bom atom meletup~!!

bila hati dah geram, bila2 bley meletup ok? siyes, tgh emo gila rite now. i'm having exam diz sunday. gila nak? why dun just let weekend be weekend? always putting tha big day on dat day. ish. dahla midsem. susah! xpenah midsem x susah. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

really want to go home rite now~ i need tu rejuvenate~~~ siyes aku emo~ aaa..

rindu?

post ini agk skema sdikit krana mgunakan bahasa standard kl. adesh.

kelmarin chat dgn sorg kwn baik. rindu? maybe la kot. haha. bila dulu masa skola hari2 jumpa, hari2 update crita but now? bila dia cuti baru ada masa nak sembang2. bz keja masing2. nak dikata jrg on9, hari2 aku on9. tp kwn2 suma xdak. heh yer la aku tgh relek2 dorg bz exam. bila aku exam, dorg cuti pulak. mmg xadil. hik nak bwt cmna? ini yg aku pilih 2taun lps. or to be exact setahun stgh. xlama aku kt cfs ni kan? tp suma rasa lama sbb dgr 2 taun. dulu aku ckp lama, tp skrg rasa skjp. aku rasa baru smlm aku amik speaking muet and baru smlm aku dok dlm ketapi nk g kelantan. hahaha. xsgka dh 5mgu aku kt sini n 2 more weeks, i'll home soon! haha. homesick suma dh hilang. biasa la. awal2. huhu.

balik cita rindu. hahaha. bila kwn aku ckp, ko xrindu aku ke? hahaha. byk post aku b4 ni aku ckp rindu korg. maybe xbaca kot. heh. tp aku mmg kalau ckp rindu mcm ni, sng je. kalu ckp tgh live, sory la. aku bkn mcm tu. hehe. malu? ye kot. haha. tya la kwn2 skola aku penah ke aku ckp aku rindu n syg dorg? xpenah aku rasa. kalu kitorg ckp mcm tu aku rasa masing2 ketawa. hahah. lawak kot. hehe. mmg la dulu kitorg xblaja cara2 ng ekspres kan feeling. ke kena blaja sendri? ye la kot.

rindu betol dgn dorg. haha sng je kan? rindu kenapa? aku jeles kot dorg suma balek umah cuti! haha. aku tekandas kt sini, stadi siang mlm. bila aku cuti nanti, dorg xda. bosan kan? maybe Dia nak aku spend masa dgn family aku je kot tiap kali aku cuti. huhu.

kalu cuti, rindu cfs x? of kos aku ckp x. padahal aku rindu jugak sikit. hahaha. tp tahla. xda benda yg aku nk syg sgt kt sini. wpun ni la tpt yg aja aku jd independent, berani. dulu penakut aku ni xda sapa dpt describe kot? haha. kt cni jugak la aja aku jd org yg outspoken. aku xtakut dh nak face dgn org2 kt cni, org2 admin. aku dh biasa sgt la dgn masalah jadual exam yg slalu bmasalah. stiap kali aku nk balek, suka suki dorg la nk letak exam ari tu jugak. xkan aku lupa masa raya taun ni. habis burn tiket aku smata2 utk satu paper je. bkn maen cantek dh jadual awl2 tuh. sukati je p tuka. mmg la xsuka tgk aku sng. aku dtg lmbt smgu masa masok sem 1 2nd year. suma pasal admin yg suka2 dorg je p tuka calendar. mmg la ckp kt stu x 100% confirm, tp xde la aku sgka smpai ada nak p pendekkan cuti. kes terbaru? dgr2 midsem phy nak bwt ant 10-13dec ni. aku balek 11. kalu jadi 10 tuh, slmt la. kalu x? mmg crk nahas lagi la admin uia ni. nk kena sembor aku bwt kali ke2 la kot.aku ni xsuka la nk kurang aja ni tp kalu dh keadaan memaksa, aku pedulik apa. huhuhu. haih tlg laaaaa. aku nak balek rumah ok? aku korban cuti raya haji kt cni je smata2 aku nk balek midsem. tlg la jgn hancorkan hrpn aku niiii. haih~ni la sbb nye aku krg perasaan skit kt cfs ni. dugaan kan? mmg dugaan.

