why would my life be too complicated?
why would i make my life too miserable and more pathetic each day?
why?
i have no answer to that.
coz i never know what to do.
in order to make my life much more better.
*well i think i know but in some circumstances it make me wonder...and make me feel..i know nothing*
hari hari aku tanyak dirik aku kedirik. apa aku mok polah aritok ooo. what i need to achieve today. and everyday seems...the same..
i did all the things i supposed to do. all. ok la kan. though sometimes...i feel like...i have nothing to prove..
except for finishing everything unsettled.
tolak tepi la cita pasal study. i know what im doing.
aku still study. study la bila ada kuiz kan. esaimen aku polah. fyp idp pun so far okey dah. tunggu masa jak gik. ntahla. mok abis dah. abis tok, apa la jadi ooo. hmmm.
aku slalu padah aku kuat. well, yes i am. it's proven. but still i'm fragile sometimes. perempuan juak aku. masih ada perasaan. hahahaha.
sometimes i'm wondering why this happening to me. sik la slalu. sometimes kan. ko akn tpk2...
knk idup ko mcm tok and bkn mcm ya?
ahahhahaha. sounds mcm sik bsyukur jak nak? sbb yala bnda tok sometimes. bkn slalu. pheww~
aku kdg2 tpk juak...mun idup aku mcm nya, mesti aku akn rasa mcm ya, mcm tok, best gik la kan..tp slalu juak la aku akan sedar terus yg well kita xkan dpt apa yg kita mok. hahahaha. and aku akn sedar yang...aku lain, org lain lain laaa. sik sama. sikda org idup nya sama nak. aku sedar ya. nasib bait la sedar nak. hahahaha.
yala just...kadang kadang. :)
hmmmm.
kenak ooo...aku slalu mcm tok. hmmm. jadi org yang mengalah. selalu bulak org by telling them that i'm okey with that with this it's okey i'm fine no worries i will be okey i can survive you don't have to worry about me *with a huge fake smile on the face*
it's hurt.
it's sad.
:(
well yeah i'm not okey.
for sure.
hmmmm...
*mencari salah diri sendiri and try to fix it*
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