bandaged..

You and I bandaged hand in hand
And we walk to the bridge up the hill
This time around nobody would see
How your hair's finally grown to the ground

In you all I wanted, in you everything
In to you I believe, everything will fall down in the end

You and I bandaged hand in hand
And in time we'll be bound for the light
This time will be forever till the end
Where the white river flows on the hill

Valley of darkness you listen to what I say
When we walk upon you, you raise up the fiery stand
Wrath of the ocean you stay under my command
When we sail upon you, you raise up the thunder and storm

You and I bandaged hand in hand
Then we jump from the bridge up the hill

i know i shouldn't cry but it just can't helped...

where all those strength?

with the lyrics, the music..thought of the past remind me of everything..

in a sudden my life change right? gosh i wish i can bear all these and stop talking nonsense about it here...but can i? am i that strong? to stand this by my own?

when there's someone needing me, but i need nobody?

why i just don't let them with their problems and settle mine first?

why i'm always think of others rather than my life?

it's not love...i don't love him...i don't love anyone except Him..He will always be with me but can i have someone out there to comfort me like what i always did to them?

can i just shout it out loud?

but i know no one cares right?

i can stand in the middle of millions ppl and act like nothing happened

oh i really wish i'm not a good actor

i wish i can be myself when i'm talking to you

:(

why this song stuck in my mind?

gahhh...

please disappear~~

what a life....

sampai bila pun akan jadi macam ni kan?

xpernah ada pelangi
xpernah ada matahari
cuma awan mendung dan bulan
gelap..

kenapa aku?
sampai bila?
aku?

sudah la
aku serik
sakit
seksa

hidup hidup....

post utk 1st march agak emo

jgnla bulan nih jadi bulan emo aku

oh jangan

march, please give me a better life

i beg u

i want it badly

tlgla

aku dah lama xsenyum

senyum ikhlas seikhlas hati

kenapa nih jadi..

aku mmg xpatut merintih

aku boleh nasihat orang tapi..

ya aku xakan merintih

tapi

sampai bila?

kenapa asyik2 aku jadi mangsa kau

kenapa bukan org lain

please leave me

i beg u man

:(

i hate when looking at happy couple but it just not me anymore

no more love life for me

i'll wait and wait until the day comes

i will

that's my promise

aku bukan patah hati

tapi

aku cuma menjaga hati

ish merepek lagi~

till then

p/s: what next? just tell me. aku dah sedia hadapi semua...