...

speechless.
sakit jiwa skit.
a bit traumatic.
no..it's not i'm afraid of ghost thingy..it just..mm..
got bad feeling lately..
dunno what.
tido penuh dgn mimpi2 ngeri :(
the suffers of the week just ended today.
but, still got next week, week after, lalala..and non-stop works to do..
feeling of giving up already..
got no one to calm me. have to calm myself, all done by me.
wish i'm at home rite now
nothing to worry aite?
i wish..i wish..i can be tougher..all the tabah tabah things u said to me, i feel like it useless now.
i'm not that strong to bear all these.
with all those problems. put all of it on me? i just can't bear it, this long.

please, take it away from me.

and..please dun put hope on me that..high? if u think, u're giving up already, just let it go. just forget me, lead ur life as before u know me, stop all this right away. i'm afraid of giving hope and hoping. it's not easy to be loved and to love someone that strong, just like before. stayed loyal and being betrayed just like that, it was pathetic and...silly? but, please, dun giv up on me?

done.

phew..

mamak..wanna go home, please? :(