the hidden ^^

yay it's february!!! another 30 days and i'll be at home! yeyeyeyye. i miss home damn much! huhuhuhu. my mom is coming this friday! another yay! and it is coincidence that next monday we will having a holiday. yeyeyeyey. so i can stay with my mom for 3 nites. wuhuu. shopping shopping *blink blink blink $$$$*

buttttt, this week i have so many quizes. bio on wed, phy n chem on thurs. NEVERMIND, i don't care. hahahhaha. tutorials are left untouched! wakakaka. i don't care!!! my family is more important than that thinggy! wuhuu. *muka epy dpn laptop*

ahaaa i spent my whole weekends in um. ngaaa miss them already.nurul and ila,nurul's fren. rindu cdkduak yaaa ;( last night nurul texted me and said they miss me so much. hahaha. bok duak ari ku rah cia. yeh. buttt, i just can imagine what is going to happen to me when they are not here anymore. huwa huwa. i'll left alone here in pj with all those annoying ppl. huwa huwa. i hope that my friends from matrik will study here. wajib! tokrg mesti sambung ctok!!! *muka siyes* ;)

hoho setelah membelek2 membaca2 mengscroll2(pa ka?) blog org ramai, saya terasa mok blog pa jiban blog. yehyeh. tajuk nya : THE HIDDEN! ( da tnda seru gk ya)

1) i am the girl who keep herself to herself
- i am the one who are very very very secreative. hoho. tahap dewa pun dewa pun dewa punya pengrahsia(gne eja o?) i can keep secrets for a long time, disimpan dgn cermat didlm diri. cewah. u can trust me hoho this true!

2) pendendam tahap nenek dewa!
-hooo this one is very true and mmg xnpk. tp sbnrnya, aku adlh seorg yg pendendam. hahaha. skali org plh jaik dgn aku, hooooo ebo arp la aku mok lpkkan. hahaha. tppppp, aku xkn polah something yg jaik dgn org. just bdendam. xslh ku sa. huhuhu.

3) punctual!
-i am very punctual person. if you want to meet me or ask me out, pleaseeee make sure you set the alarm and be punctual. once you make me waiting, i'll curse you like mad(but i'm not showing it) i hate waiting. anddddd i hate wake ppl up! hooo pa igt aku alarm clock ka? anddd i don't like ppl wait for me. that's why i love to go to class or anywhere else alone, just by myself. waiting is a waste of time, don't u think so?

4) mind-setting && to-do-list in-my-head
- i keep a what-to-do-today diary since i was in form2 anddd up until now i still use it. however, i always set what i'm going to do afta this in my head. and i write it down just to re-check. practical is it?

5) i can't stand the pressure when i'm in problematic-path
- but i don't show it. and there's one of my friend said that i'm very strong person. hoho. but fyi, i cried a lot when problems strike me. that helps. i think. in the real situation, i can't bear it. ohhh please don't put all the burden on me. don't mess with me! anda adlh amat kejam jika anda membuat mslh dgn saya. igt ya! *emo emo* i'm actually not good in handling a problem so i just let it go and left it just like that.

these are all the hidden in me that ppl not see since i live this almost 19-years life. haha. *evil laugh* tba2 rasa kdk mpuan jaik jak. huhuhu. buttttt, i am not a bad person. huuuu. slagik ko xmolah mslh dgn aku, aku xkn nyusah ko. andddddd skali ko nyusah idup aku, pande2 la ooo. ngehahahahhahha! *tetak jaik*

sooooooooooooooo, be nice to me and i'll be nice to you. hoo let's be friend! *muka ikhlas*

till then!!!