tak bisa memilihmu

i loveeee this song to the max!!! first time i heard it in my bro's car this morning. i tuned it again and again. from my house and until come back to my house again. haha. however i don't know the title. && thnx to my sis roscella! i heard it again in her blog =D =D downloaded it right away. this is the lyric...

Telah jauh terpisah, diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku, tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya

Salahku mencintai dirinya saat jauhku terpisah
Darimu,Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku,
Untuk cintainya,
Hatiku pun inginkannya,
Hingga runtuh setiaku kepada dirimu

Kusakiti hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku….

C/O
Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu
Karena kuterhanyut mencintai dia
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang
Didalam hatiku tuk mencintainya…

(terhanyut jiwa ini, terjatuh dihatinya)

read the lyric. it's really meaningful. it's all about a guy who can't stop loving his gf but at the same time, had a crush on another girl. he tried to be loyal but at last, he can't choose. && for me, this guy don't have self-confidence. he is greedy. he wants both which is possible because he is a guy, G-U-Y. but, it's not fair. kan kan? he loves both. loving two girls at the same time, for a guy, i guess, is not a problem. and this type of guy is very selfish. he wants both! but, what we can do? it's all about faith. a man can marry not more than 4 woman at the same time, in Muslim. we can't deny it. maybe SOME man can be very fair to all his wives. but some? huhu.

i just can't wait until tommorow to post it. hehe. two posts in a day? got problem with it anyway? hehe. i'm crapping. it's all i can do now.

till then! O_o