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i always be there whenever anyone needs me
i guess
but it didn't goes well to me i think
again
yes this is the test i have to bear with
i receive it with open arm
no sigh.
will not give up.
to always be there for anyone who needs me
although i seems nothing to anyone
invisible maybe
but
i'm still alive
very much alive here

i guess this is the consequences i have to take because i didn't follow what you guys told me to before
just because that it changes everything
much understood.

so
its okey
i'm going to be fine
i will

:)

although ppl took me for granted
you use me and i'll be the last person u turn to
much understood

if i lost everything or everyone in this world
i still have Him

yes.
i'm not going to give up!

just sometime i need time off too
i learn about anger in ethics class
and i understand that if i didn't let this anger out that means i'm a coward
and i'm not

so
let this feeling out so i'll feel better
and yes
this comes straight from my heart

berdiam lebih baik.
sangat baik.
aku nampak hikmah berdiam tok.
and sakit juak sbnrnya.
sangat sakit.

pastok aku tido
and aku tauk
bangun pagi esok aku akan rasa lega and tenang
and mungkin aku akan nyesal sikit

"kenak aku post benda mcm tok"

hahaha
and aku akan tunggu sapa2 untuk text aku and tanyak aku

hahahaha
lamak dah sik polah keja macam tok
i'm really in bad shape now i guess

gara2 pendam perasaan mungkin

and yes

i'm really tired

wish for a better day tomorrow
insyaAllah...