lari tajuk dh. haha.

back to the topic.

aku rindu kwn2 skola. huhuhu. ngeee. mmg btol la org ckp. zmn skola la zmn yg mmg xdpt dilupakan. huhuhu. knapa la xboleh putar balik masa? aku nk lukis balek kisah2 masa skola dulu. nk lukis yg bagus2 cantik2. hahaha. kalau la boleh. haha mustahil~

masok cfs ni pon aku dpt gak pengalaman yg bagus2. wpun byk yg pahit dpd manis. mcm2 org aku jmpa. ada org yg aku xpnh jmpa b4 ni. aku xsgka ada org mcm tu. tp kdg2 kita kena pk, xsuma org perfect. aku nih lagi la. byk btol masalah kt cni. bila dh masok 2nd year baru la aku dpt control skit perasaan aku. biarla org nak kata apa pasal aku, asal aku xcrk psl dgn org tu. huhuhu.

rasa2 ada org xbc post ni? hahaha. sukati la. aku rasa nak menaip. sbb aku rindu :)

great weekend :D

spent few days with seha. stayed at her sis's apartment for 2 nights. very tiring. reached uia yesterday evening. mmg plan xmok balit aher. have many things to do. haihhh..

one month to go. yeah. diz week i'm a bit busy. especially this coming thursday. 2 quizes this thursday. haven't revise yet. bok jk dpt on intenet. so update a bit. :D

have to speed up now. physics makin susah ok. math so far so good. i love my math's class. best! :) only 6 female students. huhu.

got to go. musim kentujuh rite now. raining almost evryday. rasa cam kat kutub utara jk. hehe.

till then peeps~

4 minggu lagik~

dpt balit umahhh. yeh yeh. can't wait but many this have to be done before that. quizes, tutorials, reports. haihhhh. the hectic life just started and i already think of going back. bodo jk asa. study malas, tido jk keja. adoh ha. chapter 1 for maths and physics just finished today. but feels like doing nothing. mommyyyyyyy.. wanna go home :( hate the songs entitled home. but everyday i hear it. haha.

last nite i ended up doing nothing. just managed to complete quarter of the tutorials. my brain can't work well right now. maybe because of the pms and the pain. blame me then. i'm the one can't manage my life. wuwu.

next week will be quite busy. quiz math on monday, tutorial phy due on tuesday. tomorow we are having tutorial test for maths. shoot! off the laptop and do it now. ok ok. *sigh*

i'm wondering why some ppl like to conquer her friend? just let ur friend feels free. it's her life. not yours. right?

till then~

enjen dah start!

yay. at last dpt juak mood ya. skrg mood mok polah hw dh ada. mok struggle for tutor maths and ex maths gk. due this thursday. next week our 1st math's quiz! hoho. start bz dhhhh. wargh.

dhla weekend tok plan mok kuar enjoy. ades. how eh? wuwu.

ohh ya. musim smac. sports and martial arts carnival. am i rite? hoho. engine speeding gila ok. go engine go! ahahaha. i really missed the moment in school. oi igt x tem ari sukan? pecah ank tekak teriak2 eh! hahahaha. but the environemnt is much much different here! hahahaha. mpuan tga mpuan jak. laki laki jak. wek. sungguh bosan ok? mok cheer pun xdpt. hahaha cali alu bila last nite we cheered excitedly for futsal team. then knk tego dgn the commitee. siap mok potong contigent's marks gkya. afta ya mekorg cheering by clapping hands jk. nmpk sungguh cali and bodo ok? rindu zmn skola. even xparticipate pun kita xcited mok g stadium. igt x igt x? haha. miss dat moments~

latest news! my midsem exam for maths will be on 10/12 insyallah. not confirm yet. omg! u know what? gila ok. my flight is early morning the next day! aaaaa. hev to speed up la lepas ya. i dun mind having the exam b4 the holidays. lagik bagus. not need to bring the books over. we just wait and see. 0_o

and physics will be on 23rd dec, it's effa's birthday! hahaha. weee.

ohh line sgt laju skrg. bahagia sungguh. bila ada mood study ya bok la line laju. ngeng ok? wargh.

till then!!!

