sebelum 2008 melabuhkan tirainya

(rasa pelik jak title ya)

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xpa xpa. sebelum taun tok berakhir(phl ayt aku kdktok?), i want to summarise(pa kes polah summary?) this whole year to see what i had done throughout 2008...

JANUARY:)
-job hunting
-eksen jk job hunting ujung2 aku keja kantin rah smk asyakirin. yeh yeh. all my friends worked at the same place to. so we make it as our canteen(ya ka?)
-jadi gila sebab boring gila
-menambah berat badan ke tahap maksima isk isk isk

FEBRUARI:)
-sama jk kdk atas ya
-tp berusaha menurunkan berat badan dgn bjoging bsama eein dipagi hari(eksen alu bunyi)
-work with my mum. keja polah n.lemak, anta n.lemak, and most important thing is, no payment. hohohoho. xpa xpa mengisi masa lapang

MAC:)
-seigt aku, aku bjaya pujuk mak aku spaya aku dpt amik lesen keta(stakat tok tsangkut sampe L, bla mok abis tok?)
-result spm kua. result aku alang2 jak tp pass suma(kdk bunyi pnh xpass jak).8A2B. mmg tlh djgka B itu adalah Bio. ya ya B utk Bio. cuba nama nya tuka jadi Aiyo, comfirm aku dpt A :P then B utk est. xtauk la phl bley B. bia la.
-my sweet 18 bday. ronggey2 dgn kwn2. besh besh :)
-nenek laki aku sakit :( ulang alik ke limbang to take care of him

APRIL:)
-still ulang alik ke limbang
-aku dapat offer matrik labuan. decided to go :)
-our 2nd anniversary:) fareezue forever (mesti tokrg gelik maca tok hahaha)
-nenek laki aku ninggal :( sedeh sedeh.

MEI:)
-dapat offer uia, REJECT. xmok g uia. uia xbesh(masa ya la)
-registered to KML
-QUIT KML
-xda hala tuju
-knk pulau
-tension tension!

JUN:)
-decided to ACCEPT uia
-pack pack pack~ flyyyyyy to kl
-my mom sent me to cenfos
-registered as physc student
-taaruf week, kenal byk org.
-tuka from press to aedian
-saya gila ya saya tau jgn tanya kenapa :)

JULY:)
-life goes on as usual
-terimak hakikat tpt aku adalah kat ctok
-i'll studying in cenfos for 2 years
-bla bla bla

AUGUST:)
-i'm back to btu for mid-break semester
-trying hard to adapt to the surrounding
-bla bla bla

SEPTEMBER:)
-1st time fasting away from home
-bla bla bla

OCTOBER:)
-raya raya raya
-1st time raya without nenek laki :(
-final exam
-cutiiiiiii :)

NOVEMBER:)
-3 weeks hols
-registered for semester 2
-i'm accepted as enginius :)
-live life to the max as enginius
-i learn chemistry, physics, maths, bio
-bla bla bla

DECEMBER:)
-live life as usual
-a lonely mid-semester break
-i learnt so many things
-end 08 with tears

tara. DONE.

:)

i want to declare that i am going to let bygones be bygones and start a new life (mala la ayat tok)

live my life to the max, don't care what happend around me and don't care about other ppl

ok-ok saya berbunyi seperti seorang pelajar yg bermasalah(mmg pun)

starts the new year with cheers

starts the new year with examssssss(tension tension)

pa gik?

ohoo.

ok-ok that's all.

AGAIN, farewell to 2008!!!

welcome 2009~

i'm looking forward for a better year this time, amin..

till then~

^____________________^

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bila juju berasa borink

p/s: dsbbkan sy brada disini(bumi cenfos g panas dan tercemar), sy mok polah surbey tem sy rah ctok la ;)


*4 places I go over and over :
1. ari2 kelas sy rah ly(dlk org pdh tok tpt mayat), mun x pun g smawp~
2. cafe aishah wpun brg mkn nya xnyaman(xpnh brg mkn rah ctok nyaman)
3. midvalley(rasa mok muntah tga tpt tok)
4. ac 005, tok bilit aku. aku tido ctok n suma nya ctok


*4 people who email me regularly :
1. fs notifications
2. fb notifications
3. hamba2 allah nok suka fwd2 msg usrah
4. kawu?

*4 of my favourite places to eat :
1. uCAFE(wpun xdala nyaman p sbb tpt tok ada air-con
2. mcd
3. kfc
4. bilit aku, mam maggie~

*4 places you'd rather be :
1. home sweet home rah bintulu~
2. kidurong, bintulu
3. bintulu, sarawak
4. sarawak bumi kenyalang :P

*4 TV shows I could watch over n over :
1. house
2.grey's anatomy
3.chi's sweet home
4. gossip girl~

* 4 people I think will respond (let them know you tagged them) :

1. eein balit
2. bijan mun nya ada
3. cella biak kecik~
4. u u u~

hohoho~
borink2~

am i the trouble-maker or the problematic one?

oh it's been a while since i last log on. i certainly don't have time to surf especially to go to cc. though the cc is not that far from my room. seminit bley sampe. ku jk mls mok tuka baju. wawawa. starting today, they start the aurah awareness campaign(xslh aku, since aku masok ctok gk dh ku dga kempen tok dh stat). so, we have to wear the proper attire, like your dresscode, k stokin, ebo k baju jarang2, k baju loose bla bla bla. oh mcm2 jak.





and within these 2 weeks, i have non-stop tutorial to be done, non-stop quizes to be answered, non-stop pressure to be handled, non-stop annoy ppl surrounded me. huhuhu~ and there are so many non-stop in my life. huargh.





i'm not in good mood today, as usual.





i'm thinking about the title.





am i?





i think, i'm the one who cause problem. and i'm the one who make it become worst.





oh i hate being in this situation.





i just can't bear it.





"don't think about it" but i keep on thinking about it!





stop it!





i hate the one make me in this situation





aaaaaaaaaa~





shut up!





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next week i'm on 1 week hols. but as usual, i can't go home! uhuk. i have exams coming up.





math on the fifth, biology on the 9th, phy on the 11th and chem on the 12th. but there's a leadtrain to be attended on 10 and 11 jan. stupidity is in the air. why they suddenly decide to make it on that day? org exam la paloi~ huh. amik ko~





i must struggle so hard this time. very very very hard! i can't bear to hear my friends got gud result. they all got 3.5 and above~ uhuk. however, i knew that they are not the same with me. our level is the most difficult foundation, that what some of them said. it's is seldom to hear cfs students got 4flat, 3.8 and above. it is very rare. why? the marking system is so strict. oh i just don't want my result to be bad. bad going to worse. it's pathetic. i need to struggle hard. i rather not going back for hols than got bad result at the end. i'm waiting for 5 march. that's all. i can't go back for cny either. yeh. all their families are going to town. i know. i'm jelous. of course i am. but, what can i do? nothing.





herm.





i miss home damn much. there's no word i can describe how much i missing home right now.





i miss all my cats~

meow~~

got it from my brother~

hv to del it afterwards since i'm in cc now~

oho

got to go~

till then~

2 done, 2 postpone~

so i done with my chem quiz 1 and math quiz 1. phy 1 n bio is postponed after the raya break. so, wallah~ saya sudah free. though i have my phy 2 tutorial, i still call it's a heaven for not having time to study till early morning and wake up early. uhu i miss my last semester schedule. wargh~ i'm damn tired and bored. uuhuk~ i need something to cheer me up~ likeeeee..shopping`~ hehuha ;)

next week will be a 1 week break. i'm not going back :( few times being mentioned repetitively. my mom said it would be a waste if i'm going back since they will not be in btu. they are going to myy. so, xpa la~

we are planning so many things. wuhuuu. sunway trip, bb area such as ts, pavi bla bla bla, sogo as usual, mid will always be in the list, what else? genting is still kiv, klcc maybe during hari raya and the list goes on. ngaa. oho planning for twilight coming friday. wah wah~ i really really celebrating the break~ huuuu.

