the reason.

Assalammualaikum. :)

i learnt one thing last night.

never put off anything you can do at that moment, just do it. :)

rasa dah banyak kali ulang statement tok tapi still aku mok ulang juak. :) taken from grey's for sure.

" I can't think of any one reason why i want to be a surgeon, but i can think of a thousand reasons why i should quit. They make it hard on purpose. there are lives in our hands. There comes a moment when it's more than just a game and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could quit but here's the thing...I love the playing field "

entah brapa juta kali dah aku rasa mok give up. countless. tapi yala, bila sedar balit aku teruskan juak. well, kesedaran ya sbnrnya turun nait. padahal mun ekotkan, perlu sentiasa diatas. hahahaha. ntah. kadang2 kita xtauk apa yang kita polah nak. xtauk pahal kita polah. tapi orang selalu ingatkan aku...

"kalau nak give up, ingat ur parents, ur family, and ingat, mcmana awak boleh bertahan sampai sekarang"

yeah. slalu bear in mind camya la. mun sik nang dah lamak aku quit. hahahaha. bukan senang mok bertahan bila kita rasa sikda reason untuk bertahan. tapi bila kita sentiasa ingatkan dirik yang kita sebenarnya ada sebab untuk bertahan. kan? xda hidup yang xda tujuan. perlu ingat ya juju. huuu~

memang mun dapat patah balit, aku mok patah balit. ulang balit semua tok. repair mana nok dapat. tapi benda ya xkan jadi nak. so ill just follow the flow. sikpa xlamak bah kan. :)

4 minggu gik mok abis sem tok. pasya final exam. pasya cuti and start gik final sem. memang xsangka sekejap gila masa berlalu. hope aku bleh bertahan sampe penghujungnya. amin.

bah mupok lok. 

happy sunday everyone! be happy okey! :)

till then~

p/s: i want you to stay.