mmg xdpt dilupakan. huhuhu. knapa la xboleh putar balik masa? aku nk lukis balek kisah2 masa skola dulu. nk lukis yg bagus2 cantik2. hahaha. kalau la boleh. haha mustahil~

masok cfs ni pon aku dpt gak pengalaman yg bagus2. wpun byk yg pahit dpd manis. mcm2 org aku jmpa. ada org yg aku xpnh jmpa b4 ni. aku xsgka ada org mcm tu. tp kdg2 kita kena pk, xsuma org perfect. aku nih lagi la. byk btol masalah kt cni. bila dh masok 2nd year baru la aku dpt control skit perasaan aku. biarla org nak kata apa pasal aku, asal aku xcrk psl dgn org tu. huhuhu.

rasa2 ada org xbc post ni? hahaha. sukati la. aku rasa nak menaip. sbb aku rindu :)

great weekend :D

spent few days with seha. stayed at her sis's apartment for 2 nights. very tiring. reached uia yesterday evening. mmg plan xmok balit aher. have many things to do. haihhh..

one month to go. yeah. diz week i'm a bit busy. especially this coming thursday. 2 quizes this thursday. haven't revise yet. bok jk dpt on intenet. so update a bit. :D

have to speed up now. physics makin susah ok. math so far so good. i love my math's class. best! :) only 6 female students. huhu.

got to go. musim kentujuh rite now. raining almost evryday. rasa cam kat kutub utara jk. hehe.

till then peeps~

4 minggu lagik~

dpt balit umahhh. yeh yeh. can't wait but many this have to be done before that. quizes, tutorials, reports. haihhhh. the hectic life just started and i already think of going back. bodo jk asa. study malas, tido jk keja. adoh ha. chapter 1 for maths and physics just finished today. but feels like doing nothing. mommyyyyyyy.. wanna go home :( hate the songs entitled home. but everyday i hear it. haha.

last nite i ended up doing nothing. just managed to complete quarter of the tutorials. my brain can't work well right now. maybe because of the pms and the pain. blame me then. i'm the one can't manage my life. wuwu.

next week will be quite busy. quiz math on monday, tutorial phy due on tuesday. tomorow we are having tutorial test for maths. shoot! off the laptop and do it now. ok ok. *sigh*

i'm wondering why some ppl like to conquer her friend? just let ur friend feels free. it's her life. not yours. right?

till then~

enjen dah start!

yay. at last dpt juak mood ya. skrg mood mok polah hw dh ada. mok struggle for tutor maths and ex maths gk. due this thursday. next week our 1st math's quiz! hoho. start bz dhhhh. wargh.

dhla weekend tok plan mok kuar enjoy. ades. how eh? wuwu.

ohh ya. musim smac. sports and martial arts carnival. am i rite? hoho. engine speeding gila ok. go engine go! ahahaha. i really missed the moment in school. oi igt x tem ari sukan? pecah ank tekak teriak2 eh! hahahaha. but the environemnt is much much different here! hahahaha. mpuan tga mpuan jak. laki laki jak. wek. sungguh bosan ok? mok cheer pun xdpt. hahaha cali alu bila last nite we cheered excitedly for futsal team. then knk tego dgn the commitee. siap mok potong contigent's marks gkya. afta ya mekorg cheering by clapping hands jk. nmpk sungguh cali and bodo ok? rindu zmn skola. even xparticipate pun kita xcited mok g stadium. igt x igt x? haha. miss dat moments~

latest news! my midsem exam for maths will be on 10/12 insyallah. not confirm yet. omg! u know what? gila ok. my flight is early morning the next day! aaaaa. hev to speed up la lepas ya. i dun mind having the exam b4 the holidays. lagik bagus. not need to bring the books over. we just wait and see. 0_o

and physics will be on 23rd dec, it's effa's birthday! hahaha. weee.

ohh line sgt laju skrg. bahagia sungguh. bila ada mood study ya bok la line laju. ngeng ok? wargh.

till then!!!

mueting :D

hoho muet muet muet~ more than a year i'm not writing any english essay. last masa ept. it was the last script ever! xda gik lepas ya. haih how to answer muet then? wargh. xmok dpt band trok2. parai malu oi. speaking dat day pun mcm apa jak. parai mena. wargh.