i miss home damn much :( and friends too. school too~ uhuk. it is a place like no other~ ngaa.

i'm actually in the lib. in the acces room. aaa i don't really know the real name of this room. what i knew is it have many computers in it and have the internet connection :) hehuha. wait for the cimbclikcs to send the tac thingy but still not arrived. oh i'm bored~

uwa. i miss home. hurm. can i have a plate of laksa swk please?

till then~

p/s: hey peeps, come to kl! it is YES! year end sale~ come come~ (cpa2 nok cuti ya rugi! nghahaha)

sedeh eh

aku kecik ati tp xda org mok lyn aku. pa ka reti. takut org tga muka aku kali nk. p bkn nya aku mam org pun. bila org len manas ka majuk ka aku pujuk bh. phl org len xkdk aku oo? aku kcik ati bssb bh. munasabah alu sbb aku. bkn slh aku pun. xda aku ego eh. org lom knl aku kali nk. kali la. tem2 gtok bok la aku mk crk dak cdk dlk2. tem tk bk cdk ada. ckp jk pa ngn cdk cdk lyn jk. sedeh eh. bla jaoh bok kta mk hargai cdk. p bknla aku xhargai cdk dlk. xtjk glk jk. kali la. hui. sedeh eh. kdg2 aku asa kdk org bodo jk rah ctok. mk plh apa2 mesti sorg. kdg2 ya aku ekot jk pa dsoh org. kdg2 cmpe hal duit pun aku ble xkesa. org utang aku pun aku plh xtauk jk. cpa la nyaman ati mk nageh duit nk. ada ka nok suka menageh2? xda ku asa. herm. sedeh eh. asa mok plg kinek2 jak. hurm.

sori la mun kekecikan ati aku tok xbtmpt. mok dipendam, sakit. mok diluah, xcmpe ati. hui.

sedeh sedeh :(

2nd week

i'm here in cfs for 2 weeks. another 5weeks of lectures and the mid semester come. wait for another 7weeks then the final. and and i'll be back to btu. wuhuuu. look, i seriously count the days. i even make my own calendar. oh life. why it is so hurt. wu~ i hate myself for being like this. urgh. i need life. wargh.

so far my study goes so well. i cope with the subject very well. i received my 1st tutorial this week. and and my life goes like that everyday. it seems bored and dull. ya ya it is so boring. urgh. oh life. 9xalah2 jwk aku tok oh life)

i want to talk about my room. 005 AC. i have my own bed, my own locker(s) <-- i have to lockers. i have my own study table and lamp. the toilet is far and only one. i do my laundry everyday. i eat with my friends every evening. herm. i want my room at home. argh. i am craving for internet connection so badly though my roomate have the broadband. hurm. i feel not comfortable borrowing ppl stuffs. urgh.

my life is so dull~

i want him~

hurm~

till then~

i hate this place

to the max.
because i hate my math n phy class
because there are so many boysssssss
uh i feel not xcomfortable
i sat rooted on the chair
i move only when necessary
wargh
hidup saya amat mcbr sem 2
uh
hurm
i'm not going back for raya haji :(
sedeh
pilu
wargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mommy i want to go back!

homesick =(

2nd semester just started and i miss home terribly. mok plg! mok plg!

i hate this place.

i hate my new hostel.

i hate the food.

i hate the toilet.

i hate the atmosphere.

i hate the guardssssss.

i hate the admin too.

why give us short break? bodo~

i hate everything.

i love home.

uh uh.

mok plg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i hate the one who curik my clothes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

paloi ko yar!!! sak ko bekurap pake baju yar!!!!!!!!!

i hate umobile!!!! umobile paloi! bankrup ko xlmk gk!!!!!!!! s**T

i want to go back~

i want my previous room~

huwa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

huwa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i need time to recover~

ohh march, i need you. let's fly to march~

i'm going back on 5th march 2009~

i want to go back this coming december but the ticket is so expensive~

huwaaaaaa~~~~~~~ i hate studying here~

hurm......

btw, i'm officially engineering student.

i take math1, chem1, phy1 and bio1.

my schedule not so pack.

onmon, i have morning classes, tues, evening classes and vice versa. selang seli. on fri i only have math class in the morning n free in the evening. but still, i hate this place~

i want my mom

i want my cats

i want my family

hurm.......................

before the new life starts

i want to tell a bit about my 1st semester. blah. i don't really want too but ngaa. maybe a bit. yeh a bit.

the life started on 10th june.

oh btw. a bit about, how i ended up with the decision to enroll in that place.

it was the very-very-very last decision. all things i did in straight 3 days. all the pengesahan thingy until packing stuffs thingy. in 3 days. blah. i don't want to be in that place but i have to since all the pressure was on me that time. so, here i come to 'that place'. huh.

enrolled as physical science student, end up with decision change to archi student. then now, still praying for the best to be in engine family. oh saya mmg pelik. jgn tanya kenapa.

2 weeks of missing home terribly. i cried almost everyday. saya mau pulang! started classes without any group. had to do that silly add-drop thingy which i never knew what was it at first. stupid admin. my name was not in any single list. i was hopeless that time. i'm all alone. i was surrounding with medical students. i don't like it. i need space. wargh. i was all alone. in my mind just, i need rest. i want to go back. let search for the cheapest flight. hahaha. then, went to studio for 2 weeks. i gave up. drop all my core courses. left only english, arabic n understanding islam in my study list. so, struggle with that 3 subject. blah. that's easy. ppl said. but it was the hardest subject in my life. blah.

2 weeks after the taaruf session, i met my swkian mates. at last. oh btw, i met one from limbang. she is naa. but she is a bit weird. nahh. then, i was with my roomates all the time. on one night, syahrul called me and asked me to go for the perkepis meeting. so, i went to blok e and tadaa. there, i met them. all the swkian. oh that was a blast. i met tasha and izzi. we are friends until now. in fact, best friends. thank you Allah.

on the department briefing, i suddenly sat besides this one girl. i brought over my x-ray since i have not done it. she asked me why i bring it. i answered la why. then, she asked me from where. i said, "bintulu". and she replied, "hah?!" i said again, " err bintulu swk". and suddenly she scream at me, " kenjet kitak. kmk org kch!" haha. then, my life changed again to a better side :)
i met zaza, my bestfriend and roomate-to-be next semester. she always came to my room, and we started to talk-talk-talk. we always stop over tasha and izzi room as well. and yeh. i love them. without them, i never know what will happend to me. they are my gossip-mate, dinner-mate, shopping-mate and everything! they are just like my friends in school. i love them all!

ok ok finish with that. my 1st semester started with misery and ended with a bit of happiness. have not found the true happiness. hope for it the next semester. hello ppl in cfs, i'm coming. tomorow. flight 230pm. and i'll missing bintulu so much. and the peeps especially.

and the end.

short and simple.

till then~

one week of silence

so i'm back. quite busy these past few days.

last saturday- just got back from kch && the journey was tiring, terrible and blahhh!!

sunday-busy!

monday-double busy!

tuesday-triple busy!

wed- had a fun day-out with loved one

thurs-pack pack pack! damn that uni give us few hols

fri-today~ again, had a fun-fun-fun-unforgettable day out with loved one ( and it the last one though isk isk isk ) && attended anugrh cmrlng at smkkid. wuhu~

i was soooooooooooooooooooo busy with loadssssssssss of house-works. duhh i don't mind though. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee doing house chores because i'll miss it after this. isk!! isk!! isk!!