mueting :D

hoho muet muet muet~ more than a year i'm not writing any english essay. last masa ept. it was the last script ever! xda gik lepas ya. haih how to answer muet then? wargh. xmok dpt band trok2. parai malu oi. speaking dat day pun mcm apa jak. parai mena. wargh.

i'm not in the mood of studying! dah 2 weeks ok! all classes have started. except for lab. briefing done, next week start the lab session. pergh. malas eh. seriussssss! duak riyes aku malas gila. if no afternoon class, konok tek having a nap. last2 jadi sleeping all over the evening. dah la pj ujan jak dis few days. nyaman tido oiii. hahahha. oh mood bila mok dtgggg??? takut eh. phy dh xbapa paham. parai agik ku sem tok. math okkkk dpt ekot flow nya tpppp aku sntiasa hangat2 taik manok mok plh tutor! aaaaaa. i'll end up with having beauty sleep. kompommmm! with having two rooms now, yeah "two rooms" ok. rasa mcm mun x gila, sewel ku kaktok. hahahaha. weh. mok balit! dah dtg dahhhhhh......

malas nyaaaaa. malas nyaaaa. bila mok jd rajin tok? maybe abis muet kali. kan kan? ohhhh. i want to go out from this place asap! cptla midsem! cptla final! mok balit. mok kuar dr cfs tok. pergh. afta muet, mok outing! xdulik! wek. huhuhu.

cptla december! mok balit!!!! hurm. end of this month, suma cdaknya balit btu. jeles ok? tp xpala. fair la kan. xpa xpa. juju is going back too. dun worry! :) i have the tickets, no worries! hoho. kcian sapa xpt balit. dh la holiday season. pergh. i don't want to spend my hols alone. like what i did last year. konon mok stadi! kakya nangis mintak balit. hahaha. no no no. not anymore. kepak oiiii. biarla i'm going home rather than staying here all alone, polah2 berani la tek. huhu.

mueting+dieting=my current mood..

haha. genap 2weeks dh xjenguk cafe ukc. mcm2 aku ingat. bnda yg aku igt ya molah selera mkn aku tbantut. bgs jwk kan? hahaha. target! kurus skit pun ok la. asl dpt masok balit baju masa form5 kira ok la. hahahaha :) mok balit midsem ada perubahan skit. hoho. cafe uia molah aku gemok. huhuhu. tp cafe kc sntiasa dihati. hahahaha. kamceng dgn owner mmg la kan. plus, they served mknn nok menepati selera biak2 mcm aku tk. kureng la mkn nasik laok ukc. bkn xnyaman, just look weird kdg2. hoho. rindu mknn cia tp ttp xmok mkn mknn ya. hahah.

almost noon. mok rest kjp. ada kelas from 2 to 6. math+bTQ. sedia telinga siap2 dga celoteh ustaz utk hari tok. yeh yeh :)

till then peeps~

p/s: i miss all my frens gila2 ok? rasa mok raya balit jak :D ohh btw, will be meeting ein, n famy next week. arap jadi. amin :)

17 contact hours

sgt bosan ok? lab blom start lagik. math so far ok. phy pon blaja skit jak. mdm pulang bizi final exam. exam fever bh nektok. btq pun ok-ok la. blom la ada nok tegugok sia sitok. tpppp aku borink gila ok? mok tga muvi pun malassss. men gem pun malasssss. tido rajinnnn. but now dh tlebey tido. kwn2 suma bizi dgn event smac? huhu. biarrrrla. sem2 mmg byk event. capa rajin ekot la. cpa malas bley jd mcm juju. hahahha. ohhh mood tgu weekend jk. for sure mood lebey byk mnumpu dgn midsem. mok balittttttt! uhuk uhuk. homesick tokkkk. :( wargh. bencik nya diz feeling. herm. dh dis saturday ada muettttt gik. wargh. lamak dh xkarang esei oi. gney ndk ka tk klk. tutor math ada jk k polah. tp malassss eh! hahaha tgu la kjp k? herm.

mamakkkkk! mok balit eh....mok tga ank2 bulat nok baru! hehehe. ada 4 eko ank meow baru neyyyy. besh eh.

cptla 11/12! :)