i'm not in the mood of studying! dah 2 weeks ok! all classes have started. except for lab. briefing done, next week start the lab session. pergh. malas eh. seriussssss! duak riyes aku malas gila. if no afternoon class, konok tek having a nap. last2 jadi sleeping all over the evening. dah la pj ujan jak dis few days. nyaman tido oiii. hahahha. oh mood bila mok dtgggg??? takut eh. phy dh xbapa paham. parai agik ku sem tok. math okkkk dpt ekot flow nya tpppp aku sntiasa hangat2 taik manok mok plh tutor! aaaaaa. i'll end up with having beauty sleep. kompommmm! with having two rooms now, yeah "two rooms" ok. rasa mcm mun x gila, sewel ku kaktok. hahahaha. weh. mok balit! dah dtg dahhhhhh......

malas nyaaaaa. malas nyaaaa. bila mok jd rajin tok? maybe abis muet kali. kan kan? ohhhh. i want to go out from this place asap! cptla midsem! cptla final! mok balit. mok kuar dr cfs tok. pergh. afta muet, mok outing! xdulik! wek. huhuhu.

cptla december! mok balit!!!! hurm. end of this month, suma cdaknya balit btu. jeles ok? tp xpala. fair la kan. xpa xpa. juju is going back too. dun worry! :) i have the tickets, no worries! hoho. kcian sapa xpt balit. dh la holiday season. pergh. i don't want to spend my hols alone. like what i did last year. konon mok stadi! kakya nangis mintak balit. hahaha. no no no. not anymore. kepak oiiii. biarla i'm going home rather than staying here all alone, polah2 berani la tek. huhu.

mueting+dieting=my current mood..

haha. genap 2weeks dh xjenguk cafe ukc. mcm2 aku ingat. bnda yg aku igt ya molah selera mkn aku tbantut. bgs jwk kan? hahaha. target! kurus skit pun ok la. asl dpt masok balit baju masa form5 kira ok la. hahahaha :) mok balit midsem ada perubahan skit. hoho. cafe uia molah aku gemok. huhuhu. tp cafe kc sntiasa dihati. hahahaha. kamceng dgn owner mmg la kan. plus, they served mknn nok menepati selera biak2 mcm aku tk. kureng la mkn nasik laok ukc. bkn xnyaman, just look weird kdg2. hoho. rindu mknn cia tp ttp xmok mkn mknn ya. hahah.

almost noon. mok rest kjp. ada kelas from 2 to 6. math+bTQ. sedia telinga siap2 dga celoteh ustaz utk hari tok. yeh yeh :)

till then peeps~

p/s: i miss all my frens gila2 ok? rasa mok raya balit jak :D ohh btw, will be meeting ein, n famy next week. arap jadi. amin :)

17 contact hours

sgt bosan ok? lab blom start lagik. math so far ok. phy pon blaja skit jak. mdm pulang bizi final exam. exam fever bh nektok. btq pun ok-ok la. blom la ada nok tegugok sia sitok. tpppp aku borink gila ok? mok tga muvi pun malassss. men gem pun malasssss. tido rajinnnn. but now dh tlebey tido. kwn2 suma bizi dgn event smac? huhu. biarrrrla. sem2 mmg byk event. capa rajin ekot la. cpa malas bley jd mcm juju. hahahha. ohhh mood tgu weekend jk. for sure mood lebey byk mnumpu dgn midsem. mok balittttttt! uhuk uhuk. homesick tokkkk. :( wargh. bencik nya diz feeling. herm. dh dis saturday ada muettttt gik. wargh. lamak dh xkarang esei oi. gney ndk ka tk klk. tutor math ada jk k polah. tp malassss eh! hahaha tgu la kjp k? herm.

mamakkkkk! mok balit eh....mok tga ank2 bulat nok baru! hehehe. ada 4 eko ank meow baru neyyyy. besh eh.

cptla 11/12! :)

final sem!

dah masok sem last. yes alhamdullilah. pass suma paper sem 1 aria. wpun agk mengecewakan tp xpala. huhuhu. ada cgek blacksheep. geram jwk dgn comp. tp mmg dh agk. so terimak jk. hoho.

sem2 tok agk relek. xpyh polah add drop dh. hahaha. borink jwk. kelas? cm besa agk lengang. ari jumaat ada kelas pagi. wowo. xpat elek2 dh. ngeee.

gp 52 n 15. xda kwn gk. haha dun care. bia la.

homesick gla ok kinek tok :(

balit 11/12 lak. yay xsaba~~ :D

huhu.

