it's 2009

it's 2009 and yet, i still don't have the mood. i am very depressed right now surrounds with the atmosphere of hate and sad. blurh :(



i need to focus on the exams, not the mood. right? i need, or MUST struggle hard for the exams. i need high carry marks so that my result will be excellent. i MUST not think about all the stupid things anymore. i MUST clear my mind from the stupid things. i MUST start the new life (mala laaaaaa) i MUST cheer myself up! i MUST not say stupid things to stupid ppl because it'll certainly make it become even more worst. i MUST not be sad anymore. i MUST not think about it anymore... and there's a lot of MUST that i MUST list here. oh i'm stressed out a bit :(



i MUST........



(ku asa kdk style ku polah blog tok kdk polah poem jk eh)



** blur



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my brother come today. his flight is today but he also has the connecting flight tu tganu today so i can't meet him. it's a 6months module/course?? ngaaa i don't know. he will finish it within 6months and will get hire by petronas as soon as he completes the course. yaka? i think so. hohoho. so my mom will stay with my brother and my cats at home. wuhuuu. kurang sepinggan nasi di atas meja. nvm, life must goes on right? :)

i missed home so badly(as usual) i just have to wait another 2 months and yehhh slamat kembali ke rumah juju!! i hate this place terribly(please stop say it) bla bla bla. i hate the place and also the peeps(though not all of 'em).. i want to go home~ isk isk isk :(

stop it! ( bah tangga2 kdk poem gk)

let's start revising

math-check!
chem-check!
phy-double check!
bio-duh!

till then!