CAUTION!!!

this post will be in swkian languange................. :)

so, i done with packing, errr half and quarter done with it actually. done with shopping. so, have this elek-elek-bah mindset. so, there you go. i am sooooooooooooooo not in packing mood. uhuk. i hateeeeeeeee pack stuffs. especially when it is time to go back thereeee. and it is vice versa if it's time to pack for hols. it is veryyyyyyy different. i hate going back there! huwaaaa~ i hateeeeeeeee moving. mencik! lu igt gua ni apa? robot ka? dhla brg aku ya byk. paloiii~ erhhh! k done.

ohh saya tiba2 rindu skola. i went to school this morning to attend the prize-giving ceremony. sy dtg bh kdong sy tek cuti. xmok sy org cop sy buang batu kelak eh.ok ok saya mengaku saya berasa agak embarrased kerana hanya saya seorg yg hadir tadi (terkecuali amoi2 cantek dan apek form6 yg maseh setia diskola itu ya ). saya brasa amt malu krna org mlihat sy spt ingin makan sy. sy tau la sy ini byk lemak tp jgn la tgk mcm itu kn? wah wah tlebeh sudah ni. ohh tkecuali jugak kpd mamak2 dan apai2 yg dtg. syg sorg saja yg dtg! erh mencik. malu sy eh. dh sy tok asa kdk femes la pulak. eh awk cney nektok? study cney? cdak lain tek cney? ohh sy juga mjd jurucakap dan reporter kpd kwn2 skalian (nasib la aku tok tauk cney suma tokrg oii!).lelah juak sy mok jwb tp xpa la demi bgsa dn ngara sy xkesa la. dh kepak juak sy dudok tgu turn koh. ya juak nerimak plg last. mencik sy nunggu2. phm sy prasaan org tgu2 ya koh. dlk saya tiap taun nait stage eyhhh ( mok ngeshor tok) xcept tem sy pom4. tem ya sy ada jadi antu ckit bh. yala sy tok tek xdpt nait stage tem ya. p prasaan sy nait stage xda pa2 koh. xalah2 juak org merik present sy ya jiran sy sblh uma tok. salu sy tga nya motong rumput ptg2 bh. borink juak. hahaha. dhya. byk juak cgu2 lmk sy dtmu n dclm sy tek. rindu indah mok blaja ngn cdk. ya sy tga muka blur cgu math sy. gk igt sy eh pa nya aja. ya sy xtemu. cgu 8met sy ney ndk kh tuju. nk salu dtemu sy xalah2 cgu bm sy koh. apu nyak. kakya sgu pj sy ya. edeh eksen alu nya ngn sy. edeh cgu tok dh utang pasu lom dgnti! ahahaha xdala ;P oh lpk. sy tgk tek makin rame juak cgu2 baru nok encem2. ( ada k compete ngn cgu yong udh) haha yala sy dtg tek cgu yong juak nok sambut sy eh. ng epy sy tok koh. rindu sy tga muka nya. p sy rasa xda nya igt sy tok. nama sy pun nya xigt gne mok knl. adoh2. yala bio sy b3 ya. apu nyak wai. ai tba2 sy terigt pa nya mdh dlk koh. "kamu ha jgn kawin dulu, belaja dulu" wah wah.aie aie rindu sy ngn skola eh!!! dak amoi2 cantek tek (cindy, shi yong & tu chai) teriak2 nama sy tem sy gk turun stage. ney juak sy dga org gk btepok tgn nak ( ada la org tpok tek? ) kakya alu sy knk serang cdk. aiyo amoi, bila kamu dtg? cuti ka? wahh lama tidak jmpa yaaa!. hahahaha. lekak ya apa o. bok igt. ada nasyid tek. aduh ya gk mlh sy rindu tok. igt gk sy dlk2 tem skola da grup nasyid xdiiktirap lm blkg kls sy. salu jwk blagu2 k sy. rindu sy koh. tek saknya mbk lagu besh eh. dga cta tek wakil swk. ya bok junior sy. hebat eh! hahahaha. makin hebat skola sy nektok. xsgka juak sy. kakya tek blagu mekorg. lagu swk tnh airku. bh ya mena sy blagu. lmk dh sy xblagu ya bhhh. nasib sy gk igt lirik. haaa. jgn lupa lirik!! hahaha. kakya tek sy tliat mdm bi sy. ya sy nego nya. dplok nya sy. kakya ngerepak mekduak. besa la oo mekduak. ya tek nya nyuroh sy diet. apu nyak. kaktok sy diet mdm oo? hahahaha. yah. rindu sy skola eh :) dhya tek. suk sy tga nemiak btpok2 tgn bla dga cgu announced cne mekorg sambong. bah bangga la asa tek? ( aku xla, pa jk la tpt aku yaaaa ) hahahaha. yaaa plg havoc tek bila hariz pun turn. perghhhh. dh mamak nya gago bcrk adiknya. hhahaha cali bh cgu khosyi. ya tek cgu marina ( cgu sej ku dlk tok) announced nya skul rah cairo. pergh suma tngangak nemiak dga! ya tek sy mok mdh, my main poit here is : ebo pk biak smkkid xpt g overc oiii!! over the sea ng rame. tok, oversea! wuhuu. chaiyok chaiyok eh skola kid. hahahaha. byk juak sy ngerepak o? sik bah. sy tok tang tba asa mk skola balit. sy xmok g klas. sy mk g skola jk. hahaha. aie aie. sy rindu skola :) rindu kngn2 skola eh. lmk sy rah skola ya. 2003-2007 tauk x. tauk alu sy skola ya gne. edeh kdk bgrk juak upa sy tok. rah sia jwk sy tmu cinta ati sy bah. wakakaka. dh2. kepak aku ngerepak tok. adoh. gik skali sy repeat, sy rindu skola!!! :) skola ya rindu sy x? hehua ;P

this post is kinda suck i guess for someone who doesn't understnd my language. haha. sorry dude ;)

ok. i done with all the craps. btw, pics coming soon. the usb cabel is missing in action. pergh.

got to go.

till then!!

kuching, im coming!

yesterday i had this fun-fun-fun day chi's sweet home marathon until 50+ episode. wahahaha ;) and 50+ more to go! but the sad thing is, i can't download 101 until 104 episode! wargh. i want chi!!(fyi, chi in japan means to pee). hahahaha ;) OMG! chi is so kawaii!!!!!! i am so in love with chi!! hey hey hey! u guys must see this anime as well! must see!!! ;)

meet chi!

he's cute!

sleeping with yeihui!

look, he's so kawai!!!

when he's mad~

he's so clever!

soooooooooo, let's watch chi's sweet home! it has 104 episodes and you need to upload it by your own. it's not being air in any station. blah. and it's only 3minutes per episode. hahahaha :)

oh btw, i'm going to kuching this evening. the purpose? my mom want to see our house there at demak baru. they said the house is ready now. can live in it dah ;) hohoho. so, we have house in kuching! yayayaya. but i still prefer bintulu :) no one can say there are better place than bintulu. wawawawa. i don't want to leave bintulu! uhuk uhuk. but hey i have to! adus. have to spend another 5 and half year (if im not mistaken) at that hectic place and give my full heart on it. blah.
oh and will be back on 1st nov. don't worry i'll not leave you for too long dear ;P

ohhh my bro is being shortlisted for the instep programme! wuhuuu. hope he passes the interview and he'll going to tganu for the 1 year programme. yay i'm not alone there!

got to go now

till then!

ilunimusm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss them!

so i am in BLOGGING MOOD!! and i had the memories in me =)

yeh this is what i usually did. change the layout then tadaaaaa the mood is on. hahaha. since i don't have enough time to blog at my place there, so i need to peram all the stories and naaa now i forget all of them. that stupid place don't have this so-called wi-fi thingy. i tried many timessss and when it's connected, i don't know what is wrong with this lappy@what is wrong with the connection. taraa. that place need some changing!!! let all the students enjoy the privileges like the others do in their place!!!! wuhuu. i mumbling alone and no one would care. lalalalala ;)

last night i did this one-i-like-activities-during-hols-kedak-spm-dolok things. hahahaha. it was called KLMJ. kenangan lalu mengusik jiwa =) i read through all my posts. i miss my life in the past however i never wish i can repeat it. no one does. my life in the past was miserable. hahaha i wonder how are THEY doing now. studying? working? nahhh. hope that all the curses came true. hahahahahahha *evil laugh* i'm being so evil that time when all the wordsssss came out. who asked for it anyway? blablabla!!! dolok2, bila org jaik dgn aku, aku madah, biar aku jaik balit dgn cdak. but now, let bygone be bygone. i forget everything. wuhuu. some of the clicks do keep in touch with me through frienster. though sometimes i did view them, but its just for fun. hahahahah.

