i won't~

it's hard to say that i'm okey sometimes because almost all the time i am not okey, i'm just pretending to be okey.

tapi kadang2 takut jugak lah. nak cakap depression, tak lah sangat tapi more kepada, i'm not okey.

lately sebok beli magazine health lah beauty lah baca buku motivasi lah.

just as precaution. it's better to start now kan rather than doing nothing..

or maybe mungkin effect tengok grey's anatomy melampau lampau?

sepanjang exam nih sy dah ulang seaon 7 nak masuk 4 kali -.-

itu nasib baik season 1-6 takda kat sy, kalau x. memang semua lah sy tengok.

semalam dah start tengok season 8 pulak.

aishh.

tapi entah lah.

sy taknak lah cakap, i'm the most problematic person in this worldwide!

cesss..

padahal banyak lagi yang bermasalah..

pk balik, apa la masalah sy tu?

ntah lah. sy pun tak pasti. hahaha.

i won't give up my life

walau apa pun terjadi

i did it before and i won't do it again

i miss my family, friends, cats, home for sure.

i've been away from home for almost 4 months now

mmg lah belajar berdikari

tapi sometimes we need someone to be with us all the time

kalau taknak jadi gila lah.

hahaha.

but i know, i have Him. i have my mom to talk to whenever i need her, i have my brothers too, klu tetiba rasa tkda duit bleh la buat baik sekejap dengan dorang hahaha just kidding. i have my friends too! all around the world. cecece byk betol kwn kau juju. huhu. and..i have u :) u lah, yang baca blog nih. hahaha. kalau awk takde, i means, awk awk semua, takda sapa lah tau apa saya rasa sekarang kan. haha. poyo jer.

just, keep on reading. 

tetiba je. huhu.

well, my lunch today was not good -.-

hmmmph..

gtg now :)

remember! i won't give up! and i won't stop writing! haha. and..i won't stop being there for u coz u haven't stop being there for me? haha.

till then :)

p/s: nak buat planning cuti. e.g bbq n sleepover! hehehe :D oh and at least once a week or maybe twice a week kna g tanjung makan ais kacang, wah wah, then go window shopping at mall, or just go jalan2 with  friends..jogging everyday! oh yeah! this one must must must really happen! hehe :P then kna makan laksa swk n mee kolok puas puas. spent time with family and cats! and..to start the new semester...prepare mentally :)