nothing important

when i said i gave up, i'm serious though i knew it will only for a short time

but i dunno why this time i'm too serious..i give up..almost everything..

it's not i can't do it but i really2 can't force myself to do something harmful to me

harmful?

have u imagine being in the society but don't know anything? pretend like u know but actually u didn't know any of it?

being in situation that others can achieve highest but u can't, just because of your highest standard situation? (babbling too much today T.T)

when i heard ppl complaining, i start to think, and i start to make a move..but some said what i'm doing is not practical..

i tried very hard to think positive but i really can't. feels like my whole body is in negative situation :(

i need support and advice :(

why on earth i studied engineering for 2 years and end up nothing?

why i have to force myself and being in depressed situation whereas there's ways to solve it?

no one would understand unless u're in our shoes..serious...

mmg ada org dpt tahan tp ada ramei jwk yg xtahan and end up? leave everything and start new one..

mok jd golongan yg 1st..mmg berusaha kuat utk seiring dgn cdk..but i'm too weak to be strong...huk2

anok la aku manjak, anokla aku penakut, anokla aku xpnde mok bsyuko, anokla aku apa2 jak, coz mmg benar pun suma ya, and apa aku dpt? nothing. and telinga dah belubang. apa yg masok pasti akan keluar.

kdg2 terpikey solution lain...

stay jakla. 4taun kejap jak. polah jakla apa yg dpt. apa yg larat. mun jwk larat?

lain?

quit. hmm.