kadang2, benda nok salu kita polah dolok, bila igt balit, kita bley tetak kdirik, nangis kedirik, senyum kdirik =) that what i did last night. i miss everything, anything. kadang2 ya bila baca balit, bley jd eran kedirik ;) aku ka tulis ya? hahahah. dh besar dh aku tok. i am growing up. wahahaha. but heyyy, i am not changing. i never want to change. i will not change. no changing is allow. my friends always asked me the same question all over again. dah berubah ko tek? alim dah tek? hahahhaha cali bah. aku tetap sama. aku igt semuaaaaaaaaaa benda nok jadi dkt aku. xkan pnh lupak. tppppp aku xpenah berubah. paham? :)

duhhhh i miss them so much. hope they are doing fine with their own choice.

noor, umi, seha, akma, ezum, azmi ( sori if i missed out you)

hope you guys doing fine there. it's final aite? chaiyok chaiyok! asanya xpnh aku pdh tok. sori sbb tglkan tokrg cnun. without further advice from u guys. tauk aku tokrg manas tem ya. p sori oo. arap xmanas gk la. i made the right choice. don't worry ;) walaupun sedikit stress and sedikit pressure ( kdk sama jak bunyi), i have to move on. keep holding on to you! hahahah dtg sot. oiii rindu mok lepak ngn tokrg!!! =( i wonder when we can meet up as usual. huwaaa. dh tem raya xpt temu semua. wargh. do miss me keh? :) go kml go!! ;P bla la mok dpt coklet free oo? ;P

effa!! i miss you!! aku tauk ko tgh exam nektok. chaiyok2! suma org tgh exam. hahaha. hope to meet you someday next week ;)

ya! i miss you too!! hope you doing fine with your courses ;) i miss ym-ing with you gurl. where you go? wuhuu. let's be the best chef ever! ;)

E-EIN!! kurang sedikit merindui anda. hahahaha. study hard 4 ur final! cuti kelak ebo gago2 mok msg mbak kamek kuar ooo!!! hahahaha. kancil anda bakal sunyi tanpa saya ;) ebo lamak2 cuti. kamek xmok sorg2 kat bumi lepeh yaaa ;)

ziyan! tok gik sorg! hope u doing fine kat bumi tronoh ya! hehehehe. mun cuti pdh oo. rindu mok kaco2 ko. rindu mok ngumpat sama ko eh. hahahaha. rindu mok polah keja jaik ngn ko. cthnya ngumpat2 cgu yong. hahaha ;) and this thing i want to stress on! polah blog baru oi!!! ;)

lydia!! aku salu tga ko on9 tp mlgnya aku xda masa mok tego. sori dye!! hehehe. kita2 tok la antara nok tersesat tpt lain. somehow, i miss talking to you ;) study hard gurl. beat the rest!
wuhuu.

esther!!!!!!!!! i miss you so much gurl!!!!!!! sori krismaz this year xpt brambeh umah ko. kdk last year. hahahha. i know you miss my cheese cake aite? wahaaa. waaa rindu mok jalai2 dgn ko! ;)

and last but not least............................................

FAREEZ!! i miss you so badly! im sorry for all the mistakes, ignorance and bla bla bla. im such a bad gurl 4 u ;) i miss u terribly. sory i can't meet you frequently. just focus on u exam dear. hope to meet you soon!

( tgk aku tulis cam la ada org baca =P )

aku ada something!! paraparapapapappa ;)

ini dia jadi bila duniaku semakin terang
aku semakin pandai berbicara
aku semakin pandai berfikir
terang rupanya dunia ini
tanpa aku sedar selama ini

=)

till then~

new layout

so here you go!! i got the new layout and still trying my best to finish it all. dush dush. it seems like i need to refresh all the code thingy. what's that? fuh. i need to copy and paste and upload some pics and bla bla bla. walllaaah~ byk menda mau buat ooo.. so, who ask you to change your layout again gurl? wahahaha. im kinda bored and this kills my boredom. yayayayaya =)

these words express everything..

NEW LAYOUT FOR MY NEW LIFE =)

got to go~

till then!!

3 weeks hols~

final done!
sangat hepy!
dah 2hari abis
bok ada masa on9
bkn xda masa
cuma malas melanda dirik
igt tek mls mk on9
wargh
tunggu saya pulang!
my flight on 19oct, 11.35am
yay!
pulang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
b4 pulang
enjoy lok
yeh yeh~
coping time babe~

b4 plg knk clear off bilit
bodo bangang la admin ctok
bkn stakat clear bilit
they even decide some more stupid things!
kc residents will move to AC for a while~
woooo~
xmahu~
sburok2 kc tok, aku prefer kc tok~
coz nya dkt dgn sgala2 tpt~
ac ya dhla jaohhhhh! nait bukit gk!
mok outing jaohh!!
len la mok fly~ sng lalo!
huh! bodo~

bah~
keruk dh dlm cc tok~
dh ari ujan
mun ujan cuba la tup acon oo?
sjok saya bah!!
huh~
bah~
daaaa!
till then babe~

counting days

for raya! and back home. mesti la ooo. xda org mok counting days for exam! wargh. oh btw, i passed my english! so need to struggle for ept after raya and passing it will lead me to be exampted from learning english! everyone knows, learning english here is suffering. listening speaking test la, reading test la, essay la, dah argumentative! i know that some may said that why need to rush? let's enjoy learning english. but for me, it's all what we had learn during school days! why need to repeat it? english is all about practicing, not repeating the same things. it's no use learning grammar now. you are now 18. just apply all the knowledge you gain from your school time. tol x? betol betol betol! huhuhuhu. so, wish me luck for my ept~!!

ohh i just finished completing my change programme form. dush dush! manyak gila org apply~ i feel insecure a bit. hope to pass the qualifying test which include phy, chem, comp, math. wargh. dah otak bekarat blaja suma ya~ duh. struggle!!!

duhhh. my time is up. bye!

till then~

blah la!

they're all damn rubbish! bodo! huh. i cried last night. this all because of the fim assignment. my group members did not want to co-operate. the burden was on me. i hate ppl like that. i hate ppl made me cry!!! bazir aik mata ku jk. paloiii!

I HATE WHOEVER MAKE ME CRY!

0_____________O

selamat ari selasa~

POST VERSI SWK :)


aku suka ari selasa sbb ari selasa ari pasa malam. so aku leh kuar dr tpt tok dlm bbrpa minit. ok la dr xda nak. kedong posa jwk nak, pt jln jaohhhhh gk. agik la aku suka. mun ble ari2 kua dr tpt tok. borink bh. tp nk xbesh nya, knk k stokin kua. leput nyawa ku xalah2 knk anok guard. dh knk aim jk muka ku tok xk stokin. adoh2. piluk ati. ney la gaya, dh kta rah tpt gtok, plh la cara kt tpt tok ooo. ku tok cgek jwk, xalah2 komplen. hahahahah. elek la oo. bok 1st sem. tga la sem-sem dpn, kin byk komplen ku plh.

xsaba mok plg oiiii!!!! bak kata za, jasad ku disni, jiwa ku sudah di sana. warghhhh. ku mok plgggg!!! rayaaa~ ari2 dga lagu raya. ney la gaya ooo. jaoh katakan ;p ngegeh li bunyi. maka da gk org jaoh gk. dga cta rame dh fly g mesir. smoga tokrg rah cnun blaja gus2. tabahkan ati la oo. polah la ala2 cta ayat2 cinta ya. kdk best jak. hhahahaha.

