cakes :)

here u go, the cupcakes i made :D (ok sumpah aku tipu haha)

skrg ada passion baru, i'm really into cakes right now. sejak berjinak2 nak menyemak dkt dapo and buat sepah for sure, terasa nak bwt something new. so nak try bwt benda atas ni la pasnih. baru ja pas bwt cheese cake for my brother. and mamak told me dat if engkah dlm cup pun nyaman tok ba. and suddenly cupcakes popped out. haha. mok try polah lok and kalu berjaya leh la dikomersialkan. yeah. tachot must be hepy to read this aite? ahahah ;p lak mek try polah mun jd mek mdh ktk. hikhik ;)

sapa2 berminat, leh la gtau aku asap. nak order ke ape ke. wah smgt lak padahal xtry agi. haha ;p

hoho last night was a longggggg night. having conference with some new peeps regarding the programme i told ya before. siyes sgt la pening. since the programme will involved around 160 students from all 8 secondary schools in btu. agak byk la bila tenaga pekerja yg hanya xsmpai 10org skrg nih. skang still hev to find more and more fasi. sapa2 berminat pleaseeee pleaseee pleaseee (ikut tune lagu alif satar tau!) roger aku secepat mungkin. sesiapa yg ada di btu pd april, mei, june especially. huhu :D i want the event to be memorable for all of ya. must! hehe smgtttttt ^^

since the programme lebey kpd leadership, aku rasa module xakan jadi masalah. kat uia kn suka bwt benda2 alah cmnie especially leadtrain tuh. hahaha. mslh skng nak crk penceramah yg available skang. kalu dulu ada ustaz siroj skola aku snggggg je. komfem2 gempak la hari2 korang. too bad utz dah transfer. huhu. hmmm. since aku nk g miri today, so have to update with them through ym je la. haha seronok bila dh mula bizi. bgerak jugak la otak aku nih kan. kuikuikui~

ok dh. cheese cake aku dh semakin harum mewangi. wah wahhhh! sedap nye. haha :)

got to go peeps. oh ya btw, please dun say it if u NEVER mean it, i swear you will regret later :) and dun be such a loser peep. cakap masa tgh emo n smgt mmg xleh pcaya. haha. u told me to let it be but u still on it right? hoho xpa2 aku xkesa. sukati ko la nak buat apa dgn hidup ko. sesak jiwa aku nk pk, kenang. buat org senang pun ssh. bg nasihat pun ssh. just jgn pernah pk aku yg putuskan silaturahim, and jgn pernah pk aku buat kebaikan dgn org, perlukan balasan. sbb aku mmg buat dgn ikhlas. tp kalau org nak pk mcm tu, apala hak aku nak menghalang kan? just please remember urself, before n after knowing me. bkn nk ckp ape la. sedih aku kalu igt balik apa yg jadi. tp inilah yg terjadi right? and i have to bear with it. aku xnak hidup aku terus hanyut dengan perasaan bodoh tuh. so i will let it go, and same goes to you. tp aku sgt2 benci org yg slalu berdusta dgn kata2, tanpa sedar, salu lupa dgn apa yg dia pnh ckp, beria2 pada mulanya tp last2? haha. tgk diri sendiri dpn cermin. bila nak berubah, Tuhan je la tau kan? huhu. :) oh last but not least, i do miss u but it's just a silly thing to think right? and it's just a piece of feeling which come and go just like that. i really do miss the moments before i knew all bout ya. kan bagus kalau we're just a fren, not knowing ur innerself and wuteva related to ur feeling. haha. apa2 la weh. sakit jantung aku nk pk lagi. haha :)sng citer kan, jd cm awl2 kenal dulu. lagi seronok. yeah! but please no mushy2 thingy u said to me coz it's really hurting, though u think it funny. huhu ^^

oh ya guys, do ask me anything in my formspring! haha tanya la byk2 aku akan try jwb. hihi~

i miss my besties soooooo badly now. cepatla pulai wahai kwn2 ku diperantauan. sahabatmu seorang ini setia menanti istana menanti. hakhak :) diriku ibarat melukut di tepi kedai eng tat menunggu anda semua, merenung ke arah sunflower bila agaknya kita semua akan lepak bersantai disana bersama2 ya? dan aku tetap menatap fair choice, oh air2 tin disana sudah berapa tahunkah kami tidak membeli anda semua beramai2 ya? sempat jugak aku memandang sekilas ke arah jln ke leberi kid and milenium, rindukah mereka smua dgn kita? and aku punya impian ingin berlari2 anak, bermain kejar2, main jadi, main pa gk? dgn anda semua di tmn milenium yg baru itu. dan yg paling aku impikan skrg ialah utk menjejak kaki ke taman permainan kita yg telah kita tinggalkan 2tahun lepas, sanggup kah anda semua untuk melihat ke tmpt itu lagi? yg penuh dgn kenangan manis n pahit bukan? ya! mari kita bersama2 melawat smkkid bila anda cuti nanti ya!!!! ini satu janji, satu impian, merubah menjadi realiti (ntam jakla tagline af ya haha) k k? ku mok agak sekolah oi! mesti! k k? :D i love u guys to the max max max! ^^

btw, sgt gembira la mlm smlm sbb asyik gelak begoleng2 baca status tachot, my relationship status, all those funny statements. ok skarang pun saya masih gelak ketawa bgoleng2 sampai sesak nafas. fuh fuh!oh tachot imy too! lak ronggeng2 dikch k! hihi :)

haha ok now fullstop!

till then peeps! i love you all muah muah! haha ;p

p/s: i really love my life now, and forever :) though those stupid things always in my mind, but i'll try my best to erase it, put it in recycle bin, and empty it right away :D