kikoooo...rindu kikooo~ rindu lolo jwk...rindu bulat jwk...rindu semuaaaaaa!!!!

dtggg dh....

huhu...~

before raya ends :)

since i got the pics already, so i uploaded it all in fb. cek it out k :)

oi rindu ktkorg suma. the pics without seha, ther, ya :( ngaaa.

sori la suma sbb juju balit awl mun x dpt kumpol suma rite? aaa. blame uia then. hehehe :)

next yer mok kdk tok jwk ok? yeyeye. though ein xda. kta webcam jak klk ein. hehe. maju terus maju bah.

mena mena.

dr jln kaki, pake keta dh nektok oi. hahahah.

rindu ktkorg oi~

huhu.

durian oh durian

siyes juju mabok durian. hahahha. tp still craving for it :P

biar makan puas2 kinektok. pdulik apa badan panas. ya nama nya feel :P haha.

xdpt ttga durian knktok. makannnnnn jk keja. wuwuwuw. gemok? besa la. hahahaha.

pegi miri on last sunday. balit ptg tdk. ok shari jk. kejap jk ok?

tgh tgu awn dania tok. pa la molah aher2. kepak tgu oi.

smgu gik tgl cuti :(

igt cuti skit alu la xda mood dh. waaaaaa.

:(

wawa.

malas betol

cuti dah dibazirkan slama sminggu. shoot! oh tidak!! seminggu? ok ok. masih ada seminggu. rasional ok ;P

ohh makan, tido, mandik, tivi, on9, meow? pergh. kuar pun ada la 2kali? yerppp 2 kali jk. wah wah rekod betol nih. hahaha. malassss ok? malas tuka baju cantek2 molek2 and iron2 those thigy. adoh sunggoh malasssssssss. saya lupa tarikh tp bukan hari. haih haih. menci btol uia bgk cuti sikit~ nguuuu.

rinduuuu btol dgn kamu2 smua. ya ya kamuuu. hahahaha. lebeh specific? ya ya. kitak org suma~~ cet. jeles btol. cdak ada cuti sem ujg nov. juju xda. huwa huwa. i'll try my besttttttt to purchase a very very cheap ticket for my return tickets on my mid-sem break. doa kn saya semua~~~ juju mau balik. i dun care. tp, if no ticket then have to spend the rest of my hols at that place AGAIN. oh menci sunggoh...

tp, it will be your final semester~ sacrifies la skit oo? cettt~ tangga la~ juju akn jd begitu marah bila tba2 dga geng2 nok padah xmok balit tp at last balit jwk. ish. pa kes.

okkk. dh.

jum tga nuurrrrrr ya kasihhh. hhahahaha cali.

bye all.

p/s: off to miri esok. shoot! i miss fareez! urm.

HOME :)

i'm home!

hehehe again? yes yes.

just finished my first semester for second year. yeah.

final was ok ok. though i know i might screwed on comp2. gila ok.

sambung raya again.

haha ebo jeles ok?

coz my hols only for 2 weeks ++

:(

ada muet speaking test on 21st oct.

i'm going back on 20th just to attend those speaking thingy that will only held for at most 2hrs? cet~

plan for vacation trip to kelantan :)

oh yeh.

i want to spend my 2 weeks just be at home coz i know i'll only going back here next year~

wuwuwuw.

dah.

bye.

mood blogging hilang sekejap~

till then~!

saya di rumah :)

arrived here 2 days ago. ampun ya tidak ada kaba berita dr saya agak lama juga. hehuhe.teramat bz sblm menutup tirai sem 1. quizes were every day. last minutes tutorials given by the lecturers, submit the next day. rasa macam berkejar kejar dgn anak pusak. sleep for 1 hour per day for one week. rasa mmg btol2 sakit jiwa. hahaha. tp ada crita lawak di hujung sem 1. quiz chem for 3 chap were held in one day, straight from 8am to 10am. sungguh stress. tp, jawapan sudah tersedia di dlm kepala. ini kes soklan bocor. haha biasa la budak engin. pergh. mlg skali jwpn ya bkn skema jwpn. still have to think of the answer. ok ok saya tau saya amat greedy. pemalas di hujung sem. heh apa bley buat, hati saya mau balek ja. wowowow.10sept2009 merupaka hari palaing gila bagi saya. mmg2 gila. hahaha. tp xpa. dibayar balik pada 11sept2009. shopping time! hehuha. and now here i am, home sweet home! hehuha..