gne raya taun tok oo? cdk abg2 ku mdh raya btu jk. kakya g miri kjp. p kdk xda feel jk. ku dh besa raya rh limbang. gk da feel. family byk cnun. p mun rh btu, gengku rami. rami ka? kdk xjak. mesti rami plg kpg kdrk jwk. aihh. ney gaya oo. mok mdh aku cuti kjp, xla glk. lmk jwk ku cuti bh. kak exam ku plg gk. gk jwk raya ku asa ya. wargh xsaba2. cpt2 raya eh. ku mk trawikh rah masjid hidayah skali ka mun dpt, alem alu upa ku. wahahahah.kakya pa oo? ronggey2 ngn geng, ein ada kancil, noor da saga. yerdeh. aku ada apa? hahahah. ku da lpk gne mok drive. hahaha.

mak aku pdh pusak2 aku da besa. ank bulat pun agik idup agik ngelaban. yala dkata mak aku aria. xsaba mk plg tga ank bulat. abg ku mdh kacak. ada cgek kdk dabel. pusak ku nok mati dolok ya. agik la ku xsaba mok plg eh. wargh. ctok byk jwk pusak. p yala, pusak ctok pelek2 upa. hahahhaha.

bah ku mk out lok. 10minit gk masa ku mk bis. labi alu asa on9 ada time up indah oo. rah umah elek jk ku bia pc bkk dkya jk. hahahahhha~

till then~~

countdown!

2 more weeks!!!! yay!!! xlamak gk pulang!!! wohoooo. i just finished my english final exam last saturday. relieved ;) though the questions were all hard ;( especially the essay. parai oiii parai!!! i just think of to finish it asap. yeh. i don't have any english classes this week. yahooo! since all the lecturers are busying marking the papers. i only have my arabic and fim classes. add to it, i just having class for 3 days, minus this wednesday which is nuzul quran and this friday, where my arabic class is cancelled. wah heaven heaven ;) all i need to do and think right now is about our fim assignment! it's not heaven ;( the due date is this saturday. wargh. wake up wake up! stop playing around~ stop laying on the bed~ warghhh. chaiyok chaiyok!!! err?

ohhh by the way, the called from those MARA-konon-tek is all stupid lies. don't you ever try to believe it. i rejected it, of course because its all nonsense~ u have to pay more than they gave you. what's the point anyway? blahhhh~

yehhh can't wait for this weekend. my friends and i have plan or plansssss ;p to go out, shopping! spending! yay~ hahahaha. raya shopping la. ohhh can't wait. heaven ;p

think of change to another layout, again~ THIS mood popped out in sudden~ wahahahaha.

got to go~

hepy fasting all!!!! 2 more weeks, manfaatkan bulan ramadhan slagi ada ;)

till then~

GPDP?

ya ya this thing called global player development programme or GPDP. some sort like leadership programme, fulled of tiredness and annoying ppl and the most boring part of the programme was the talk, or ya TALKS. blahh. only 2 talks, and i felt like it was not a talk but a lecture, history class. blahhh. why history? yaaaa there suddenly about jus soli and whatever related to history. waaaa u know i don't like history. remind me of school. lalalalla. tha programme was sux, yeh like what the head of department said, but i think, i like it in term of getting to know other people and new friends from various sort of courses here. uia is well-known of it various type of courses, range from sciences, engin, architecture, law, etc. ohhh ya i love the group discussion too. naaaa i have the pictures of my group. however, since i am in the cc right now so i don't have the chance to upload it right now. later keh. hohohoho. TOGETHER WE REUNITE! errr yah that's our group motto/trademark? ntah la. they put it on the poster anyway~ huhuhuhu.

i just got a phonecalled from my mom said that MARA called her and informed her that i got selected for some sort programme under mara to UK. i just like, " what??!" i not even apply for it. lalalalla. just wait for a while. i'm waiting for the phone call right now. they called me during my class. and it is impossible for me to answer it, since it is unknown number. naaaa. apa2 la...

the ax trajedy is getting to slow down a bit. naaa. i'm not ready to tell about it since it is very serious matter. herm. just pray to Allah, everything would be fine.

it's 4.50, i need to go.

daaa!

till then guys~

(i'm writing like there are ppl who read this ;p)

bila tiba hari jumaat~

aku akn jd borink tp asa besh coz xda kls. hohoho. i really looking forward for friday~yeyeyeyey...

this weekend i can't go for outing since i have this programme called global player bla bla bla~my turn is supposedly next week but since i have my english final exam on that particular day, i have to attend the thigy tomorow. wargh borink~ ad we don't really know what is that thingy is anyway. wargh. in my opinion, they are only wasting their money conducted such programme~ blahhhh~

ohhh remember about m compound/summon? wohohoho... i don't have to pay rm50 or even rm10. hahahahha. our principal just gave me a warning, the 1st warning anyway. lalalalala. xsia2 aku ngamok2 rah finance riya. hohoho. look2, thisssss u is unpredictable, anything kan happen. blahhhhh~

naaaa i hv to go~
till then!!

wooooop!!

i miss bintulu damn much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lalalalallal~

i never want to be here

blah i hate this u. i hate the admin, finance, all!! bencik!! bodo!!! org mok byr kompoun, dtyk gk " knapa x mtk kurang?" bodoooooooooooooooo! udah org mok bgk duit, xMAOK!! paloi! bukan main kompoun org tp xmk duit. nang ngok!!!!!!!!!! eh p mun tokrg xngok xda tokrg keja ctok nak. nunnn jd menteri kali nk. yala ngok bodo!!!!!! tok bok finance, ebo pdh gk admin nunnnn. adohhhh veryyyy the rudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! xkenak dgn nama u** blahhhh! bodo!!! nama jak u** tek nk tppppp mcm2 la kes!! terokkk! argh~ bencik bencik!!! smadi jk tpksa pegi ctok. xda ku maok!!! argh~ i hate being hereeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

huwaaa... ramadhan yang piluk. jauh alu dr family. nang la gk dlm msia p ttp juak jaoh bg aku nok xpnh bjauhan tok! arghhhhh. mok pulang!!! mok posa kat bintulu!!!! mok tarawikh kat masjid cnun! ctok borink! xda feel alu!!! uwaaa! rindu tem last year~ g tarawikh ngn mak, ngn geng~ g bazar dkt uma. bazar ctok burok! mknn dah poisonous!!! euiiii!!! bencik!!!!!

JUJU MOK PULANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

uwaaaaa....

tolak 2 ari posa, tgl 26 hari gk mok pulang... uwa lmk nyaaaaaaaaaaaa~

dah aku paling aher pulang... org len 25 dah plg. uwaaaa!!!

rindu ngn bintulu ehhhhhh!!! nakka best mun dpt cptkan masa... uwaaaa...kakya tem raya ya stopkan masa.. aku xmok plg ctok eh~ uwaaaa!!!!!!!

hurm......

tik tok tik tok....

oiii lmknya mok sungkei ctok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hurmmm~

hello life

i'm in my room surfing for fim assignment and now i'm stuck in front of this lappy 'ushaing' fs~ naaaa i miss my friends terribly! ;(

wargh..2 more weeks and ramadhan comes~ yeah can't wait for fasting months because i ca't wait fro syawal~ mok pulanggggggggggg!!

yeh yeh i'll be back on 28sept, a day late than other fellow~

and 7oct back to this place~

9,10oct i have ept~

12oct fim

13oct arabic

14-18oct i'm free!!!

