=( cha...

cha, i wish u are here with me :(

mek xtauk mok cta dgn spa gk, mok luah dgn spa. ktk org ptama kmk cta psl hal tok and ktk org ptama tauk hal tok, almost everything. kmk xbrani mok cta dgn spa2 gk. kmk xpcayak dgn spa2 gk. kmk xyakin org2 dpt simpan hal tok sekemas kmk, kitak. u knew how i felt. u hugged me when i cried. u can comfort me with ur words. kmk xpcayak org lain cha. kmk try mok cayak tp kmk xbrani :(

kmk hipokrit aie. kmk npk epy luar. tp inside? kmk xsalahkan org2 sekeliling kmk mun cdk xpnh mok dpt paham kmk. sbb kmk dikpun xpnh mok pcayak org. kepercayaan kmk thadap org sgt2 rendah. bnda tok jd kat dirik kmk. kmk taukkkkk rame gk pnh rasa bnda yg sama or maybe lagik trok. but, i've been keeping this for yearsssssssssssssssssss and tba2 kmk xtahan. mok nangis :( tp xda spa dpt pujuk kelak :(

ktk pdh kmk tabah. tp bila kmk dh rasa self-esteem kmk ZERO, kmk xrasa kmk kuat aie. aaa. sa mok bunoh dirik jak. nauzubillah..huwa..pahal tok cha..kmk mok epy2 cuti tok..mok spend masa dgn sbaik mungkin. kmk xmok nyesal kelak. kelak nangis. hurm.

siyes mun la kmk dpt reveal semua kt ctok, kmk mesti rasa lega. tp kmk xmok. i will never do it! sik kan. terok ba kmk. eeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hurm.

i want it but i know i will never have it. time passed by very quickly. sometimes i feel like i will lose all this, xlamak gik. bodo nak? bila dh tension glk pk psl tok, kmk terasa lonely gila...i really need someone to talk to...but i dun have it here~i have them but i don't think i will reveal it...

xsaba mok balit uia. biar la kepak belaja, kepak pk, tension study asal kmk xtension pk hal tok :( sbb kmk xmok jd..hmmm..

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sa mok teriak gtok rh tanjung nun...

bye~

till then~

p/s: sori emo tba2...