will be on revision week for a week for sure and continue with raya celebration. will be back to cfs on 24th sept.

yeh i know. its final babe! wuhu parai saya parai...

angkut almost all the books. 15 kilo ok! nasib nait mas. but still not flip through all those books n papers. aduh. malas oiiiii!

tga nur kasih gik besh. hahahaha :)

i missed home gila2. so rasa mok polah everything yg bkenaan dgn home. xmok igt cfs alu! ohh them? missing them? hahahaha adalah sdikit. missing long lost frens more. i guess.

herm.

lamak gila xjumpa geng2 lamak. ohh rindu kitakorg. hehuha.

dh2. rasanya mok start dgn chem lab dolok. since it is my first paper. pasya bley start dgn chem n math n comp. comp mesti stadi dgn laptop so tga2 bila connection lambat boleh la saya ber coding2 sebentar. hehuha.

keh bye! :)

gila gila busy

after kuar dr kuarantin, many things happened. notes, exercises, project, tutorials, phy viva? pergh. all left untouched since i fell sick. so, i have to pay for it. minggu2 selepas sakit smmgnya busy tidak terkata. kalu x tutor, quiz. mmg byk gila. lecturer plak bg tutor lambat2. huh. math tutorials suma da siap. have to submit on wednesday. cuti nuzul quran ada kelas chem. ok shoot. bosan gila. kelas comp pagi sabtu, yesterday. otak rasa da krem gila2 xdpt nak terima all the thingy. all that, being neutralised by going out. yeh yeh.went to jln tar with gya n shake. bajet nak beli brg2 utk bwk balik raya. hahaha. tp aku n gya rambang mata. susah2. decide nk kua lagi on friday. the day b4 balik. yeh. sronok. since mid-sem break, this is my first time going out to place other than mid n jaya one. haha.

this week byk quiz ok. quizessss. tuesday ada 2 quiz comp. wed kna submit project comp. thursday ada quiz math n chem. ohh n tilawah on dat day. pergh. nvm. afta 4pm on thursday, i can flyyyyyyy like a bird. hahaha.

ohh lupak mok cita something. uia really make me down. tuka jadual sesuka hati without a solid reason. so i'm the one who have to pay for it. admin uia sgt kejam. study kt uia mmg byk buat student bwt pembaziran. dah cuti byk, tp sekejap2. igt tiket belon murah ka? huh. saman suka2 jk. igt polah gia student sedar mena2 ka? makin polah gia, makun student memberontak. huh.

my flight to kl is on 24th coz i have my chem lab1 paper on 25th. wuwuw. sedeh :(

dahla. byk tutor chem lom siap. ades.

daaa peeps~

selamat berpuasa! :)

ank bulan dh nampak. hoohoo aku xnpk ponnn? hik. xpa. yg penting lusa puasa dah. yeyeye aku da kluar dr tpt kuarantin so pt trawikh reramai! i love it~ andddd bley kuar hari2!! pegi bazaar! hahahaha. bley jmpa abg air lemon taun lepas tuh lagi x? hahaha. taun ni saya beli ok? huhu :P

aku da sehat 100%. alhamdullilah. coughing pon da ok skit. demam langsung tarak. bagus bagus. tp harini temperature aku rendah sgt2. 36.1. rendah kan? hoooo tp nurse tu xde plak ckp pape. perasaan aku ja kut. hahaha :) xsbr nak balek kc. wuhuuu. slmt tgl la faz! aku suka btol tgl dkt cni. feels like home, i means the place look like a home. smmgnya xda tpt yg dpt ganti umah aku. hehe.

ptg tdk aku tiba2 rasa sedih nak balek umah. dtg dah homesick aku! hahahaha. xpe xpe. tgl lagi 3weeks and aku boley balek uma! yes yes. saat yg dtgu2 tuh hampir tiba. pejam celik je and i'll be home! ok aku tau aku terover excited dh ni. huhuhu.

ohh my comp 2 project will be started soon! very very soon! nasib qila igt dgn aku die p letak nama aku dlm grup dia. hik bagus bagus. xtau nak ckp apa. rindu pulak dgn klas comp. xtau la camna aku nak face dgn budax2 kelas tuh lepas ni. mdm confirm tya mcm2. ala rilex la. aku bkn femes pon. aku femes dlm kls comp je. ala tuh pun mdm yg ckp, bkn aku! huhuhu :P tuh pun sbb mdm igt nama aku. ye la nama aku pelik kan. hahaha. dia ckp nama aku melambangkan muka aku. xpaham aku. tp siyes dia suka aim aku. haih.