19oct fly back to btu and vacation for about 3weeks~

yeyeyeyeye!!!

warghhh~ my life bored~ hermmmmmm...

i went out almost every week~

wasting money on unnecessary things~ blahhh~ who cares~

urmmmm~ i don't have much time to blog~

wargghhhh sedeh~

hurmmm~

ermmm~

eh i love fareez~

miss him ;(

laugh out loud

oh yeah got time to surf for a while.
oh damn i really need to buy broadband asap.
yah yah.
2weeks more.
bintulu here i come!
eceh ngegeh da bunyi.
maka cuti smgu jk!
wargh. xdulik! pulang jwk. who cares!!!
org nok dkt tp asa kdk jauh ctok pun gago plg~
hohohoho....
i hv speaking test either this week or next week.
english test on august 2nd.
flight on august 3rd.
pulai ctok agik on august 9th
starts classes again on the august 11th
arabic test on august 16th
understanding islam on the next day
september- FASTING
october - RAYAing!
pulai2.
xda ku mok raya ctok!!! neverrrrrrr~ euiiii.
pas raya final exam about 1week
coooteeeeee pnjgggggggggggggggggggg ( maka 3mgu jak )
pulai2.
2nd sem!!!!
tuka kos to engin
hopefully!!!
LOL~
bah
ngerepak ku xpjg GILAK
lak2 la ooo
eh lupak.
ou was fun!!!!!!!! ;p
daaa~

depressed

borink alu ctok

ya jk ble dpdh

my life here is so miserable

dak pa jak

rindok ati asa pt swasta

p komfirm xdpt g

huwa~

1st class

wuhuuuu.

LEM 6012 starts today.
my 1st class ever~
blahhhh!

bored, the only word which can describe my day here

ohhh btw, i'm got fever

so i'm not feeling good today and yesterday

planning to go to clinic this evening

oh ya

tomorow is holiday

outing! outing! outing!

money gooooooo~

blahhhh~

needs to buy many thingsss including a small basket for my toileteries~

wakakakkaka~

hurm

bad news~

on the August 2nd, we have and English test~

waaa!!!

my ticket is on that day!!!

uwaaaaa!!!!!

mok pulang!!!

eeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

huh

geram!

bah~

sak ati asa diam sitok

dahla racist mok mampus!

pergh~

out lok~

mok cek jadual sbnrnya p tang tba jadual aku kosong?!??!

pa kes tok?

eeee!!

bah2~

daa~

till then~

**edit pun post - NEW LIFE

lalallalalala...

i'm lonely here..

no clicks..

only met a few swkians

not going for outing yet

i have money

but no desire to spend it

except for food

which are certainly i don't like

spicy food, pergh! and fried chicken everyday~

what a new life

i want to go back asap

i'm going back this august

hello hello

i miss home terribly

i miss my cats

ohhh

i had changed to architecture

wah telebey sudah

juju tiba2 mok jadi arkitek

blahhh who cares

and fyi

i got a place in level 6 for english placement test

and i can finish my foundation year within only a year

yahuuuu!

and of course level 1 for arabic

blah who cares number 2

it's nothing

we just have to pass it anyway

hohohoho

pray for me peeps

ohhhhh

i'm waiting for eein to come here, joining me here although not in the same place

but we can go out together

yehyeh

emmm not being sooo mengesho or apa2 la nk

but from my observation

our(the student from ordinary school) are just the same like the other students

wah telebey sudah

jgn marah yerr

hohoho

oi aku mok beli broadband

harga nya mok RM400 kdk2 ya and bulanan lam RM60 ++

wah mhl gla babeng

bah2

berambus lok

rindok ati klaka swk tok

wahhhhh

buhbyee~

do miss me~

till then~

MOVE ON! gambate juju!

EXPRESS POST!

I'M DECIDING GO FOR **UIA**, AT LAST.

HERE I COME!

DON'T UPSET ME!!!!!!!!!!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE~

DO PRAY FOR ME GUYS~

LOVE YOU ALL~

I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS~!!

I LOVE FAREEZ TO THE MAX!!

I NEED YOUR SUPPORT, ALL!

TILL THEN~

^_______________________________________^

this is a true story

the very very very true and no lie

I'M BACK!

SAFELY

70% HEALTHILY

hahahahahah

TATA KML

I DON'T LIKE YOU

YOU CERTAINLY UPSET ME

huhuhuhu

YAY

i'm back to blogging and MAYBE to school

blahhhh!

more stories upcoming

daaa~

THIS IS A TRUE STORY!!!!

^_^

goodbye bintulu!

gonna miss you so much!!!

goodbye to my dear fareez!

i love you no matter what

goodbye kidurong

goodbye smkkid

goodbye farley

goodbye ctpoint cineplax

i know you will miss me

goodbye eein

goodbye kancil eein

kim cgek kangaroo dgn eein ;p

goodbye ziyan

sama jk kita tpt panas

toronto & labuan ada jodoh tok ;p

smoga dpt jpa

goodbye lydia!! goodbye yea!! goodbye effa! goodbye ezum!

goodbye all teachers

goodbye my fellow friends

goodbye to all my sista sista

cella, shabilla, hidayah, alena, bani and all whom i can't remember

goodbye to all!!!!

i'm going to fight fight fight!!!

fight for 4-flat!

blahhh!

gonna miss you all!!!

ohhhh!!!

goodbye to my bulat and kiko!!

ebo gaok2 aaa..

ebo kayi2...

ebo jalan jk keja...

uwaaa...

gonna leave btu soon

bye all

farewell to my blog

i know, there's no fster, myspase, blogger

they blocked it

cit!

wait 4 my next post!

uwaaa.

byk mk ckp tp da lpk.

tata all

tata u.i.a.m

i dun want u i'm not ready for u

want u later ok? ;p

tata~

till then

^___________________________^

KML, HERE I COME!

NO MATTER HOW BAD YOU ARE

I STILL GO THERE

I'M BEING SO POSITIVE

SO DON'T UPSET ME!

^___^

getting on my nerves

lately, i'm really pissed off of someone(s). er? many oneee. blahhhh.

i just need to be moreee relax and calm down.

and think positively.

not bother thoseeeee annoying ppl who keep on kepohing in my life.

blahhhhh.

KML vs U..IA..M // LMC vs I..IU...M

blahhh. wuttahell.

i want utp. but i'm not even been shorlisted. blahhh.

i want um. but they gave me u..ia..m. double blah blahhh.

i want asasi engineering, they gave me asasi sc fizikal. triple blah blah blah.

i know you will say this.

" so choosy bah this girl"

" uia is good what???!! go there!!"

" why KML??? like you don't have BETTER place to study"

" you will suffer there, definitely!"

" you can do it! you can study arabic. i know you can"

i'm doing research ok. uiam is TOTALLY different from any other higher institutions in Malaysia. studying there, you MUST take arabic. MUST pass or else, go la you study there until you pass. bah. not includes other subjects. so? bila mok abis la? i know that i'm not brilliant enough to cope with THAT subject. so, why i need to make things worse, by deciding to go there? since i have make up my mind to KML la? i just don't know why people around me keep on HELPING me drawing my future path. sng2 kitakorg jk la g cnun. xku gago. blah! i'm tired k.

and and the course they given to me is soooo limited. i don't have many choices for degree. in case la my pointer like ok ok jak not la wah 4-flat ehhh. MAYBE they consider give me the course i want. i guess la. ntam ku jak.

and and and please be noted that, it's not i REALLY want to go to KML. i have no choice. to make things easier, ALL choices that had been given to me are just like, err yeh ok ok la. not that WAHHHH thing. blah. i want form6. i just need to prepare skema jawapan k cikgu2 yang... blah blah blah. if i quit KML, i THINK, f6 would be my next choice. lain la if i can go to swasta. haiyer. mok further study pun susah!

and my final decision is................

I'M GOING TO KML

just forget the uiam thing la. i still have chance to go there bah.

i follow what fareez told me...

"1st choice is always the best choice"

ya i hope so.

i just keep this decision quite confidential. it's no use spreading the news. it will certainly makes things worse. i bet it's true. ala i know ppl around me bah. i live here for 18 years already. i know them. just, they don't know me.

hermmmmmm.

my stress hormone is so high now.

dahla not more than a week left. wah. i just not ready!

hope can have good roomates. it would be nice to have my friends here as my roomates. it would be awsome bah.

herm. just pray for the good to happen. i know myself. blahhh.

er why blah??

my condition is totally mess now. dahla btu panas! argh.

huwa!

