i want utp. but i'm not even been shorlisted. blahhh.
i want um. but they gave me u..ia..m. double blah blahhh.
i want asasi engineering, they gave me asasi sc fizikal. triple blah blah blah.
i know you will say this.
" so choosy bah this girl"
" uia is good what???!! go there!!"
" why KML??? like you don't have BETTER place to study"
" you will suffer there, definitely!"
" you can do it! you can study arabic. i know you can"
i'm doing research ok. uiam is TOTALLY different from any other higher institutions in Malaysia. studying there, you MUST take arabic. MUST pass or else, go la you study there until you pass. bah. not includes other subjects. so? bila mok abis la? i know that i'm not brilliant enough to cope with THAT subject. so, why i need to make things worse, by deciding to go there? since i have make up my mind to KML la? i just don't know why people around me keep on HELPING me drawing my future path. sng2 kitakorg jk la g cnun. xku gago. blah! i'm tired k.
and and the course they given to me is soooo limited. i don't have many choices for degree. in case la my pointer like ok ok jak not la wah 4-flat ehhh. MAYBE they consider give me the course i want. i guess la. ntam ku jak.
and and and please be noted that, it's not i REALLY want to go to KML. i have no choice. to make things easier, ALL choices that had been given to me are just like, err yeh ok ok la. not that WAHHHH thing. blah. i want form6. i just need to prepare skema jawapan k cikgu2 yang... blah blah blah. if i quit KML, i THINK, f6 would be my next choice. lain la if i can go to swasta. haiyer. mok further study pun susah!
and my final decision is................
I'M GOING TO KML
just forget the uiam thing la. i still have chance to go there bah.
i follow what fareez told me...
"1st choice is always the best choice"
ya i hope so.
i just keep this decision quite confidential. it's no use spreading the news. it will certainly makes things worse. i bet it's true. ala i know ppl around me bah. i live here for 18 years already. i know them. just, they don't know me.
hermmmmmm.
my stress hormone is so high now.
dahla not more than a week left. wah. i just not ready!
hope can have good roomates. it would be nice to have my friends here as my roomates. it would be awsome bah.
herm. just pray for the good to happen. i know myself. blahhh.
er why blah??
my condition is totally mess now. dahla btu panas! argh.
huwa!
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give me a smile on my face.............
2 comments:
hey don't get stressed up okay. each and every path of life does have its own chance of leading you to the pile of golden future. just believe in your inner self. follow your heart, go with your instinct. muahaha. good luck in kml klak.
yah hope everything would be fine. doa2 jak la ;p hope i make the rite decision~
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