ouchh

dah dapat balit surat

but then

2 nama company salah

mlng tuka jadi lembaga air johor.

sapa mok praktikal kat johor? -.-

kepak dah aku ulang alik opis ya hari2

hmmm

mun la marek xda org amik surat aku ya

aku bleh dh setelkan marek sbb mdm xda sampe mgu dpn

and now aku rasa....

heartless -.-

screw u.

still i'm wandering who took my letter

aku rasa aku tauk tp aku sikmok polah fitnah since bila aku tyk nya pdh SIKDA

so...

sukati la sia -.-

focus with final right now

since i'm broke. really broke right now. i dun even have money to topup so don't expect me to reply ur text.

plus i made my study schedule very very very pack so don't ask me to go watch movie with you while....

eran ku. mbak aku kluar. tp xtauk mok kluar kol bapa. pasya byk alasan. sapa mbk sapa klua ka? that's one reason why i always go out alone.senang. aku xplu pk mok klua kol bapa sbb sukati aku jk mok klua kol bapa n mok gi sine. right?

scan gamba pagi tadik and org ya scan senget -.-

me in august, maybe. hahahah~

aku xla pande edit2 gamba tok. tok jk aku mampu. still nampak sengetttttt kan? urgh. mmg la aku mun amik gamba suka senget palak...tp....tok melampau gilak senget nya -.- *abaikan*

but...sukati la sia -.- kepak dah kmk koh. mikey hal2 kecik gtok. stres~

gus ku stres final jak. bguna jwk skit nak. hooo.

btw, decide utk SIK extend cuti -.- family aku balit limbang on 8 or 9 feb. so cam no point aku mok extend since tiket mahal gila mun mok balit masa ya *cuti raya cina* ada plan mok extend sampe isnin seterusnya means terlebih cuti seminggu lebih tp aku ada lab on monday -.- urgh~ plan mok balit pake miri or labuan. my mom said yes. but then...sik sanggup mok bazirkan 700 gara2 aku mok cuti lamak wpun sbnrnya niat mok spend masa dgn family huk huk :( abis jak sem 2 terus start praktikal. pasya cuti raya pun ntah mcm ney. bila la mok balit kpg :( uwa~~~~~

but i have to. hmmmm.

it's okey juju~ chill bebeh~

yeah. mmg try positif kan dirik dari marek gik. dgn apa yg blaku tok. sabar jak la. hui~

apa gik apa gik....

aaaa blur~~

dah start study week so aku rasa aku akan update agak kerap

just bear with me and my words and my unstable emotions. 

kuikuikui~

till then~ :)

ohhhh smile bebeh smile~~~~ nothing is going to be okey if you keep on asking why it's happen right~ so...move onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~ *positif*

p/s: mebi balit 4 or 5 feb since 3 feb abg 2nd aku balit btu. nang macam2 -.- 

p/s/s: sng mok nasihat org spya jgn plh sesuatu bila kita xpnh rasa pun apa yg nya rasa. tp, bila kita kdirik rasa apa yg nya rasa, kita hanya mampu untuk dgr, angguk and sik pdh apa2 sbb ya lah yg terbaik. we will never know how is the feeling until we are in her/his shoes :) trust me. easy to tell others to forget & forgive, but it's hard. same goes to u right? so, i think the best thing to do is just...let it be~biarlah :) mun apa yg nya polah ya akan polah nya sakit, biar. sbb ya apa yg nya pilih. u try to stop, but u failed. u did the right thing. maybe something is not right, something is missing, just let her solve the missing pieces :) she will know what is right n wrong, someday. it may took few months or maybe years but she will find it sooner or later :) *bagei molah esei jak aku haihh*

p/s/s/s: rami balit umah. balitttt balitttt sak ada tenet bilit aku~

p/s/s/s/s: addict smurf's village. sanggup bangun tgh malam mok tanam brg baru~~har har har.

p/s/s/s/s/s: i always said that i'm lonely. honest to say yes i am very very very lonely :( i don't have friend to talk to here but i know Allah is always with me. no matter how far i go, how bad was me before, i know Allah is forgiven and He is always with me and yet, i miss my friends but i know we can't depend on them each time we need them. i get used to this. so not a big deal though :) it's hurt but yeah it's okey~ i'm a big girl! har har har~

OKEY I SHOULD STOP NOW O.O