^__________________^

give me a smile on my face.............

bingong

saya bingong

saya lelah alu

bok pulang dari miri

tahlil makan 20

so tired

herm

bingong

sok sambong

lelah!

bah~

updating

these past 2 days, i kept on searching for new layout. duh i don't satisfied the past layout. it just too gloomy, dark and scary. wuhuu! SCARY? hahahaha ;p

oh ya i've nil to be crapped. just have something to crap. haha~ this is crap.

about 1more week, 8 days to be exact, i'll be in bintulu. huwa. sik mok!!!! i need more hols. (statement biak nektok. udah cuti mok skola. dh skola mok cuti gik)

off to miri tomorow. i just don't know why i'm going to miri. i just don't like going there. dush dush.

i need more hangouts! duh. wasting my money is no big deal. meeting those FRIENDS is hardly. erk? hahaha pelik jak bunyi klaka dakya. planning to go to hartz, AGAIN.

hye kawang kawang! sila kumpul duit yang mencukupi sekurang kurangnya RM15 ok. and duit minyak ebo lupak ^^

herm. what i'm talking about? huhahuha.

aha anyone know about KML? please please tell me. why ppl keep on saying.......

"don't go to matrix! such a waste of time!"
- well, it's only for 1 year. is it waste???? musykil!

"KML is HELL! ppl said like this > KM'Hell!"
- even my school, they said this > SMK KID-DO-WRONG where most of the students always do wrong. blehhh blahhh la! if most the students do wrong, how come we still be on top? and always on top. why why why? its the same with KML la nk. if ppl they do wrong, you don't follow and you'll fine. anyone agree? ^^

"there's no enough water! you will end up not having your bath if you go there"
- i don't understand this. i heard that, now they are having this so-called water-pump. so, no problem right? keep yourself update please.

"OMG Labuan is hottie-hottie hot like hell!"

- bah, mmg la. labuan is an island. don't you know that? cali! btw, have you ever been to hell? ^^ i think, limbang is much hotter. gedebush~

OVERALL, tepuk dada, tanya selera.

its not that i don't like matriculation, it's just i'm so so so wanting the pasum thingy. herm. blah la. with my result, they don't want you la. cali. just go to matrix la. struggle hard. get 4flat then decide on what you want to do. erk? look! i still like.........

err ok ok la ya g jak la

tunggu dlk la. upu kuar xlmk gk

yeah confirm aku pegi!

erm tga upa la

bley blah la juju. pa kes tok? waaaa. mok g coz rami geng pegi. hahaha. mesti gempax? kan kan.

warghhhhhh........

i don't want thissss end up like 5 years ago!!! don't want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

erh.

stop.

don't speak.

blah.

till then!^^

I LOVE YOU!

happy 2nd ANNIVERSARY to my beloved boyfriend, ahmad zulfareez jolkipli (:

i lOVE you so much!!!

sorry for all the argument, misunderstanding, keMERAJUKan and all sorts of benda jaik (:

sorry for not meeting you for almost 2 months ):

sorry for not being there when you need me the most ):

ohh but i know you still love me to the max like nothing can describe it (: ngegeh juju.

thank you for everything you gave me which i never can describe it

thank you coz loving me so much

thank you for all the cards you gave me every month (:

thank you for everything!!!

it's all undescribable!

wuhuuu...

i LOVE you no matter what~

**updated

our anniversary was yesterday, 26 APRIL 2008. fyi la kan (:

till then~

movie day

so yesterday we (me, ein, yan, umie) went for a movie, CONGKAK. wohoo. honestly, i think, i only knew the story about 20% since i kept on closing my eyes (; i don't like scary movie, thriller or any others stories, related to ghost, vampire, death bla bla bla. poor me. hahaha. well, fly fly fly my RM7 just to follow my friends. oh nevermind. it had been so long we not going out together. since i'd been busy these past few weeks. oh well, we had so much fun though. we no need to wait for bus anymore. we have KANCIL. hahahaha! we went to parkcity mall. window shopping for sure. then to farley, bought present for noor. wuhuuu (;

i met fareez too. yayyayayay! it had been more than 2 months we had not meet each other. not even call each other. yeah. we bought celcom. oh ya. i'm changing my number soon. akan berkuat kuasa mulai esok. harap maklum. 26 APRIL 2008 (;

erm i'm changing my ticket to labuan. not confirmed yet. i think, MAS is playing with us. kadang2 ada tiket murah, kadang2 xda. hui. and when i checked again about 2 hours later, then its changed. LOL. if and only if we don't get any ticket so we have to go there buy land. uh oh tidak.

em well...

70% of my heart says i must go there. the other 30%, i don't know where they go...

LOL! (;

till then!!

matrikulasi

so i got accepted to kolej matrikulasi labuan for one year session in science stream and need to register in about 3 more weeks. 12 may is the register day. and you know what? i even had booked a ticket. LOL. it seems that i'm comfirmed 100% going there. my ticket is on the 13th may, at 7.10 am. i have 2 reasons why i choose 13 may.

first reason : there's no seat avaiable on the 11 and 12.
second reason : i have my JPJ test on 12 may. bravo bravo ;p

and my mom already called the administration at KML asking whether i can register a bit late or not. and they said, yes you can. of course i can. huhuhu.

take note, my JPJ test is on the 12 may, and i just started my driving lesson yesterday. so, i need to go to budiman everyday. EVERYDAY. so far so good. well, i love driving. it's fun. no regret at all. hahaha. cali juju.

i'll write more for the next post. huhahuha. em. anyone go to KML too? please contact me. it will be most appreciated. hehehehe.

bah bah. i have another driving lesson at 2 p.m.

till then~

he left us

i away 4 a week. from 12 april until last sunday. i don't have time to update before i went to limbang that day because it was a very sudden decision. my mom called my brother around 8 a.m and told about my grandfather condition. so, both of us need to rush to limbang.

dush dush. everything went quickly. just in a blink of eyes. woah ;p

&& my grandfather passed away the next early morning at 4.20 a.m.........

AL-FATIHAH....................................

honestly, i'm speechless. it's not that i regret, since i can't meet my late grandfather before he passed away. i just don't believe all of this happened very quickly. it seems like, i just saw him smiling to me though he's in pain, during my last visit. dush dush. i missed him. yes, i do.

i still remember everything he said to me, about 2 years ago. very clear in my mind.

"ebo jadi penakut!"

that what he said.

semoga roh arwahyarham dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman............

wake up zuria

i woke up early today. at 515 am. msg msg then sleep again since i can't perfom my prayer. woke up at 730am and get ready to jog with yan and eein. so, me and yan walked to tmn. then we jogged or just walked ( kn da mdh eksen jk jog ya ) and chatted along the journey (?) . then, we made our way to town ( shhhss ) since we not know where we supposed to go.

isi2 minyak and vroooooommmm....

look, sungguh seronok bila anda tahu memandu. kan? =DDDD

ohh mamak bila mok pulang. huwa.

oh la la

well, i still can't manage my blog so well. to be honest, i'm so lazy right now. ngeee. still searching nice cool layout but i can't find it. i think, this gloomy dark layout though it has pink in it and flower too, will certainly affects my mood. yeah. dark symbolises gloomy sad and depressed. woah. it's not that i'm depressed, i just don't have the mood, the good one. ngeee. oh help me. help me to increase my confidence level and self-esteem. wargh. maybe, boredom makes me like this =(

and i left home, all alone. my mom go to limbang again. by the road, along with my uncle from kuching. i decline to join them as i waiting for my L license ( saya xcited ) and utp calling. they said maybe this week or next week.

uh oh. wah. saya bosan.

ngeee o_O

screwed up

my blog screwed up a bit. so needs some changes. and now is under construction.

&& i need some make-over. yerdeh. i cut my hair short and layered and look so good. yeh yeh.

