have you?

ever feel that you shouldn't do something but actually you are doing it?

for example, you are sending a message contains secret meanings to someone by..maybe re-tweeting, re-tumblring, re-post something on the internet, for sure?

i think everyone did it right? :)

same goes to me.

and sometimes i think i'm quite pathetic by doing this. haha. looks coward though -.-

but yeah. ntahlah. yeah jakla? hahahahaha.

sometimes i really meant it. sometimes, i just didn't meant anything but most of the time i meant it. haha. apa aku tok ada mix personality kot? pelik. hahahaha. sik pelik lah aku rasa. hehe. aku rasa? haa see, cakap dikpun gik. bagei da cermin depan muka aku kinek. hahaha.

i spent my day watching tv. i finished grey's s9 already -.-

bilangan hari cuti semakin berkurang, bukan bertambah. -.- dan bukan aku mok kira pun tapi since my flight is on tuesday so..it's exactly 2 weeks from today. sigh. and 1 week from today for the result to reveal itself! erghhhh. hmmmm. gahhhhhh~

i miss my friends though :( susah nya mok keluar cuti tok. bukan susah apa. malas kot? plus, aku xda keta so susah mok mbak orang jalan. sikla mala mok k keta tokrg nak *walaupun pada hakikatnya mmg salu k keta tokrg pun haha* urghh. xpat terimak ooo alasan ya? agagagag -.-

marek ada la loyar2 dgn mak pasal apa mok polah pas grad. hahaha. aihhh sik sabar mok abis eh. 3 sem gik O.O 3sem=12bulan cun2 setaun! nang xbrasa la ya kelak. dah 5 sem duhal aku belaja degree ooo. jatuh bangun suma ada. yerrr malas ku. diam dikl mok 5taun dah. nang lejuk -.- hmmmm. sik saba abis degree tok sak mak aku xssh ati gik dah. mun ku dah keja nak means aku dah bleh idup dikpun. well, kinek pun boleh makkk :) aaa tp yg sbnrnya, xmok susahkan parents aku gik eh. sik sbr mok balas jasa sidak :)

aaaaa apa tok apa tok -.- nguuuuu.

terasa juak la bila org reply msg pendek2 bila aku gik excited2 tok. haha. p xpa aku paham. semua orang ada masalah :) aku pun ada perasaan so aku kecik hati sikittt la. sikittt jak sik byk hehe :) aku try untuk sik amik ati gilak dgn tindakan orang supaya sikla sentiasa sakit hati. hati perlu dijaga juak nakkk :) ngeeee. teruskan bersabar. yeahhh!

oiii boring nyaaaaaaaaaa. hmmm.

aku nang xpnde mok bepesen2 tok. yerp. suka diat pesen2 tok p sik berminat mok ekot. aku tauk pesen2 latest tok boh pk aku xtauk. hahahah. just...ntahla :) sik sesuai kot dgn naluri aku? hahahaha. asal selesa, tutup aurat, sik orang nanggar kita pelik and sik tanggar aku sampe duak kali *sbb mun sampe 2,3 kali ya ada la something ya* and...sik membazir. yerppp. mmg aku kuat shopping and let me correct you :) aku suka window-shopping jak. hahahahah. mok madah aku meli brg ya...siklah :) duit abis makan jak -.- gikpun...aku xla layak mok ckp psl tok tp just...kdg2 mok kita pake baju or tudung yang orang macam waaaa canteknyaaa kiutnyaaaa ko aaaa setauk aku ya akn mendatangkan fitnah and menjurus kepada zina hati kepada warga lelaki diluar sana. so, biar berpada2 la dimata orang. btol kan? well, im not perfect too. :)

lom ngabas tanjong gik aku. aaaaa.

mupok lok~

till then :)

p/s: dah dkt rasa jaoh. klk jaoh rasa dkt. eran eran -.-

p/s/s: "jika kau pergi, apa kata duniaaaa?" petikan dari sinetron indon. harharhar.

p/s/s/s: smlm mimpi dpt dekannnn. wiwit~ *nang mimpi benar la ya* -.-

p/s/s/s/s: someone told me this..."i don't like seeing you sad" aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa with other version for sure. twewww~