ala aku missed kelas fardhu ain jugak. hik. ustaz comey tuh pon lebey krg je ngn mdm comp aku. ala saya x minat pon tgk ustaz tu. gaya abg aku pon ada. bosan. haha. mati aku dia baca blog ni. lantak la. aku igt lagi mgu lepas aku siap buat lawak free2 je dlm kelas tuh. citt. aku tau le aku ni baca x lancar pon. haih haih malu gila. aku rasa ustaz tu confirm igt aku. bagus le kan. ustaz ensem kot. hahaha. mmg la nama aku ni significant. dah la pelik. pendek pulak tuh. nak panggil siap dgn nama bapak pon still rasa pendek. haih xpe la short but sweet. hahaha. huuu aku suka la kls fardhu ain. hikk. ^^ budax2 kelas tuh pun besh je. huuhuhuh. em lwk sgt ke eh? tah ler.

toink toink. aku nak packing barang! hehehe smgttttt! tppp aku ade mslh bsr. mcm mana aku nak angkut bantal pelok aku eh? a.k.a bobo. hahah siap ada nama lagi tu. haih mslh btol la bobo ni. xpa. dimana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan. aku sumbat je la ko dlm beg tarik tuh. hahahhahahahaha :P

kdg2 bila dah jauhhhhh baru nak ckp rindu. dh dpn2 bwt dunno jek. bila dh lama x contact, baru terasa kosong. hahahaha. juju ko mmg pelik la. aku pon rasa aku pelik :)

till then peeps!

if you're not the one :)

lagu ni saya hafal. kalu masok jgn lupa lirik, lagu ni boley bagi saya fullmark! hahaha :) i miss the days we sang this song together :) aku rasa budax bilik sebelah pon boley hafal kot lagu ni. hhahaha :) kami punya angan2. angan2 mcm lirik lagu ni la. hahahaha :)

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

spell it right! three-three-four! =)

rumet aku 1st sem 1st year yg besh gile. gamba kt lib. muka bajet rajin especially aku :) rindu 416 ehhh :P mixture/composition of swkian, sbhan, kedahan, kelantanese :)

shake, mira, aku. gamba tem taaruf! muka innocent gila! hahahaha. coppp. note the matric card? hahahahha. lawak seh. muka homesick especially aku la :P

shake and aku. nih masa short sem. nak angkut suma brg balekkk dr ac ke kc. muka aku gila xleh blah. note baju aku sempoi gila. hahahahha :P gue paki tdg indon lagi tuu~ pergh.

gya and aku kt kfc jln tar :) 1st sem 1st year~xsilap aku ni masa nk g pc fair. smgttttt :)

p-ka, aku, gya, izan. ni gara2 aku pakai jubah siap dgn tdg ijau munge2 p-ka dorg nk amik gamba. hahaha. shake? the photographer :P

izan n aku kt lobi. ehem~ gamba xleh blahhh~hahahaha..

yeh yeh three three four! i repeat... three three four!!! :) juju dtg sot. nak bwt post utk budax bilek 334 :) (juju comel kan?) hehe.

nk cte sjarah dulu..ehem2...

cmne aku bley terjebak ngn bilek ni? pdhal bilek aku 229? hahaha..cite nye? sbb aku nihh kaki rayau. ade free je aku lepak bilek dorg. hooo. siyes best bilek dorg. wpun view xmcm bilek 416 dulu, ttp besh. dpd bilek aku yg lgsung xde view. wooo. nih start mgu ke3 sem1 nih la. lepas kes charger hp aku rosak bederai. hahaha. amik kesempatan la ni, nk pinjam charger bwk g bilek xsmpai hati plk coz izan n gya guna charger sama. hoho. pe lagi. aku lepakkk terus2 la. hahahaha. siyes aku amik kesempatan nk lari dr bilek aku sendri. then, charger aku dah ok, aku heran gk asl stiap kali aku free je, kaki aku mmg nk mlgkah naikkkk ke 334. ala dkt gile kotttt. hahahaha. tmbh pulak masa tu mgu2 rajennnnn nk posa. ehem ehem. bukak posa sesama laa yekkk. ehe. suka suka. pastu, tmbh lagik dorg ni mmg la bz memanjang. kalah mdm principal aku rasa. dsbbkan bilek dorg ni sntiasa xde org, aku la suka jaga bilek dorg. xperlu dijaga pon aku sje2 volunteer nk jaga. hahahahaha. lagi aku suka study kt 334. aman damai je. siyes aku bwt mcm bilek aku. and dorg pon siap ckp aku rumet dorg. hahahaha. thnx yek.