&& i really need motivation. my self-esteem is down to 0%. LOL.

till then~

i'm HOME!

yeah i finally can go home, BINTULU. 1 week is enough for me. i'm breathless and my mind can't functioning well there. dush dush! limbang is not kl, (though they always make fun with it by saying kl is kuala lurah, in fact, kuala lurah is better since it is near to brunei LOL) . YOU can't expect me to stay there more than 1 week without doing anything. provides me with internet connection, then i will. LOL! i don't care about the astro thingy ( cause i know i will never have chance though since the house occupied 3 lil children ) except morning la when they go to school and the youngest go to her nursery. i just need a laptop and an internet connection. that's all.

in fact, me and my cousin already tried all the server. she brought her laptop with her, the second day, and her mom drove us all around limbang town, just to search for the server. yES! there were manyyyy wireless connection. however all need password which is very very very hopeless for us. dush dush dush! triple dush for me.

what i do there? woke up late, helped my aunty ( mun asa mok tlg la ), done the laundry, watched tv since the children went to school, ate ate ate ate and sleeping~ wargh. sungguh tidak sihat. i went to hospital too but not frequent because i HATE hospital. i told you before. kui kui kui!

&&& i had to take care of my grandma~ and my lil cousin to especially in the afternoon.

proud to say i'm 80% fully prepared to be a housewife~ LOL!

&& proud to say, "juju da pande polah nenen botol nehhhh!!!" hahahahahah!

duh enough. i'm so not in good mood lately vecause i'm so tire, tired sleeping and relaxing. & i guess i caught a fever too. uh. oh by the way, my grandfather is doing well though he becomes weaker. he is now using the tube feeding. what the hell is it i don't know. what i know is, that thing is used for eating. LOL.

i'm waiting for educamp call. i hope i can go. i want educamp. i just want to go to camp. i don't care whether i get the scholarship or not. duh. low motivated lalu jak bunyi. mwahahahha~ =DDDD

till then~

im so-so-so not loving it

yah i supposely get ready for my JOURNEY right now but i still wondering in front of this computer && burning some songs to that tah pa2 cd. last night i wasted about 5 cds. why? i can't burn it! stupid me. i admit that i forgot how to burn cd. pity me. well, look at me, still using cd player. ppl nowadays using mp3/mp4/ipod. though it's not mine, i still complained. haha. i had to buy new earphone & charged my camera's batteries. duhh. then have to use the same bat for my camera. aiyo. wargh!

lets talk about my journey today. wah journey ya~

9.30 a.m we are going to board biaramas bas to miri. LOL. biaramas? hahaha.

4.20 p.m we are going to take off to limbang

&& it's about 3 hours, we have to wait at the airport. duh. do you like it? ( yessss! i loveee it!!)

huh!

i'm pretty sure i'll get very pissed off and my mom will not bother me. yala always like that bah. i don't think you want to tegur me if i'm in my pissed-moody mood. ngeehaa~

keh la. got to go. (???)

oh well, ppl in sk kid are sooooo excited to sing, i guess, especially the teachers. kan?

bla bla bla. saya mengerepak lagi.

oh one more think, please take good care of my cats, dygku bulat and awg bujang kiko ( ya ya new names =PPPP) how you can take care of them? sebungkus whiskas tuna pun cukup =DD

before i forget, today is our 23th months together! waaah. i LOVE fareez to the max~ happy ulang-bulan ke-23! ( yeh that what we always said) && 1 more months to the 2nd anniversary! yayy! =DDDDDD oh this one i like.

OK IM OFF!

daaa~

no till then since i don't know till when =DDDDDD

away ^^

i'll AWAY for a few days @ weeks @ months

my grandfather had amitted to limbang hospital and need further observation.

&& there's no one who can take care of him in the ward. && me and my cousin, whom both of us still menganguring doing nothing at home, need to fly all the way to limbang.

oh thank God my mom, eh OUR mom, are following us to. duh. i can't stay in the hospital. oh i can't even look at the hospital. haha~ anyway, that's is not OUR plan. it's THEIR plan. i don't know who come out with the idea. lets think, me and my cousin are 18. and it's good that my cousin can drive, and both of us are female. don't you think it's like... em...not possible? uh. dunno~

well, i don't have problem with it though. it just, we can't make it on time. the plan is today, but then WE can't find flight to limbang, i mean, the cheapest one. haha~me and my mom have to take the earliest bus from btu to miri tomorrow which is at 9.30 a.m. && take a taxi to the airport as soon as possible. duhh. leceh~

and why this happen to us? where is my dad? where is my brother? ceh. look, man is useless. eh no. MEN are useless. hey all men out there, you are useless. thank you.

yeh yeh. nyaman asa ati. wakakakka. though not ALL are useless, but most of them think they are too good && think they are man la tek, can do anything they want! edeh. nya la ya! huhuhu. *clap clap my hand bravo*

&& now i'm out of topic! aa. keh keh. i need to go to limbang and spend my few days or weeks there. pray for my grandfather, though the doctor seems to giv up already. duhh..

&& i think my driving class have to be postponed, in case something untoward incidence happened la. since the tutor there told us in 2 weeks, they will call us. urm. i want to drive, asap~

oh thank to my grandfather's kancil in limbang, i think i might use it first. blaja blaja. yeyeye~

ok that's all!

till then!

O_o

see ya when juju see ya~

help me

I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!

.............

okey thank you

O_o

my major?

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mathematics? YES! i love maths. i love add maths. i love numbers.

my second highest is art.

it's no surprise. i love art too. i love poetry, music, everything about art.

ngeee.

o_O

till then~ ^^

i'm eighteen, yesterday =DDD

19 MARCH 2008

hepy birthday to me!!!

hepy birthday to me!!!

hepy birthday to juju!!!

hepy birthday to me!!!

i'm eigtheen, not eight =P

hepy bday, hepy bday!!

(thank you, thank you =DDD)

so, thanks to all of you whom had wished me either via messaging or friendster, thank you for being so alert and concerned =DDD &&& thank you for reminding me, i'm getting older, not getting younger =PP LOL.

yesterday i had so much fun, i guess =D

oh thank you again for these girls

- yea
- noor
- umie
- ther
- dye

as you guys brighten my day yesterday =D walaupun stakat jalan g medan n g pasa carik no baru umie, i had so much fun =D hehe. oh && yesterday was my first time went home by texi. ahahaha.

&& to my mom and my brother for bringing me to sedc, having satay for about 20 cucuk ( saya lapa) and willing to bring me out though it's raining heavily. aha. thank YOU! i LOVE you!

&& for fareez, though you are not here, thank you for your wish, oh no, for you WISHES =DD he wished me almost ten times =DDD i miss you!

&& to all of you whom i can't mention all, especially who msged me via hp, willing to sacrifice your credit =DDD && to those at friendster, i'm speechless. i never expect that a lot of them remember my birthday, hari tua saya =D oh THANK YOU SO MUCH! =D

&& thank you to yea for the strawberry cake, i love it! and to dye2 for the lolipop towel =DD

i never had this kind of birthday, i'm happy! =DDDD

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!

( love me or not? =P)

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20 MARCH 2008

hepy birthday to you!

hepy birthday to you!

hepy birthday to umie!!!!!

hepy birthday to you!!!!

&& today is umie's birthday!

yay! welcome to the club! =DDDDDD

&& today is maulidur rasul! i'm quite dissapointed because i can't go to the perarakan thingy since my mom is not here. my mom is going to limbang, and my brother is sending her to miri. && now i left at home alone, with bulat and kiko of course, so i have to be at home. oh no big deal. i can see it in tv though =DDDD

i have so many things to do, (is it?) like doing the house chores, cleaning the house, mopping of course, && i had promised my mom that this house will be totally different when she get home, maybe this sunday. oh crap.

&& one reason why i can't follow my mom is that i have this kursus amali thingy on sunday~ wargh !!!!!! && my mom not allowed me to skip it since i had to wait for 2 weeks. oh sungguh bosan.

oh nothing happened yet today since i just woke up at 11 =DD hihi~

till then~

ohh tQ for reading~

lak bagik gula2 keh?

=DDDD