lagi satu, dsbbkn aku ni smmgnya bermslh, so dorg la yg tlg calm down kan. hahahaha. lawak gila ada satu mlm aku nangis tibe2 dpn laptop. igt x igt x? hahahahaha. since tuh, aku mmg bwt 334 mcm bilek aku. mula2 bwk laptop n buku je. dah tu lps cuti midsem, aku siap bwk naik baju2 lagi. hahahahaha. lawak2. abes kelas je, aku naik lev3 instead of lev2. hehehe. nasib felo aku jenis sempoi je. herm. aku bkn xnk dok bilek sendri, tpppp, aku ade reason sendri nape aku xdpt dok bilek aku. biala aku simpan sendri ye? :)

anddd up until now, aku nak stay 334 je. ble? mmg aku xfikir jgka pjg. dga2 cita sem dpn bilek still sama. xtau la cmna nanti. hahaha pedulik ape hal sem dpn. sem ni perlu dihabiskan dulu! :P

sooooo nk cite skit2 psl dorg kt 334. hehe :)

p-ka :)
siyes budax ni hebat. kecik2 cili boh. tnya la apa2 kat die suma die tau :) dia la peneman stay up aku, pembuat nescafe terhebat kt uia ni hehehe. ckp je ko nk ape kt die, insyallah die tlg. wpun xpnh lg stay weekend sama ngn die sbb die salu sgt balekkkk umahhh :P and salu je de event. biasa org penting. tp bz2 die ni ade gak masa spend ngn rumet2 die. kalu bab makan, ajak la pikah. confirm xmengecewakan. tp kecian bdn xnaik2! :) and die la peserta pertama bilek 334 yg kena cuti smgu sbb dmm. hehe :Paku suka teman dia posa. dia ni rajin je nak sahur. kalu bab bgn sahut dia smgt, bgn pagi? liatttttt je. alarm clock dia pagi2 mmg memekak je mintak kena tikam jaoh2. :) ohh pka rindu la alarm clock kau. hahahaha.

gya :)
gya ba niii. budax sbh, rumet aku sem1 dulu. "awk tgu saya mandi dulu boley?" ayat 1st aku dgn dia masa taaruf taun lepas. hahaha lawak gile. gya ni rajin. mak tiri no 1 334 :) rajin mengemas. single lagi. available? xsure la dia tgu sapa. nak sabahan jugak dia ckp. hehehe. peneman aku masa weekend. skng mrajuk ngn kaka dia sbb bli baju raya senyap2. hehe.dia la yg jaga aku masa aku dmm terok masa sem 1 1st year. and berulang kembali sem ni. antibodi dia tgi so jrg sakit. jaga org sakit and dia sehat walafiat. alhamdulillah :) plan terbesar kitorg lps ni, shopping raya. xsure lagi bila tp by hook or by crook ktorg akn gegarkan jln tar. nihhh budax2 borneo nak shopping sakan :) aku, gya n izan la pengunjung cold storage stiap mgu. gara2 xmo klua jaoh2, cold storage pon jadi la kan? :) gya gak la yg mula2 libatkan aku dlm dunia karoke melalak2 kt bilek ni. gara2 lagu if you're not the one yg siap ade lirik lagi, kitorg hafal lagu ni :) and keja bila tension, melalak! :P

izan :)
budax perak yg sempoi gila. dulu sem2 1st year, die jiran bilik dpn aku je. tp tego nye x. hahahah. start nak beramah mesra pon lepas midsem. haaa kat bilek sapa? bilek dorg p-ka ni jugakkkk. 009 AC masa tu :) since tu, kitorg agk rpt la. and aku la yg suggestkan si izan ni skali dgn dorg p-ka. alhamdulillah tcapai jgk :) budax ni, lebey krg mcm aku je. hahaha. ape aku suka, dia suka. kdg2, pndpt aku dgn pndpt dia lebey kurang je. kitorg mmg byk psamaan. dua-dua xmo masok uia. hahahaha. nnnn bykk lagikk. die gk peneman aku kalu mlm2 budax lain ade meeting. heh. tp dua-dua kna senyap la kalu x pot pet je memanjang :p izan ni ssh skit nk bwk klua, tp kalu cold storage dpn ni on jekkk :) salu je ada kls kol7 pagi. bile kejut xmo bgn. haha tuh la izan. aku da biasa sgt. kitorg suka amik gmba dlm lift. ada masa kita naik smpai lev9 eh? byk gamba dpt snap. hehehehehe :P agk pemendam tp xpe. kita serupa izan :P

shake :)
shaky shaky! rumet aku sem1 1st year. kitorg xpnh jaoh. bilek sntiasa dkt2. kan kan? busy woman. busy dgn society die. aku kenal smuaaaaaa ank buah dia. hahahaha. well, cuz aku pon skaki dgn dia. hahahaha. dia salu je bwk aku join jamuan2 society dia. malu weh malu. aku makan free xmalu, nk jmpa org tu aku malu. hahahahah. penah kua skali dgn die punya bos, meji n kak nab. siyes aku rindu gila masa tu! hahaha. besh weh. makan burger besar. conteng2 tisu. igt x igt x? sempat x nak bwt lagi mcm tuuuu? sem ni kompem xleh dh. sem dpn ok? hahahaha. abes smua ank2 buah dia knl aku. nih gara2 kazen aku and budax ni la. cet. aku pon dh knl sgt dh ank2 buah dia. heh. skali kena aku muka xtau malu(kdg2 la), aku tego je sesapa aku knl. hhaha. ngam aa tu dgn rumet shake, muzti dorg ckp cmtu. hahahah. xpa2. oh and shake la peserta ke2 yg kene cuti smgu lps p-ka. hehe. shake, aku tau ko tgh recovering skg nih. smgt2 la eh? :)

korg mezti ttanya2 kan. bilek ni ade 4 org. aku p tmbh jd 5. semak x? hehehe. xxxxxx. lagi meriah. bak kata shake dgn andi, budax sbh bilek dpn, " kalu 5 tuh yg btol, kalu 4 tuh ade la yg xkena!". hahahahaha. siyes dorg mmg besh! dua riyes aku boley bagi! hehehehe.

bilek ni byk cita2 dan impian. hahaha. aku nak listkan kitorg nye impian yg tah bila nak tcapai :)

1) ice skating! hahahaha siyes benda ni dr awl sem dh. byk mslh timbul so xdpt nk laksanakan. and dah nak puasa so kna tangguh la ye? :) dulu konon2 xde duit lagi, elaun lmbt masuk. hahahah. elaun dh masok, bz pulak dh. then? xpe. sem dpn ade lagi :)

2) genting trip~ nih agk pyh la. hahaha. tp siyes, aku nk g genting ngn korang. xyah main pon xpe. jalan2 je da cukop :)

3) langkawi! idea ni timbul lepas midsem. gara2 shake beli nutella besar yg murah gile, so aku tiba2 ckp, "jom g langkawi!" hahahaha. gaya cm sng je nk g sana eh? haha xpe. kita bwt la plan jgka masa pjg. b4 aku grade and bermasutautin balik kt swk, boley kita jalan2 cari mkn dulu ;P

4) aquaria!!!!!! nih idea aku dr sem brapa tah. xtcapai2 lagik. hahahaha. since ade kad matrik, boley dpt murah. hahaha. bkn aku suka sgt pon tgk ikan. tp rasa cm besh je nk g sana. g ramai2. snap snap picoz. sure heboh la! hoho. jgn pecah cermin aquarium sudaaaa~ :P

mana lagi? aku rasa bykkkkkk lagik. hahahaha. mmg la angan2 besar. bila nak jadi eh? nak puasa dah. raya pulak. final. then? final sem! hahahaha. siyes, aku nk g suma tmpt tu!

kalu korg perasan, suma budax2 bilek 334 ni, budax2 medcy. perasan? hahaha. aku? haha. korg mesti pelik kan? aku ngm sgt2 ngn budax2 otak bio, aku sendri? hahaha. pedulik ape suma tu. yg penting, dorg phm aku n aku phm dorg. siyes, ohh dua riyes aku bley bagi, aku akn menangis gila2 hari last aku dgn dorg nanti kt cni. and ble pasang lagu vitamin C-graduation lagi. lagi leleh. haha.....

mcm mana aku kat gombak nanti eh? :|

siyes, dua riyes, tiga riyes, aku sayang korang! :)